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THE LIFE AND STRANGE SURPRIZING ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, Of YORK, MARINER: Who lived Eight and Twenty Years all alone in an un-inhabited Island on the Coast of AMERICA, near the Mouth of the Great River of OROONOQUE; Having been cast on Shore by Shipwreck, wherein all the Men perished but himself.
WITH An Account how he was at last as strangely deliver'd by PYRATES.
Written by Himself.
LONDON: Printed for W. TAYLOR at the Ship in Pater-Noster-Row. MDCCXIX.
THE PREFACE.
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THE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, &c.
[Audio File]Librivox recording, read by Mark F. Smith
I Was born in the Year 1632, in the City of
York, of a good Family, tho' not of that Country, my Father being a Foreigner of Bremen,A city in Northern Germany. Source: Wikipedia
who settled first at Hull: He got a good Estate by Merchandise, and leaving
off his Trade, lived afterward at York, from whence he had married my
Mother, whose Relations were named Robinson, a very good Family in that
Country, and from whom I was called Robinson Kreutznaer;In naming his title
character "Crusoe," Defoe may be recalling his childhood schoolmate Timothy Cruso
(1656-1697), who would go on to a prominent career as a Presbyterian minister. The
name "Kreutznaer," from which Crusoe tells us his name is derived, is suggestive
of the Christian cross. And the fact that Crusoe lives his adult life with a name
other than that he was born with links him both to Defoe, who was born simply
Daniel Foe, and Alexander Selkirk, who was born Alexander Selcraig. but by
the usual Corruption of Words in England, we are now called, nay we call our
selves, and write our Name Crusoe, and so my Companions always call'd
me.
I had two elder Brothers, one of which was
Lieutenant Collonel to an English Regiment of Foot in Flanders,
formerly commanded by the famous Coll. Lockhart, and was killed at the
Battle near Dunkirk inagast the Spaniards: What became of my second
Brother I never knew any more than my Father or Mother did know what was become of
me.
Being the third Son of the Family, and not bred to any Trade, my Head began to be
fill'd very early with rambling Thoughts: My Father, who was very ancient, had given
me a competent Share of Learning, as far as House-Education, and a Country
Free-School generally goes, and design'd me for the Law; but I would be satisfied
with nothing but going to Sea, and my Inclination to this
led me so strongly against the Will, nay the Commands of my
Father, and against all the Entreaties and Perswasions of my Mother and other
Friends, that there seem'd to be something fatal in that Propension of Nature tending directly to the Life of Misery which was to befal me.
My Father, a wise and grave Man, gave me serious and excellent Counsel against what
he foresaw was my DesignIntended purpose. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary. He call'd me one Morning into his
Chamber, where he was confined by the Gout, and expostulated very warmlyVehemently. Source: Oxford English Dictioanry with me upon this Subject:
He ask'd me what Reasons more than a meer wandring Inclination I had for leaving my
Father's House and my native Country, where I might be well introduced, and had a
Prospect of raising my Fortunes by Application and Industry,
with a Life of Ease and Pleasure. He told me it was for Men of desperate Fortunes on
one Hand, or of aspiring, superior Fortunes on the other, who went abroad upon
Adventures, to rise by Enterprize, and make themselves famous in Undertakings of a Nature out of the common Road; that these things were all either too far above me, or
too far below me; that mine was the middle StateA social middle class between the gentry and
the commons; the kind of place occupied in this era by the emergent merchant and
professional class. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, or what might be
called the upper Station of Low Life, which he had found by long Experience
was the best State in the World, the most suited to human Happiness, not exposed to
the Miseries and Hardships, the Labour and Sufferings of the mechanickManual laboring. Source: Oxford English Dictionary Part of Mankind, and
not embarass'd with the Pride, Luxury, Ambition and Envy of the upper Part of Mankind. He told me, I might judge of the
Happiness of this State, by this one thing, viz. That this was the State of
Life which all other People envied, that Kings have frequently lamented the miserable Consequences of being born to great
things, and wish'd they had been placed in the Middle of the two Extremes, between
the Mean and the Great; that the wise Man gave his Testimony to this as the just
Standard of true Felicity, when he prayed to have neither
Poverty or Riches.
He bid me observe it, and I should always find, that the Calamities of Life were
shared among the upper and lower Part of Mankind; but that the middle Station had the
fewest Disasters, and was not expos'd to so many Vicissitudes as the higher or lower
Part of Mankind; nay, they were not subjected to so many
Distempers and Uneasinesses either of Body or Mind, as those were who, by vicious
Living, Luxury and Extravagancies on one Hand, or by hard Labour, Want of
Necessaries, and mean or insufficient Diet on the other Hand, bring Distempers upon themselves by the natural Consequences of their Way of Living; That the middle Station of Life was calculated for all kind of Vertues and all
kinds of Enjoyments; that Peace and Plenty were the
Hand-maids of a middle Fortune; that Temperance, Moderation, Quietness, Health, Society, all agreeable Diversions, and all
desirable Pleasures, were the Blessings attending the middle Station of Life; that
this Way Men went silently and smoothly thro' the World, and comfortably out of it,
not embarass'd with the Labours of the Hands or of the Head, not sold to the Life of
Slavery for daily Bread, or harrast with perplex'd Circumstances, which rob the Soul of Peace, and the Body of
Rest; not enrag'd with the Passion of Envy, or secret
burning Lust of Ambition for great things; but in easy Circumstances sliding gently
thro' the World, and sensibly tasting the Sweets of living, without the bitter,
feeling that they are happy, and learning by every Day's Experience to know it more
sensibly.
After this, he press'd me earnestly, and in the most affectionate manner, not to play
the young Man, not to precipitate my self into Miseries which Nature and the Station
of Life I was born in, seem'd to have provided against; that I was under no Necessity
of seeking my Bread; that he would do well for me, and endeavour to enter me fairly
into the Station of Life which he had been just recommending
to me; and that if I was not very easy and happy in the
World, it must be my meer Fate or Fault that must hinder it, and that he should have
nothing to answer for, having thus discharg'd his Duty in
warning me against Measures which he knew would be to my Hurt: In a word, that as he
would do very kind things for me if I would stay and settle at Home as he directed,
so he would not have so much Hand in my Misfortunes, as to
give me any Encouragement to go away: And to close all, he told me I had my elder
Brother for an Example, to whom he had used the same earnest Perswasions to keep him
from going into the Low Country Wars, but could not prevail, his young Desires
prompting him to run into the Army where he was kill'd; and tho' he said he would not
cease to pray for me, yet he would venture to say to me, that if I did take this
foolish Step, God would not bless me, and I would have Leisure hereafter to reflect
upon having neglected his Counsel when there might be none to assist in my
Recovery.
I observed in this last Part of his Discourse, which was truly Prophetick, tho' I
suppose my Father did not know it to be so himself; I say, I observed the Tears run down his Face very plentifully, and especially when he spoke of my Brother who was
kill'd; and that when he spoke of my having Leisure to repent, and none to assist me,
he was so mov'd, that he broke off the Discourse, and told me, his Heart was so full
he could say no more to me.
I was sincerely affected with this Discourse, as indeed who could be otherwise; and I
resolv'd not to think of going abroad any more, but to settle at home according to my
Father's Desire. But alas! a few Days wore it all off; and in short, to prevent any
of my Father's farther Importunities, in a few Weeks after, I resolv'd to run quite
away from him. However, I did not act so hastily neither as my first Heat of
Resolution prompted, but I took my Mother, at a time when I thought her a little
pleasanter than ordinary, and told her, that my Thoughts were so entirely bent upon
seeing the World, that I should never settle to any thing with Resolution enough to
go through with it, and my Father had better give me his Consent than force me to go
without it; that I was now Eighteen Years old, which was too late to go Apprentice to a Trade.Crusoe is too old because apprenticeships in this period typically
began around the age of thirteen, and lasted seven years., or Clerk to an
Attorney; that I was sure if I did, I should never serve out my time, and I should certainly run away from my Master before my Time
was out, and go to Sea; and if she would speak to my Father to let me go but one
Voyage abroad, if I came home again and did not like it, I
would go no more, and I would promise by a double Diligence to recover that Time I
had lost.
This put my Mother into a great Passion: She told me, she knew it would be to no
Purpose to speak to my Father upon any such Subject; that he knew too well what was
my Interest to give his Consent to any thing so much for my Hurt, and that she
wondered how I could think of any such thing after such a
Discourse as I had had with my Father, and such kind and tender Expressions as she
knew my Father had us'd to me; and that in short, if I would ruine my self there was
no Help for me; but I might depend I should never have their
Consent to it: That for her Part she would not have so much Hand in my Destruction;
and I should never have it to say, that my Mother was willing when my Father was
not.
Tho' my Mother refused to move it to my Father, yet as I
have heard afterwards, she reported all the Discourse to him, and that my Father,
after shewing a great Concern at it, said to her with a Sigh, That Boy might be happy
if he would stay at home, but if he goes abroad he will be the miserablest Wretch that was ever born: I can give no Consent
to it.
It was not till almost a Year after this that I broke loose, tho' in the mean time I
continued obstinately deaf to all Proposals of settling to
Business, and frequently expostulating with my Father and Mother, about their being
so positively determin'd against what they knew my Inclinations prompted me to. But
being one Day at HullA
coastal town in southeast Yorkshire, on the river Humber leading out to the North
Sea, and a major port. Depicted here by Wenceslaus Hollar at around the time
Crusoe would have arrived. Source: Wikipedia, where I went casually, and
without any Purpose of making an ElopementThat is, the general action of fleeing, with no
suggestion of a clandestine marriage. Source: Oxford English Dictionary
that time; but I say, being there, and one of my
Companions being going by Sea to London, in his Father's Ship, and prompting
me to go with them, with the common Allurement of Seafaring Men, viz That it
should cost me nothing for my Passage, I consulted neither Father or Mother any more,
nor so much as sent them Word of it; but leaving them to
hear of it as they might, without asking God's Blessing, or my Father's, without any
Consideration of Circumstances or Consequences, and in an
ill Hour, God knows. On the first of September 1661
I went on Board a Ship bound for London; never any young Adventurer's
Misfortunes, I believe, began sooner, or continued longer
than mine. The Ship was no sooner gotten out of the Humber, but the Wind began to blow, and the Winds to rise in a most frightful
manner; and as I had never been at Sea before, I was most
inexpressibly sick in Body, and terrify'd in my Mind: I began now seriously to reflect upon what I had done, and how justly I was overtaken by the Judgment of Heaven for my wicked
leaving my Father's House, and abandoning my Duty; all the
good Counsel of my Parents, my Father's Tears and my
Mother's Entreaties came now fresh into my Mind, and my
Conscience, which was not yet come to the Pitch of Hardness which it has been since,
reproach'd me with the Contempt of Advice, and the Breach of my Duty to God and my
Father.
All this while the Storm encreas'd, and the Sea, which I had never been upon before,
went very high, tho' nothing like what I have seen many times since; no, nor like
what I saw a few Days after: But it was enough to affect me then, who was but a young
Sailor, and had never known any thing of the matter. I expected every Wave would have
swallowed us up, and that every time the Ship fell down, as I thought, in the Trough
or Hollow of the Sea, we should never rise more;
and in this Agony of Mind, I made many Vows and Resolutions, that if it would please
God here to spare my Life this one Voyage, if ever I got once my Foot upon dry Land
again, I would go directly home to my Father, and never set it into a Ship again
while I liv'd; that I would take his Advice, and never run my self into such Miseries
as these any more. Now I saw plainly the Goodness of his Observations about the
middle Station of Life, how easy, how comfortably he had liv'd all his Days, and
never had been expos'd to Tempests at Sea, or Troubles on Shore; and I resolv'd that
I would, like a true repenting ProdigalAlluding to the Biblical story of the prodigal
son, who left home, squandered his inheritance, and finally returned to his father
in shame, only to be forgiven for his folly. Source: Luke 15:11, go home to
my Father.
These wise and sober Thoughts continued all the while the Storm continued, and indeed
some time after; but the next Day the Wind was abated and
the Sea calmer, and I began to be a little inur'dAccustomed. Source: Oxford English Dictionary to it: However I
was very grave for all that Day, being also a little Sea sick still; but towards
Night the Weather clear'd up, the Wind was quite over, and a charming fine Evening
follow'd; the Sun went down perfectly clear and rose so the next Morning; and having
little or no Wind and a smooth Sea, the Sun shining upon it, the Sight was, as I
thought, the most delightful that ever I saw.
I had slept well in the Night, and was now no more Sea sick but very chearful,
looking with Wonder upon the Sea that was so rough and terrible the Day before, and could be so calm and so pleasant in so little time after.
And now least my good Resolutions should continue, my Companion, who had indeed
entic'd me away, comes to me, Well Bob, says he, clapping me on the
Shoulder, How do you do after it? I warrant you were frighted, wa'n't you, last
Night, when it blew but a Cap full of Wind? A
Cap full d'you call it? said I, 'twas a terrible
Storm: A Storm, you Fool you, replies he, do you call that a Storm why it
was nothing at all; give us but a good Ship and Sea Room, and we think nothing of
such a Squal of Wind as that; but you're but a fresh Water Sailor, Bob;
come let us make a Bowl of Punch and we'll forget all that, d'ye see what
charming Weather 'tis now. To make short this sad Part of my Story, we went
the old way of all Sailors, the Punch was made, and I was made drunk with it, and in
that one Night's Wickedness I drowned all my Repentance, all
my Reflections upon my past Conduct, and all my Resolutions for my future. In a word,
as the Sea was returned to its Smoothness of Surface and
settled Calmness by the Abatement of that Storm, so the Hurry of my Thoughts being
over, my Fears and Apprehensions of being swallow'd up by the Sea being forgotten,
and the Current of my former Desires return'd, I entirely forgot the Vows and PromisesThis
account of how Crusoe forgot the vows he made fits well within the tradition of
the "sea-Providence," stories of others who testify how the urge to repent
prompted by a storm wears off as soon as the weather calms. that I made in
my Distress. I found indeed some Intervals of Reflection, and the serious Thoughts
did, as it were endeavour to return again sometimes, but I
shook them off, and rouz'd my self from them as it were from a Distemper, and applying my self to Drink and Company, soon master'd the Return of those Fits, for so I
call'd them, and I had in five or six Days got as compleat a Victory over Conscience
as any young, Fellow that resolv'd not to be troubled with it, could desire: But I
was to have another Trial for it still; and Providence, as in such Cases generally it
does, resolv'd to leave me entirely without Excuse. For if I would not take this for
a Deliverance, the next was to be such a one as the worst and most Wretch among us
would confess both the harden'd Danger and the Mercy.
The sixth Day of our being at Sea we came into YarmouthA stretch of sea east of the coastal town of Great
Yarmouth, in the English county of Norfolk. Roads; the Wind having been
contrary, and the Weather calm, we had made but little Way since the Storm. Here we
were obliged to come to an Anchor, and here we lay, the Wind continuing contrary,
viz. at South-west, for seven or eight Days, during which time a great
many Ships from Newcastle came into the same Roads, as the common Harbour where the Ships might wait for a Wind for the
River.
We had not however ridRemained anchored;
floated stationary. Source: Oxford English Dictionary here so long, but
should have Tided itLet the
tide carry them up. Source: Oxford English Dictionary up the River, but
that the Wind blew too fresh; and after we had lain four or five Days, blew very
hard. However, the Roads being reckoned as good as a Harbour, the Anchorage good, and
our Ground-TackleEquipment used to anchor the ship. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary very strong, our Men were unconcerned, and not in the least
apprehensive of Danger, but spent the Time in Rest and Mirth, after the manner of the
Sea; but the eighth Day in the Morning, the Wind increased, and we had all Hands at
Work to strike our Top-Masts, and make every thing snug and close, that the Ship
might ride as easy as possible. By Noon the Sea went very high indeed, and our Ship
rid Forecastle in,With the bow (the foremost part of the hull) in the water. Source:
Oxford English Dictionary shipp'd several Seas, and we thought once or
twice our Anchor had come homeUndone;
loose. Source: Oxford English Dictionary; upon which our Master order'd out
the Sheet AnchorA very large, heavy spare anchor stored in the waist of the ship,
used in emergencies like the one described here. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary; so that we rode with two Anchors a-Head, and the Cables vered
out to the better End.
By this Time it blew a terrible Storm indeed, and now I began to see Terror and
Amazement in the Faces even of the Seamen themselves. The Master, tho' vigilant to
the Business of preserving the Ship, yet as he went in and out of his Cabbin by me, I
could hear him softly to himself say several times, Lord be merciful to us, we
shall be all lost, we shall be all undone; and the like. During these first
Hurries, I was stupidIn a stupor. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary, lying still in my Cabbin, which was in the SteerageThe lower deck of a ship, just below the main deck and above the ballast; lower
classes of passengers often purchased chapter tickets to travel in this part of
the ship. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, and cannot describe my Temper:
I could ill re-assume the first Penitence, which I had so apparently trampled upon,
and harden'd my self against: I thought the Bitterness of Death had been past, and
that this would be nothing too like the first. But when the
Master himself came by me, as I said just now, and said we should be all lost, I was
dreadfully frighted: I got up out of my Cabbin, and look'd out; but such a dismal
Sight I never saw: The Sea went Mountains high, and broke upon us every three or four
Minutes: When I could look about, I could see nothing but Distress round us: Two
Ships that rid near us we found had cut their Masts by the Board, being deep loaden;
and our Men cry'd out, that a Ship which rid about a Mile a-Head of us was foundered.
Two more Ships being driven from their Anchors, were run out of the Roads to Sea at all AdventuresAt the mercy of all risks or dangers, and that with not a Mast
standing. The light Ships fared the best, as not so much labouring in the Sea; but two or three of them drove, and came close by us, running
away with only their Sprit-sailA small, usually square-shaped sail at the front
of a sailing ship out before the Wind.
Towards Evening the Mate and Boat-SwainPronounced "bosun," he was the supervisor of the
deck crew begg'd the Master of our Ship to let them cut away the Foremast,
which he was very unwilling to: But the Boat-Swain protesting to him, that if he did
not, the Ship would founder, he consented; and when they had cut away the ForemastIn adverse weather conditions, one may cut away the mast of a ship to prevent it
capsizing. Without the force of the heavy wind on the mast, the boat has a lower
probability of tipping over., the Main-Mast stood so loose, and shook the
Ship so much, they were obliged to cut her away also, and make a clear Deck.
Any one may judge what a Condition I must be in at all this, who was but a young
Sailor, and who had been in such a Fright before at but a little. But if I can express at this Distance the Thoughts I had about me at that time, I was in tenfold more Horror of Mind upon
Account of my former Convictions, and the having returned from them to the
Resolutions I had wickedly taken at first, than I was at Death it self; and these
added to the Terror of the Storm, put me into such a Condition, that I can by no
Words describe it. But the worst was not come yet, the Storm continued with such
Fury, that the Seamen themselves acknowledged they had never known a worse. We had a
good Ship, but she was deep loaden, and wallowed in the Sea, that the Seamen every
now and then cried out, she would founder. It was my Advantage in one respect, that I
did not know what they meant by Founder, till I enquir'd. However, the Storm was so
violent, that I saw what is not often seen, the Master,
the Boat-Swain, and some others more sensible than the rest, at their Prayers, and
expecting every Moment when the Ship would go to the Bottom.
In the Middle of the Night, and under all the rest of of our Distresses, one of the
Men that had been down on Purpose to see, cried out we had sprung a Leak; another
said there was four Foot Water in the Hold. Then all Hands were called to the Pump.
At that very Word my Heart, as I thought, died within me, and I fell backwards upon
the Side of my Bed where I sat, into the Cabbin. However, the Men roused me, and told
me, that I that was able to do nothing before, was as well able to pump as another;
at which I stirr'd up, and went to the Pump and work'd very heartily. While this was
doing, the Master seeing some light ColliersCoal barges, who not able to ride out the
Storm, were oblig'd to flip and run away to Sea, and would come near us, ordered to
fire a Gun as a Signal of Distress. I who knew nothing what that meant, was so
surprised, that I thought the Ship had broke, or some dreadful thing had happen'd. In a word, I was so
surprised, that I fell down in a Swoon. As this was a time when every Body had his
own Life to think of, no Body minded me, or what was become of me; but another Man
stept up to the Pump, and thrusting me aside with his Foot, let me lye, thinking I had been dead; and it was a great while before I came
to my self.
We work'd on, but the Water encreasing in the Hold, it was apparent that the Ship
would founder, and tho' the Storm began to abate a little, yet as it was not possible
she could swim till we might run into a Port, so the Master continued firing Guns for
Help; and a light Ship who had rid it out just a Head of us ventured a Boat out to
help us. It was with the utmost Hazard the Boat came near us, but it was impossible
for us to get on Board, or for the Boat to lie near the Ship Side, till at last the
Men rowing very heartily, and venturing their Lives to save ours, our Men cast them a
Rope over the Stern with a Buoy to it, and then vered it out a great Length, which
they after great Labour and Hazard took hold of and we
hall'd them close under our Stern and got all into their Boat. It was to no Purpose
for them or us after we were in the Boat to think of reaching to their own Ship, so
all agreed to let her drive and only to pull her in towards
Shore as much as we could, and our Master promised them, That if the Boat was stav'd
upon Shore he would make it good to their
MasterThat is, if the boat was crushed or damaged while
running aground, he would reimburse their master., so partly rowing and
partly driving our Boat went away to the NorwardNorthward sloaping towards the Shore almost as far as Winterton Ness.An area of foreland along the north Norfolk coast of England
We were not much more than a quarter of an Hour out of our Ship but we saw her sink,
and then I understood for the first time what was meant by a Ship foundering in the
Sea; I must acknowledge I had hardly Eyes to look up when the Seamen told me she
was sinking; for from that Moment they rather put me into
the Boat than that I might be said to go in, my Heart was as it were dead within me,
partly with Fright, partly with Horror of Mind and the Thoughts of what was yet
before me.
While we were in this Condition, the Men yet labouring at the Oar to bring the Boat
near the Shore, we could see, when our Boat mounting the Waves, we were able to see
the Shore, a great many People running along the Shore to assist us when we should
come near, but we made but slow way towards the Shore, nor were we able to reach the
Shore, till being past the Light-House at Winterton, the Shore falls off to the Westward towards Cromer, and so
the Land broke off a little the Violence of the Wind: Here we got in, and tho' not
without much Difficulty got all safe on Shore and walk'd
afterwards on Foot to Yarmouth, where, as unfortunate Men, we were used with great Humanity as well by the Magistrates of the
Town, who assign'd us good Quarters, as by particular Merchants and Owners of Ships,
and had Money given us sufficient to carry us either to
London or back to Hull, as we thought fit.
Had I now had the Sense to have gone back to Hull, and have gone home, I had
been happy, and my Father, an Emblem of our Blessed Saviour's Parable, had even kill'd the fatted Calf for meAnother
allusion to the parable of the Prodigal Son, when the father kills the fatted calf
to feast and celebrate the return of his ruined son (Luke 15:23); for
hearing the Ship I went away in was cast away in Yarmouth Road, it was a
great while before he had any Assurance that I was not drown'd.
But my ill Fate push'd me on now with an Obstinacy that
nothing could resist; and tho' I had several times loud
Calls from my Reason and my more composed Judgment to go home, yet I had no Power to do it. I know not what to call this, nor
will I urge, that it is a secret over-ruling Decree that hurries us on to be the
Instruments of our own Destruction, even tho' it be before us, and that we rush upon
it with our Eyes open. Certainly nothing but some such
decreed unavoidable Misery attending, and which it was impossible for me to escape,
could have push'd me forward against the calm Reasonings and Perswasions of my most
retired Thoughts, and against two such visible Instructions as I had met with in my first Attempt.
My Comrade, who had help'd to harden me before, and who was
the Master's Son, was now less forward than I; the first time he spoke to me after we
were at Yarmouth, which was not till two or three Days, for we were
separated in the Town to several Quarters; I say, the first time he saw me, it
appear'd his Tone was alter'd, and looking very melancholy and shaking his Head,
ask'd me how I did, and telling his Father who I was, and how I had come this Voyage
only for a Trial in order to go farther abroad; his Father turning to me with a very
grave and concern'd Tone, Young Man, says he, you ought never to go to
Sea any more, you ought to take this for a plain and visible Token that you are
not to be a Seafaring Man, why, Sir, said I, will you go to Sea no more?
That is another Case, said he, it is my Calling, and therefore my
Duty; but as you made this Voyage for a Trial, you see what a Taste Heaven has
given you of what you are to expect if you persist; perhaps this is all befallen
us on your Account, like
Jonah
in the Ship of Tarshish The Biblical Jonah boarded a ship bound for Tarshish,
but was thrown overboard and swallowed by a whale when the crew discovered that he
was fleeing God's commandment, and held him responsible for the violent storms
encountered by their ship.. Pray, continues he, what are you?
and on what Account did you go to Sea? Upon that I told him some of my Story;
at the End of which he burst out with a strange kind of Passion, What had I done,
says he, that such an unhappy Wretch should come into my Ship? I would not set my
Foot in the same Ship with thee again for a
Thousand Pounds. This indeed was, as I said, an Excursion of his Spirits which were
yet agitated by the Sense of his Loss, and was farther than he could have Authority
to go. However he afterwards talk'd very gravely to me, exhorted me to go back to my
Father, and not tempt Providence to my Ruine; told me I
might see a visible Hand of Heaven against me, And young Man, said he,
depend upon it, if you do not go back, where-ever you go, you will meet with
nothing but Disasters and Disappointments till your
Father's Words are fulfilled upon you.
We parted soon after; for I made him little Answer, and I saw him no more; which way
he went, I know not. As for me, having some Money in my
Pocket, I travelled to London by Land; and there, as well as on the Road,
had many Struggles with my self, what Course of Life I
should take, and whether I should go Home, or go to Sea.
As to going Home, Shame opposed the best Motions that offered to my Thoughts; and it
immediately occurr'd to me how I should be laugh'd at
among the Neighbours, and should be asham'd to see, not my Father and Mother only,
but even every Body else; from whence I have since often observed, how incongruous
and irrational the common Temper of Mankind is, especially
of Youth, to that Reason which ought to guide them in such Cases, viz. That
they are not asham'd to sin, and yet are asham'd to repent; not asham'd of the Action for which they ought justly to be esteemed Fools, but are
asham'd of the returning, which only can make them be esteem'd wise Men.
In this State of Life however I remained some time, uncertain what Measures to take,
and what Course of Life to lead. An irresistible Reluctance continu'd to going Home;
and as I stay'd a while, the Remembrance of the
Distress I had been in wore off; and as that abated, the little Motion I had in my
Desires to a Return wore off with it, till at last I quite lay'd aside the Thoughts
of it, and lookt out for a Voyage.
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THE LIFE AND STRANGE SURPRIZING ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, Of YORK, MARINER: Who lived Eight and Twenty Years all alone in an un-inhabited Island on the Coast of AMERICA, near the Mouth of the Great River of OROONOQUE; Having been cast on Shore by Shipwreck, wherein all the Men perished but himself.
WITH An Account how he was at last as strangely deliver'd by PYRATES.
Written by Himself.
LONDON: Printed for W. TAYLOR at the Ship in Pater-Noster-Row. MDCCXIX.
THE PREFACE.
IF ever the Story of any private Man's Adventures in the World were worth making
Publick, and were acceptable when Publish'd, the Editor of this Account thinks this
will be so.
The Wonders of this Man's Life exceed all that (he thinks) is to be found extant; the
Life of one Man being scarce capable of a greater Variety.
The Story is told with Modesty, with Seriousness, and with a
religious Application of Events to the Uses to which wise Men always apply them (viz.)An abbreviation for the Latin videlicet, meaning 'namely.' Source:
Oxford English Dictionary to the Instruction of others by this Example, and to justify and honour the Wisdom of Providence in
all the Variety of our Circumstances, let them happen how they will.
The Editor believes the thing to be a just History of Fact; neither is there any Appearance of Fiction in it: And however
thinks, because all such things are dispatch'd, that the Improvement of it, as well
to the Diversion, as to the Instruction of the Reader, will be the same; and as such,
he thinks, without farther Compliment to the World, he does
them a great Service in the Publication.
THE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, &c.
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I Was born in the Year 1632, in the City of
York, of a good Family, tho' not of that Country, my Father being a Foreigner of Bremen,A city in Northern Germany. Source: Wikipedia
who settled first at Hull: He got a good Estate by Merchandise, and leaving
off his Trade, lived afterward at York, from whence he had married my
Mother, whose Relations were named Robinson, a very good Family in that
Country, and from whom I was called Robinson Kreutznaer;In naming his title
character "Crusoe," Defoe may be recalling his childhood schoolmate Timothy Cruso
(1656-1697), who would go on to a prominent career as a Presbyterian minister. The
name "Kreutznaer," from which Crusoe tells us his name is derived, is suggestive
of the Christian cross. And the fact that Crusoe lives his adult life with a name
other than that he was born with links him both to Defoe, who was born simply
Daniel Foe, and Alexander Selkirk, who was born Alexander Selcraig. but by
the usual Corruption of Words in England, we are now called, nay we call our
selves, and write our Name Crusoe, and so my Companions always call'd
me.
I had two elder Brothers, one of which was
Lieutenant Collonel to an English Regiment of Foot in Flanders,
formerly commanded by the famous Coll. Lockhart, and was killed at the
Battle near Dunkirk inagast the Spaniards: What became of my second
Brother I never knew any more than my Father or Mother did know what was become of
me.
Being the third Son of the Family, and not bred to any Trade, my Head began to be
fill'd very early with rambling Thoughts: My Father, who was very ancient, had given
me a competent Share of Learning, as far as House-Education, and a Country
Free-School generally goes, and design'd me for the Law; but I would be satisfied
with nothing but going to Sea, and my Inclination to this
led me so strongly against the Will, nay the Commands of my
Father, and against all the Entreaties and Perswasions of my Mother and other
Friends, that there seem'd to be something fatal in that Propension of Nature tending directly to the Life of Misery which was to befal me.
My Father, a wise and grave Man, gave me serious and excellent Counsel against what
he foresaw was my DesignIntended purpose. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary. He call'd me one Morning into his
Chamber, where he was confined by the Gout, and expostulated very warmlyVehemently. Source: Oxford English Dictioanry with me upon this Subject:
He ask'd me what Reasons more than a meer wandring Inclination I had for leaving my
Father's House and my native Country, where I might be well introduced, and had a
Prospect of raising my Fortunes by Application and Industry,
with a Life of Ease and Pleasure. He told me it was for Men of desperate Fortunes on
one Hand, or of aspiring, superior Fortunes on the other, who went abroad upon
Adventures, to rise by Enterprize, and make themselves famous in Undertakings of a Nature out of the common Road; that these things were all either too far above me, or
too far below me; that mine was the middle StateA social middle class between the gentry and
the commons; the kind of place occupied in this era by the emergent merchant and
professional class. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, or what might be
called the upper Station of Low Life, which he had found by long Experience
was the best State in the World, the most suited to human Happiness, not exposed to
the Miseries and Hardships, the Labour and Sufferings of the mechanickManual laboring. Source: Oxford English Dictionary Part of Mankind, and
not embarass'd with the Pride, Luxury, Ambition and Envy of the upper Part of Mankind. He told me, I might judge of the
Happiness of this State, by this one thing, viz. That this was the State of
Life which all other People envied, that Kings have frequently lamented the miserable Consequences of being born to great
things, and wish'd they had been placed in the Middle of the two Extremes, between
the Mean and the Great; that the wise Man gave his Testimony to this as the just
Standard of true Felicity, when he prayed to have neither
Poverty or Riches.
He bid me observe it, and I should always find, that the Calamities of Life were
shared among the upper and lower Part of Mankind; but that the middle Station had the
fewest Disasters, and was not expos'd to so many Vicissitudes as the higher or lower
Part of Mankind; nay, they were not subjected to so many
Distempers and Uneasinesses either of Body or Mind, as those were who, by vicious
Living, Luxury and Extravagancies on one Hand, or by hard Labour, Want of
Necessaries, and mean or insufficient Diet on the other Hand, bring Distempers upon themselves by the natural Consequences of their Way of Living; That the middle Station of Life was calculated for all kind of Vertues and all
kinds of Enjoyments; that Peace and Plenty were the
Hand-maids of a middle Fortune; that Temperance, Moderation, Quietness, Health, Society, all agreeable Diversions, and all
desirable Pleasures, were the Blessings attending the middle Station of Life; that
this Way Men went silently and smoothly thro' the World, and comfortably out of it,
not embarass'd with the Labours of the Hands or of the Head, not sold to the Life of
Slavery for daily Bread, or harrast with perplex'd Circumstances, which rob the Soul of Peace, and the Body of
Rest; not enrag'd with the Passion of Envy, or secret
burning Lust of Ambition for great things; but in easy Circumstances sliding gently
thro' the World, and sensibly tasting the Sweets of living, without the bitter,
feeling that they are happy, and learning by every Day's Experience to know it more
sensibly.
After this, he press'd me earnestly, and in the most affectionate manner, not to play
the young Man, not to precipitate my self into Miseries which Nature and the Station
of Life I was born in, seem'd to have provided against; that I was under no Necessity
of seeking my Bread; that he would do well for me, and endeavour to enter me fairly
into the Station of Life which he had been just recommending
to me; and that if I was not very easy and happy in the
World, it must be my meer Fate or Fault that must hinder it, and that he should have
nothing to answer for, having thus discharg'd his Duty in
warning me against Measures which he knew would be to my Hurt: In a word, that as he
would do very kind things for me if I would stay and settle at Home as he directed,
so he would not have so much Hand in my Misfortunes, as to
give me any Encouragement to go away: And to close all, he told me I had my elder
Brother for an Example, to whom he had used the same earnest Perswasions to keep him
from going into the Low Country Wars, but could not prevail, his young Desires
prompting him to run into the Army where he was kill'd; and tho' he said he would not
cease to pray for me, yet he would venture to say to me, that if I did take this
foolish Step, God would not bless me, and I would have Leisure hereafter to reflect
upon having neglected his Counsel when there might be none to assist in my
Recovery.
I observed in this last Part of his Discourse, which was truly Prophetick, tho' I
suppose my Father did not know it to be so himself; I say, I observed the Tears run down his Face very plentifully, and especially when he spoke of my Brother who was
kill'd; and that when he spoke of my having Leisure to repent, and none to assist me,
he was so mov'd, that he broke off the Discourse, and told me, his Heart was so full
he could say no more to me.
I was sincerely affected with this Discourse, as indeed who could be otherwise; and I
resolv'd not to think of going abroad any more, but to settle at home according to my
Father's Desire. But alas! a few Days wore it all off; and in short, to prevent any
of my Father's farther Importunities, in a few Weeks after, I resolv'd to run quite
away from him. However, I did not act so hastily neither as my first Heat of
Resolution prompted, but I took my Mother, at a time when I thought her a little
pleasanter than ordinary, and told her, that my Thoughts were so entirely bent upon
seeing the World, that I should never settle to any thing with Resolution enough to
go through with it, and my Father had better give me his Consent than force me to go
without it; that I was now Eighteen Years old, which was too late to go Apprentice to a Trade.Crusoe is too old because apprenticeships in this period typically
began around the age of thirteen, and lasted seven years., or Clerk to an
Attorney; that I was sure if I did, I should never serve out my time, and I should certainly run away from my Master before my Time
was out, and go to Sea; and if she would speak to my Father to let me go but one
Voyage abroad, if I came home again and did not like it, I
would go no more, and I would promise by a double Diligence to recover that Time I
had lost.
This put my Mother into a great Passion: She told me, she knew it would be to no
Purpose to speak to my Father upon any such Subject; that he knew too well what was
my Interest to give his Consent to any thing so much for my Hurt, and that she
wondered how I could think of any such thing after such a
Discourse as I had had with my Father, and such kind and tender Expressions as she
knew my Father had us'd to me; and that in short, if I would ruine my self there was
no Help for me; but I might depend I should never have their
Consent to it: That for her Part she would not have so much Hand in my Destruction;
and I should never have it to say, that my Mother was willing when my Father was
not.
Tho' my Mother refused to move it to my Father, yet as I
have heard afterwards, she reported all the Discourse to him, and that my Father,
after shewing a great Concern at it, said to her with a Sigh, That Boy might be happy
if he would stay at home, but if he goes abroad he will be the miserablest Wretch that was ever born: I can give no Consent
to it.
It was not till almost a Year after this that I broke loose, tho' in the mean time I
continued obstinately deaf to all Proposals of settling to
Business, and frequently expostulating with my Father and Mother, about their being
so positively determin'd against what they knew my Inclinations prompted me to. But
being one Day at HullA
coastal town in southeast Yorkshire, on the river Humber leading out to the North
Sea, and a major port. Depicted here by Wenceslaus Hollar at around the time
Crusoe would have arrived. Source: Wikipedia, where I went casually, and
without any Purpose of making an ElopementThat is, the general action of fleeing, with no
suggestion of a clandestine marriage. Source: Oxford English Dictionary
that time; but I say, being there, and one of my
Companions being going by Sea to London, in his Father's Ship, and prompting
me to go with them, with the common Allurement of Seafaring Men, viz That it
should cost me nothing for my Passage, I consulted neither Father or Mother any more,
nor so much as sent them Word of it; but leaving them to
hear of it as they might, without asking God's Blessing, or my Father's, without any
Consideration of Circumstances or Consequences, and in an
ill Hour, God knows. On the first of September 1661
I went on Board a Ship bound for London; never any young Adventurer's
Misfortunes, I believe, began sooner, or continued longer
than mine. The Ship was no sooner gotten out of the Humber, but the Wind began to blow, and the Winds to rise in a most frightful
manner; and as I had never been at Sea before, I was most
inexpressibly sick in Body, and terrify'd in my Mind: I began now seriously to reflect upon what I had done, and how justly I was overtaken by the Judgment of Heaven for my wicked
leaving my Father's House, and abandoning my Duty; all the
good Counsel of my Parents, my Father's Tears and my
Mother's Entreaties came now fresh into my Mind, and my
Conscience, which was not yet come to the Pitch of Hardness which it has been since,
reproach'd me with the Contempt of Advice, and the Breach of my Duty to God and my
Father.
All this while the Storm encreas'd, and the Sea, which I had never been upon before,
went very high, tho' nothing like what I have seen many times since; no, nor like
what I saw a few Days after: But it was enough to affect me then, who was but a young
Sailor, and had never known any thing of the matter. I expected every Wave would have
swallowed us up, and that every time the Ship fell down, as I thought, in the Trough
or Hollow of the Sea, we should never rise more;
and in this Agony of Mind, I made many Vows and Resolutions, that if it would please
God here to spare my Life this one Voyage, if ever I got once my Foot upon dry Land
again, I would go directly home to my Father, and never set it into a Ship again
while I liv'd; that I would take his Advice, and never run my self into such Miseries
as these any more. Now I saw plainly the Goodness of his Observations about the
middle Station of Life, how easy, how comfortably he had liv'd all his Days, and
never had been expos'd to Tempests at Sea, or Troubles on Shore; and I resolv'd that
I would, like a true repenting ProdigalAlluding to the Biblical story of the prodigal
son, who left home, squandered his inheritance, and finally returned to his father
in shame, only to be forgiven for his folly. Source: Luke 15:11, go home to
my Father.
These wise and sober Thoughts continued all the while the Storm continued, and indeed
some time after; but the next Day the Wind was abated and
the Sea calmer, and I began to be a little inur'dAccustomed. Source: Oxford English Dictionary to it: However I
was very grave for all that Day, being also a little Sea sick still; but towards
Night the Weather clear'd up, the Wind was quite over, and a charming fine Evening
follow'd; the Sun went down perfectly clear and rose so the next Morning; and having
little or no Wind and a smooth Sea, the Sun shining upon it, the Sight was, as I
thought, the most delightful that ever I saw.
I had slept well in the Night, and was now no more Sea sick but very chearful,
looking with Wonder upon the Sea that was so rough and terrible the Day before, and could be so calm and so pleasant in so little time after.
And now least my good Resolutions should continue, my Companion, who had indeed
entic'd me away, comes to me, Well Bob, says he, clapping me on the
Shoulder, How do you do after it? I warrant you were frighted, wa'n't you, last
Night, when it blew but a Cap full of Wind? A
Cap full d'you call it? said I, 'twas a terrible
Storm: A Storm, you Fool you, replies he, do you call that a Storm why it
was nothing at all; give us but a good Ship and Sea Room, and we think nothing of
such a Squal of Wind as that; but you're but a fresh Water Sailor, Bob;
come let us make a Bowl of Punch and we'll forget all that, d'ye see what
charming Weather 'tis now. To make short this sad Part of my Story, we went
the old way of all Sailors, the Punch was made, and I was made drunk with it, and in
that one Night's Wickedness I drowned all my Repentance, all
my Reflections upon my past Conduct, and all my Resolutions for my future. In a word,
as the Sea was returned to its Smoothness of Surface and
settled Calmness by the Abatement of that Storm, so the Hurry of my Thoughts being
over, my Fears and Apprehensions of being swallow'd up by the Sea being forgotten,
and the Current of my former Desires return'd, I entirely forgot the Vows and PromisesThis
account of how Crusoe forgot the vows he made fits well within the tradition of
the "sea-Providence," stories of others who testify how the urge to repent
prompted by a storm wears off as soon as the weather calms. that I made in
my Distress. I found indeed some Intervals of Reflection, and the serious Thoughts
did, as it were endeavour to return again sometimes, but I
shook them off, and rouz'd my self from them as it were from a Distemper, and applying my self to Drink and Company, soon master'd the Return of those Fits, for so I
call'd them, and I had in five or six Days got as compleat a Victory over Conscience
as any young, Fellow that resolv'd not to be troubled with it, could desire: But I
was to have another Trial for it still; and Providence, as in such Cases generally it
does, resolv'd to leave me entirely without Excuse. For if I would not take this for
a Deliverance, the next was to be such a one as the worst and most Wretch among us
would confess both the harden'd Danger and the Mercy.
The sixth Day of our being at Sea we came into YarmouthA stretch of sea east of the coastal town of Great
Yarmouth, in the English county of Norfolk. Roads; the Wind having been
contrary, and the Weather calm, we had made but little Way since the Storm. Here we
were obliged to come to an Anchor, and here we lay, the Wind continuing contrary,
viz. at South-west, for seven or eight Days, during which time a great
many Ships from Newcastle came into the same Roads, as the common Harbour where the Ships might wait for a Wind for the
River.
We had not however ridRemained anchored;
floated stationary. Source: Oxford English Dictionary here so long, but
should have Tided itLet the
tide carry them up. Source: Oxford English Dictionary up the River, but
that the Wind blew too fresh; and after we had lain four or five Days, blew very
hard. However, the Roads being reckoned as good as a Harbour, the Anchorage good, and
our Ground-TackleEquipment used to anchor the ship. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary very strong, our Men were unconcerned, and not in the least
apprehensive of Danger, but spent the Time in Rest and Mirth, after the manner of the
Sea; but the eighth Day in the Morning, the Wind increased, and we had all Hands at
Work to strike our Top-Masts, and make every thing snug and close, that the Ship
might ride as easy as possible. By Noon the Sea went very high indeed, and our Ship
rid Forecastle in,With the bow (the foremost part of the hull) in the water. Source:
Oxford English Dictionary shipp'd several Seas, and we thought once or
twice our Anchor had come homeUndone;
loose. Source: Oxford English Dictionary; upon which our Master order'd out
the Sheet AnchorA very large, heavy spare anchor stored in the waist of the ship,
used in emergencies like the one described here. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary; so that we rode with two Anchors a-Head, and the Cables vered
out to the better End.
By this Time it blew a terrible Storm indeed, and now I began to see Terror and
Amazement in the Faces even of the Seamen themselves. The Master, tho' vigilant to
the Business of preserving the Ship, yet as he went in and out of his Cabbin by me, I
could hear him softly to himself say several times, Lord be merciful to us, we
shall be all lost, we shall be all undone; and the like. During these first
Hurries, I was stupidIn a stupor. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary, lying still in my Cabbin, which was in the SteerageThe lower deck of a ship, just below the main deck and above the ballast; lower
classes of passengers often purchased chapter tickets to travel in this part of
the ship. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, and cannot describe my Temper:
I could ill re-assume the first Penitence, which I had so apparently trampled upon,
and harden'd my self against: I thought the Bitterness of Death had been past, and
that this would be nothing too like the first. But when the
Master himself came by me, as I said just now, and said we should be all lost, I was
dreadfully frighted: I got up out of my Cabbin, and look'd out; but such a dismal
Sight I never saw: The Sea went Mountains high, and broke upon us every three or four
Minutes: When I could look about, I could see nothing but Distress round us: Two
Ships that rid near us we found had cut their Masts by the Board, being deep loaden;
and our Men cry'd out, that a Ship which rid about a Mile a-Head of us was foundered.
Two more Ships being driven from their Anchors, were run out of the Roads to Sea at all AdventuresAt the mercy of all risks or dangers, and that with not a Mast
standing. The light Ships fared the best, as not so much labouring in the Sea; but two or three of them drove, and came close by us, running
away with only their Sprit-sailA small, usually square-shaped sail at the front
of a sailing ship out before the Wind.
Towards Evening the Mate and Boat-SwainPronounced "bosun," he was the supervisor of the
deck crew begg'd the Master of our Ship to let them cut away the Foremast,
which he was very unwilling to: But the Boat-Swain protesting to him, that if he did
not, the Ship would founder, he consented; and when they had cut away the ForemastIn adverse weather conditions, one may cut away the mast of a ship to prevent it
capsizing. Without the force of the heavy wind on the mast, the boat has a lower
probability of tipping over., the Main-Mast stood so loose, and shook the
Ship so much, they were obliged to cut her away also, and make a clear Deck.
Any one may judge what a Condition I must be in at all this, who was but a young
Sailor, and who had been in such a Fright before at but a little. But if I can express at this Distance the Thoughts I had about me at that time, I was in tenfold more Horror of Mind upon
Account of my former Convictions, and the having returned from them to the
Resolutions I had wickedly taken at first, than I was at Death it self; and these
added to the Terror of the Storm, put me into such a Condition, that I can by no
Words describe it. But the worst was not come yet, the Storm continued with such
Fury, that the Seamen themselves acknowledged they had never known a worse. We had a
good Ship, but she was deep loaden, and wallowed in the Sea, that the Seamen every
now and then cried out, she would founder. It was my Advantage in one respect, that I
did not know what they meant by Founder, till I enquir'd. However, the Storm was so
violent, that I saw what is not often seen, the Master,
the Boat-Swain, and some others more sensible than the rest, at their Prayers, and
expecting every Moment when the Ship would go to the Bottom.
In the Middle of the Night, and under all the rest of of our Distresses, one of the
Men that had been down on Purpose to see, cried out we had sprung a Leak; another
said there was four Foot Water in the Hold. Then all Hands were called to the Pump.
At that very Word my Heart, as I thought, died within me, and I fell backwards upon
the Side of my Bed where I sat, into the Cabbin. However, the Men roused me, and told
me, that I that was able to do nothing before, was as well able to pump as another;
at which I stirr'd up, and went to the Pump and work'd very heartily. While this was
doing, the Master seeing some light ColliersCoal barges, who not able to ride out the
Storm, were oblig'd to flip and run away to Sea, and would come near us, ordered to
fire a Gun as a Signal of Distress. I who knew nothing what that meant, was so
surprised, that I thought the Ship had broke, or some dreadful thing had happen'd. In a word, I was so
surprised, that I fell down in a Swoon. As this was a time when every Body had his
own Life to think of, no Body minded me, or what was become of me; but another Man
stept up to the Pump, and thrusting me aside with his Foot, let me lye, thinking I had been dead; and it was a great while before I came
to my self.
We work'd on, but the Water encreasing in the Hold, it was apparent that the Ship
would founder, and tho' the Storm began to abate a little, yet as it was not possible
she could swim till we might run into a Port, so the Master continued firing Guns for
Help; and a light Ship who had rid it out just a Head of us ventured a Boat out to
help us. It was with the utmost Hazard the Boat came near us, but it was impossible
for us to get on Board, or for the Boat to lie near the Ship Side, till at last the
Men rowing very heartily, and venturing their Lives to save ours, our Men cast them a
Rope over the Stern with a Buoy to it, and then vered it out a great Length, which
they after great Labour and Hazard took hold of and we
hall'd them close under our Stern and got all into their Boat. It was to no Purpose
for them or us after we were in the Boat to think of reaching to their own Ship, so
all agreed to let her drive and only to pull her in towards
Shore as much as we could, and our Master promised them, That if the Boat was stav'd
upon Shore he would make it good to their
MasterThat is, if the boat was crushed or damaged while
running aground, he would reimburse their master., so partly rowing and
partly driving our Boat went away to the NorwardNorthward sloaping towards the Shore almost as far as Winterton Ness.An area of foreland along the north Norfolk coast of England
We were not much more than a quarter of an Hour out of our Ship but we saw her sink,
and then I understood for the first time what was meant by a Ship foundering in the
Sea; I must acknowledge I had hardly Eyes to look up when the Seamen told me she
was sinking; for from that Moment they rather put me into
the Boat than that I might be said to go in, my Heart was as it were dead within me,
partly with Fright, partly with Horror of Mind and the Thoughts of what was yet
before me.
While we were in this Condition, the Men yet labouring at the Oar to bring the Boat
near the Shore, we could see, when our Boat mounting the Waves, we were able to see
the Shore, a great many People running along the Shore to assist us when we should
come near, but we made but slow way towards the Shore, nor were we able to reach the
Shore, till being past the Light-House at Winterton, the Shore falls off to the Westward towards Cromer, and so
the Land broke off a little the Violence of the Wind: Here we got in, and tho' not
without much Difficulty got all safe on Shore and walk'd
afterwards on Foot to Yarmouth, where, as unfortunate Men, we were used with great Humanity as well by the Magistrates of the
Town, who assign'd us good Quarters, as by particular Merchants and Owners of Ships,
and had Money given us sufficient to carry us either to
London or back to Hull, as we thought fit.
Had I now had the Sense to have gone back to Hull, and have gone home, I had
been happy, and my Father, an Emblem of our Blessed Saviour's Parable, had even kill'd the fatted Calf for meAnother
allusion to the parable of the Prodigal Son, when the father kills the fatted calf
to feast and celebrate the return of his ruined son (Luke 15:23); for
hearing the Ship I went away in was cast away in Yarmouth Road, it was a
great while before he had any Assurance that I was not drown'd.
But my ill Fate push'd me on now with an Obstinacy that
nothing could resist; and tho' I had several times loud
Calls from my Reason and my more composed Judgment to go home, yet I had no Power to do it. I know not what to call this, nor
will I urge, that it is a secret over-ruling Decree that hurries us on to be the
Instruments of our own Destruction, even tho' it be before us, and that we rush upon
it with our Eyes open. Certainly nothing but some such
decreed unavoidable Misery attending, and which it was impossible for me to escape,
could have push'd me forward against the calm Reasonings and Perswasions of my most
retired Thoughts, and against two such visible Instructions as I had met with in my first Attempt.
My Comrade, who had help'd to harden me before, and who was
the Master's Son, was now less forward than I; the first time he spoke to me after we
were at Yarmouth, which was not till two or three Days, for we were
separated in the Town to several Quarters; I say, the first time he saw me, it
appear'd his Tone was alter'd, and looking very melancholy and shaking his Head,
ask'd me how I did, and telling his Father who I was, and how I had come this Voyage
only for a Trial in order to go farther abroad; his Father turning to me with a very
grave and concern'd Tone, Young Man, says he, you ought never to go to
Sea any more, you ought to take this for a plain and visible Token that you are
not to be a Seafaring Man, why, Sir, said I, will you go to Sea no more?
That is another Case, said he, it is my Calling, and therefore my
Duty; but as you made this Voyage for a Trial, you see what a Taste Heaven has
given you of what you are to expect if you persist; perhaps this is all befallen
us on your Account, like
Jonah
in the Ship of Tarshish The Biblical Jonah boarded a ship bound for Tarshish,
but was thrown overboard and swallowed by a whale when the crew discovered that he
was fleeing God's commandment, and held him responsible for the violent storms
encountered by their ship.. Pray, continues he, what are you?
and on what Account did you go to Sea? Upon that I told him some of my Story;
at the End of which he burst out with a strange kind of Passion, What had I done,
says he, that such an unhappy Wretch should come into my Ship? I would not set my
Foot in the same Ship with thee again for a
Thousand Pounds. This indeed was, as I said, an Excursion of his Spirits which were
yet agitated by the Sense of his Loss, and was farther than he could have Authority
to go. However he afterwards talk'd very gravely to me, exhorted me to go back to my
Father, and not tempt Providence to my Ruine; told me I
might see a visible Hand of Heaven against me, And young Man, said he,
depend upon it, if you do not go back, where-ever you go, you will meet with
nothing but Disasters and Disappointments till your
Father's Words are fulfilled upon you.
We parted soon after; for I made him little Answer, and I saw him no more; which way
he went, I know not. As for me, having some Money in my
Pocket, I travelled to London by Land; and there, as well as on the Road,
had many Struggles with my self, what Course of Life I
should take, and whether I should go Home, or go to Sea.
As to going Home, Shame opposed the best Motions that offered to my Thoughts; and it
immediately occurr'd to me how I should be laugh'd at
among the Neighbours, and should be asham'd to see, not my Father and Mother only,
but even every Body else; from whence I have since often observed, how incongruous
and irrational the common Temper of Mankind is, especially
of Youth, to that Reason which ought to guide them in such Cases, viz. That
they are not asham'd to sin, and yet are asham'd to repent; not asham'd of the Action for which they ought justly to be esteemed Fools, but are
asham'd of the returning, which only can make them be esteem'd wise Men.
In this State of Life however I remained some time, uncertain what Measures to take,
and what Course of Life to lead. An irresistible Reluctance continu'd to going Home;
and as I stay'd a while, the Remembrance of the
Distress I had been in wore off; and as that abated, the little Motion I had in my
Desires to a Return wore off with it, till at last I quite lay'd aside the Thoughts
of it, and lookt out for a Voyage.
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THE LIFE AND STRANGE SURPRIZING ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, Of YORK, MARINER: Who lived Eight and Twenty Years all alone in an un-inhabited Island on the Coast of AMERICA, near the Mouth of the Great River of OROONOQUE; Having been cast on Shore by Shipwreck, wherein all the Men perished but himself.
WITH An Account how he was at last as strangely deliver'd by PYRATES.
Written by Himself.
LONDON: Printed for W. TAYLOR at the Ship in Pater-Noster-Row. MDCCXIX.
THE PREFACE.
IF ever the Story of any private Man's Adventures in the World were worth making
Publick, and were acceptable when Publish'd, the Editor of this Account thinks this
will be so.
The Wonders of this Man's Life exceed all that (he thinks) is to be found extant; the
Life of one Man being scarce capable of a greater Variety.
The Story is told with Modesty, with Seriousness, and with a
religious Application of Events to the Uses to which wise Men always apply them (viz.)An abbreviation for the Latin videlicet, meaning 'namely.' Source:
Oxford English Dictionary to the Instruction of others by this Example, and to justify and honour the Wisdom of Providence in
all the Variety of our Circumstances, let them happen how they will.
The Editor believes the thing to be a just History of Fact; neither is there any Appearance of Fiction in it: And however
thinks, because all such things are dispatch'd, that the Improvement of it, as well
to the Diversion, as to the Instruction of the Reader, will be the same; and as such,
he thinks, without farther Compliment to the World, he does
them a great Service in the Publication.
THE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, &c.
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I Was born in the Year 1632, in the City of
York, of a good Family, tho' not of that Country, my Father being a Foreigner of Bremen,A city in Northern Germany. Source: Wikipedia
who settled first at Hull: He got a good Estate by Merchandise, and leaving
off his Trade, lived afterward at York, from whence he had married my
Mother, whose Relations were named Robinson, a very good Family in that
Country, and from whom I was called Robinson Kreutznaer;In naming his title
character "Crusoe," Defoe may be recalling his childhood schoolmate Timothy Cruso
(1656-1697), who would go on to a prominent career as a Presbyterian minister. The
name "Kreutznaer," from which Crusoe tells us his name is derived, is suggestive
of the Christian cross. And the fact that Crusoe lives his adult life with a name
other than that he was born with links him both to Defoe, who was born simply
Daniel Foe, and Alexander Selkirk, who was born Alexander Selcraig. but by
the usual Corruption of Words in England, we are now called, nay we call our
selves, and write our Name Crusoe, and so my Companions always call'd
me.
I had two elder Brothers, one of which was
Lieutenant Collonel to an English Regiment of Foot in Flanders,
formerly commanded by the famous Coll. Lockhart, and was killed at the
Battle near Dunkirk inagast the Spaniards: What became of my second
Brother I never knew any more than my Father or Mother did know what was become of
me.
Being the third Son of the Family, and not bred to any Trade, my Head began to be
fill'd very early with rambling Thoughts: My Father, who was very ancient, had given
me a competent Share of Learning, as far as House-Education, and a Country
Free-School generally goes, and design'd me for the Law; but I would be satisfied
with nothing but going to Sea, and my Inclination to this
led me so strongly against the Will, nay the Commands of my
Father, and against all the Entreaties and Perswasions of my Mother and other
Friends, that there seem'd to be something fatal in that Propension of Nature tending directly to the Life of Misery which was to befal me.
My Father, a wise and grave Man, gave me serious and excellent Counsel against what
he foresaw was my DesignIntended purpose. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary. He call'd me one Morning into his
Chamber, where he was confined by the Gout, and expostulated very warmlyVehemently. Source: Oxford English Dictioanry with me upon this Subject:
He ask'd me what Reasons more than a meer wandring Inclination I had for leaving my
Father's House and my native Country, where I might be well introduced, and had a
Prospect of raising my Fortunes by Application and Industry,
with a Life of Ease and Pleasure. He told me it was for Men of desperate Fortunes on
one Hand, or of aspiring, superior Fortunes on the other, who went abroad upon
Adventures, to rise by Enterprize, and make themselves famous in Undertakings of a Nature out of the common Road; that these things were all either too far above me, or
too far below me; that mine was the middle StateA social middle class between the gentry and
the commons; the kind of place occupied in this era by the emergent merchant and
professional class. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, or what might be
called the upper Station of Low Life, which he had found by long Experience
was the best State in the World, the most suited to human Happiness, not exposed to
the Miseries and Hardships, the Labour and Sufferings of the mechanickManual laboring. Source: Oxford English Dictionary Part of Mankind, and
not embarass'd with the Pride, Luxury, Ambition and Envy of the upper Part of Mankind. He told me, I might judge of the
Happiness of this State, by this one thing, viz. That this was the State of
Life which all other People envied, that Kings have frequently lamented the miserable Consequences of being born to great
things, and wish'd they had been placed in the Middle of the two Extremes, between
the Mean and the Great; that the wise Man gave his Testimony to this as the just
Standard of true Felicity, when he prayed to have neither
Poverty or Riches.
He bid me observe it, and I should always find, that the Calamities of Life were
shared among the upper and lower Part of Mankind; but that the middle Station had the
fewest Disasters, and was not expos'd to so many Vicissitudes as the higher or lower
Part of Mankind; nay, they were not subjected to so many
Distempers and Uneasinesses either of Body or Mind, as those were who, by vicious
Living, Luxury and Extravagancies on one Hand, or by hard Labour, Want of
Necessaries, and mean or insufficient Diet on the other Hand, bring Distempers upon themselves by the natural Consequences of their Way of Living; That the middle Station of Life was calculated for all kind of Vertues and all
kinds of Enjoyments; that Peace and Plenty were the
Hand-maids of a middle Fortune; that Temperance, Moderation, Quietness, Health, Society, all agreeable Diversions, and all
desirable Pleasures, were the Blessings attending the middle Station of Life; that
this Way Men went silently and smoothly thro' the World, and comfortably out of it,
not embarass'd with the Labours of the Hands or of the Head, not sold to the Life of
Slavery for daily Bread, or harrast with perplex'd Circumstances, which rob the Soul of Peace, and the Body of
Rest; not enrag'd with the Passion of Envy, or secret
burning Lust of Ambition for great things; but in easy Circumstances sliding gently
thro' the World, and sensibly tasting the Sweets of living, without the bitter,
feeling that they are happy, and learning by every Day's Experience to know it more
sensibly.
After this, he press'd me earnestly, and in the most affectionate manner, not to play
the young Man, not to precipitate my self into Miseries which Nature and the Station
of Life I was born in, seem'd to have provided against; that I was under no Necessity
of seeking my Bread; that he would do well for me, and endeavour to enter me fairly
into the Station of Life which he had been just recommending
to me; and that if I was not very easy and happy in the
World, it must be my meer Fate or Fault that must hinder it, and that he should have
nothing to answer for, having thus discharg'd his Duty in
warning me against Measures which he knew would be to my Hurt: In a word, that as he
would do very kind things for me if I would stay and settle at Home as he directed,
so he would not have so much Hand in my Misfortunes, as to
give me any Encouragement to go away: And to close all, he told me I had my elder
Brother for an Example, to whom he had used the same earnest Perswasions to keep him
from going into the Low Country Wars, but could not prevail, his young Desires
prompting him to run into the Army where he was kill'd; and tho' he said he would not
cease to pray for me, yet he would venture to say to me, that if I did take this
foolish Step, God would not bless me, and I would have Leisure hereafter to reflect
upon having neglected his Counsel when there might be none to assist in my
Recovery.
I observed in this last Part of his Discourse, which was truly Prophetick, tho' I
suppose my Father did not know it to be so himself; I say, I observed the Tears run down his Face very plentifully, and especially when he spoke of my Brother who was
kill'd; and that when he spoke of my having Leisure to repent, and none to assist me,
he was so mov'd, that he broke off the Discourse, and told me, his Heart was so full
he could say no more to me.
I was sincerely affected with this Discourse, as indeed who could be otherwise; and I
resolv'd not to think of going abroad any more, but to settle at home according to my
Father's Desire. But alas! a few Days wore it all off; and in short, to prevent any
of my Father's farther Importunities, in a few Weeks after, I resolv'd to run quite
away from him. However, I did not act so hastily neither as my first Heat of
Resolution prompted, but I took my Mother, at a time when I thought her a little
pleasanter than ordinary, and told her, that my Thoughts were so entirely bent upon
seeing the World, that I should never settle to any thing with Resolution enough to
go through with it, and my Father had better give me his Consent than force me to go
without it; that I was now Eighteen Years old, which was too late to go Apprentice to a Trade.Crusoe is too old because apprenticeships in this period typically
began around the age of thirteen, and lasted seven years., or Clerk to an
Attorney; that I was sure if I did, I should never serve out my time, and I should certainly run away from my Master before my Time
was out, and go to Sea; and if she would speak to my Father to let me go but one
Voyage abroad, if I came home again and did not like it, I
would go no more, and I would promise by a double Diligence to recover that Time I
had lost.
This put my Mother into a great Passion: She told me, she knew it would be to no
Purpose to speak to my Father upon any such Subject; that he knew too well what was
my Interest to give his Consent to any thing so much for my Hurt, and that she
wondered how I could think of any such thing after such a
Discourse as I had had with my Father, and such kind and tender Expressions as she
knew my Father had us'd to me; and that in short, if I would ruine my self there was
no Help for me; but I might depend I should never have their
Consent to it: That for her Part she would not have so much Hand in my Destruction;
and I should never have it to say, that my Mother was willing when my Father was
not.
Tho' my Mother refused to move it to my Father, yet as I
have heard afterwards, she reported all the Discourse to him, and that my Father,
after shewing a great Concern at it, said to her with a Sigh, That Boy might be happy
if he would stay at home, but if he goes abroad he will be the miserablest Wretch that was ever born: I can give no Consent
to it.
It was not till almost a Year after this that I broke loose, tho' in the mean time I
continued obstinately deaf to all Proposals of settling to
Business, and frequently expostulating with my Father and Mother, about their being
so positively determin'd against what they knew my Inclinations prompted me to. But
being one Day at HullA
coastal town in southeast Yorkshire, on the river Humber leading out to the North
Sea, and a major port. Depicted here by Wenceslaus Hollar at around the time
Crusoe would have arrived. Source: Wikipedia, where I went casually, and
without any Purpose of making an ElopementThat is, the general action of fleeing, with no
suggestion of a clandestine marriage. Source: Oxford English Dictionary
that time; but I say, being there, and one of my
Companions being going by Sea to London, in his Father's Ship, and prompting
me to go with them, with the common Allurement of Seafaring Men, viz That it
should cost me nothing for my Passage, I consulted neither Father or Mother any more,
nor so much as sent them Word of it; but leaving them to
hear of it as they might, without asking God's Blessing, or my Father's, without any
Consideration of Circumstances or Consequences, and in an
ill Hour, God knows. On the first of September 1661
I went on Board a Ship bound for London; never any young Adventurer's
Misfortunes, I believe, began sooner, or continued longer
than mine. The Ship was no sooner gotten out of the Humber, but the Wind began to blow, and the Winds to rise in a most frightful
manner; and as I had never been at Sea before, I was most
inexpressibly sick in Body, and terrify'd in my Mind: I began now seriously to reflect upon what I had done, and how justly I was overtaken by the Judgment of Heaven for my wicked
leaving my Father's House, and abandoning my Duty; all the
good Counsel of my Parents, my Father's Tears and my
Mother's Entreaties came now fresh into my Mind, and my
Conscience, which was not yet come to the Pitch of Hardness which it has been since,
reproach'd me with the Contempt of Advice, and the Breach of my Duty to God and my
Father.
All this while the Storm encreas'd, and the Sea, which I had never been upon before,
went very high, tho' nothing like what I have seen many times since; no, nor like
what I saw a few Days after: But it was enough to affect me then, who was but a young
Sailor, and had never known any thing of the matter. I expected every Wave would have
swallowed us up, and that every time the Ship fell down, as I thought, in the Trough
or Hollow of the Sea, we should never rise more;
and in this Agony of Mind, I made many Vows and Resolutions, that if it would please
God here to spare my Life this one Voyage, if ever I got once my Foot upon dry Land
again, I would go directly home to my Father, and never set it into a Ship again
while I liv'd; that I would take his Advice, and never run my self into such Miseries
as these any more. Now I saw plainly the Goodness of his Observations about the
middle Station of Life, how easy, how comfortably he had liv'd all his Days, and
never had been expos'd to Tempests at Sea, or Troubles on Shore; and I resolv'd that
I would, like a true repenting ProdigalAlluding to the Biblical story of the prodigal
son, who left home, squandered his inheritance, and finally returned to his father
in shame, only to be forgiven for his folly. Source: Luke 15:11, go home to
my Father.
These wise and sober Thoughts continued all the while the Storm continued, and indeed
some time after; but the next Day the Wind was abated and
the Sea calmer, and I began to be a little inur'dAccustomed. Source: Oxford English Dictionary to it: However I
was very grave for all that Day, being also a little Sea sick still; but towards
Night the Weather clear'd up, the Wind was quite over, and a charming fine Evening
follow'd; the Sun went down perfectly clear and rose so the next Morning; and having
little or no Wind and a smooth Sea, the Sun shining upon it, the Sight was, as I
thought, the most delightful that ever I saw.
I had slept well in the Night, and was now no more Sea sick but very chearful,
looking with Wonder upon the Sea that was so rough and terrible the Day before, and could be so calm and so pleasant in so little time after.
And now least my good Resolutions should continue, my Companion, who had indeed
entic'd me away, comes to me, Well Bob, says he, clapping me on the
Shoulder, How do you do after it? I warrant you were frighted, wa'n't you, last
Night, when it blew but a Cap full of Wind? A
Cap full d'you call it? said I, 'twas a terrible
Storm: A Storm, you Fool you, replies he, do you call that a Storm why it
was nothing at all; give us but a good Ship and Sea Room, and we think nothing of
such a Squal of Wind as that; but you're but a fresh Water Sailor, Bob;
come let us make a Bowl of Punch and we'll forget all that, d'ye see what
charming Weather 'tis now. To make short this sad Part of my Story, we went
the old way of all Sailors, the Punch was made, and I was made drunk with it, and in
that one Night's Wickedness I drowned all my Repentance, all
my Reflections upon my past Conduct, and all my Resolutions for my future. In a word,
as the Sea was returned to its Smoothness of Surface and
settled Calmness by the Abatement of that Storm, so the Hurry of my Thoughts being
over, my Fears and Apprehensions of being swallow'd up by the Sea being forgotten,
and the Current of my former Desires return'd, I entirely forgot the Vows and PromisesThis
account of how Crusoe forgot the vows he made fits well within the tradition of
the "sea-Providence," stories of others who testify how the urge to repent
prompted by a storm wears off as soon as the weather calms. that I made in
my Distress. I found indeed some Intervals of Reflection, and the serious Thoughts
did, as it were endeavour to return again sometimes, but I
shook them off, and rouz'd my self from them as it were from a Distemper, and applying my self to Drink and Company, soon master'd the Return of those Fits, for so I
call'd them, and I had in five or six Days got as compleat a Victory over Conscience
as any young, Fellow that resolv'd not to be troubled with it, could desire: But I
was to have another Trial for it still; and Providence, as in such Cases generally it
does, resolv'd to leave me entirely without Excuse. For if I would not take this for
a Deliverance, the next was to be such a one as the worst and most Wretch among us
would confess both the harden'd Danger and the Mercy.
The sixth Day of our being at Sea we came into YarmouthA stretch of sea east of the coastal town of Great
Yarmouth, in the English county of Norfolk. Roads; the Wind having been
contrary, and the Weather calm, we had made but little Way since the Storm. Here we
were obliged to come to an Anchor, and here we lay, the Wind continuing contrary,
viz. at South-west, for seven or eight Days, during which time a great
many Ships from Newcastle came into the same Roads, as the common Harbour where the Ships might wait for a Wind for the
River.
We had not however ridRemained anchored;
floated stationary. Source: Oxford English Dictionary here so long, but
should have Tided itLet the
tide carry them up. Source: Oxford English Dictionary up the River, but
that the Wind blew too fresh; and after we had lain four or five Days, blew very
hard. However, the Roads being reckoned as good as a Harbour, the Anchorage good, and
our Ground-TackleEquipment used to anchor the ship. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary very strong, our Men were unconcerned, and not in the least
apprehensive of Danger, but spent the Time in Rest and Mirth, after the manner of the
Sea; but the eighth Day in the Morning, the Wind increased, and we had all Hands at
Work to strike our Top-Masts, and make every thing snug and close, that the Ship
might ride as easy as possible. By Noon the Sea went very high indeed, and our Ship
rid Forecastle in,With the bow (the foremost part of the hull) in the water. Source:
Oxford English Dictionary shipp'd several Seas, and we thought once or
twice our Anchor had come homeUndone;
loose. Source: Oxford English Dictionary; upon which our Master order'd out
the Sheet AnchorA very large, heavy spare anchor stored in the waist of the ship,
used in emergencies like the one described here. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary; so that we rode with two Anchors a-Head, and the Cables vered
out to the better End.
By this Time it blew a terrible Storm indeed, and now I began to see Terror and
Amazement in the Faces even of the Seamen themselves. The Master, tho' vigilant to
the Business of preserving the Ship, yet as he went in and out of his Cabbin by me, I
could hear him softly to himself say several times, Lord be merciful to us, we
shall be all lost, we shall be all undone; and the like. During these first
Hurries, I was stupidIn a stupor. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary, lying still in my Cabbin, which was in the SteerageThe lower deck of a ship, just below the main deck and above the ballast; lower
classes of passengers often purchased chapter tickets to travel in this part of
the ship. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, and cannot describe my Temper:
I could ill re-assume the first Penitence, which I had so apparently trampled upon,
and harden'd my self against: I thought the Bitterness of Death had been past, and
that this would be nothing too like the first. But when the
Master himself came by me, as I said just now, and said we should be all lost, I was
dreadfully frighted: I got up out of my Cabbin, and look'd out; but such a dismal
Sight I never saw: The Sea went Mountains high, and broke upon us every three or four
Minutes: When I could look about, I could see nothing but Distress round us: Two
Ships that rid near us we found had cut their Masts by the Board, being deep loaden;
and our Men cry'd out, that a Ship which rid about a Mile a-Head of us was foundered.
Two more Ships being driven from their Anchors, were run out of the Roads to Sea at all AdventuresAt the mercy of all risks or dangers, and that with not a Mast
standing. The light Ships fared the best, as not so much labouring in the Sea; but two or three of them drove, and came close by us, running
away with only their Sprit-sailA small, usually square-shaped sail at the front
of a sailing ship out before the Wind.
Towards Evening the Mate and Boat-SwainPronounced "bosun," he was the supervisor of the
deck crew begg'd the Master of our Ship to let them cut away the Foremast,
which he was very unwilling to: But the Boat-Swain protesting to him, that if he did
not, the Ship would founder, he consented; and when they had cut away the ForemastIn adverse weather conditions, one may cut away the mast of a ship to prevent it
capsizing. Without the force of the heavy wind on the mast, the boat has a lower
probability of tipping over., the Main-Mast stood so loose, and shook the
Ship so much, they were obliged to cut her away also, and make a clear Deck.
Any one may judge what a Condition I must be in at all this, who was but a young
Sailor, and who had been in such a Fright before at but a little. But if I can express at this Distance the Thoughts I had about me at that time, I was in tenfold more Horror of Mind upon
Account of my former Convictions, and the having returned from them to the
Resolutions I had wickedly taken at first, than I was at Death it self; and these
added to the Terror of the Storm, put me into such a Condition, that I can by no
Words describe it. But the worst was not come yet, the Storm continued with such
Fury, that the Seamen themselves acknowledged they had never known a worse. We had a
good Ship, but she was deep loaden, and wallowed in the Sea, that the Seamen every
now and then cried out, she would founder. It was my Advantage in one respect, that I
did not know what they meant by Founder, till I enquir'd. However, the Storm was so
violent, that I saw what is not often seen, the Master,
the Boat-Swain, and some others more sensible than the rest, at their Prayers, and
expecting every Moment when the Ship would go to the Bottom.
In the Middle of the Night, and under all the rest of of our Distresses, one of the
Men that had been down on Purpose to see, cried out we had sprung a Leak; another
said there was four Foot Water in the Hold. Then all Hands were called to the Pump.
At that very Word my Heart, as I thought, died within me, and I fell backwards upon
the Side of my Bed where I sat, into the Cabbin. However, the Men roused me, and told
me, that I that was able to do nothing before, was as well able to pump as another;
at which I stirr'd up, and went to the Pump and work'd very heartily. While this was
doing, the Master seeing some light ColliersCoal barges, who not able to ride out the
Storm, were oblig'd to flip and run away to Sea, and would come near us, ordered to
fire a Gun as a Signal of Distress. I who knew nothing what that meant, was so
surprised, that I thought the Ship had broke, or some dreadful thing had happen'd. In a word, I was so
surprised, that I fell down in a Swoon. As this was a time when every Body had his
own Life to think of, no Body minded me, or what was become of me; but another Man
stept up to the Pump, and thrusting me aside with his Foot, let me lye, thinking I had been dead; and it was a great while before I came
to my self.
We work'd on, but the Water encreasing in the Hold, it was apparent that the Ship
would founder, and tho' the Storm began to abate a little, yet as it was not possible
she could swim till we might run into a Port, so the Master continued firing Guns for
Help; and a light Ship who had rid it out just a Head of us ventured a Boat out to
help us. It was with the utmost Hazard the Boat came near us, but it was impossible
for us to get on Board, or for the Boat to lie near the Ship Side, till at last the
Men rowing very heartily, and venturing their Lives to save ours, our Men cast them a
Rope over the Stern with a Buoy to it, and then vered it out a great Length, which
they after great Labour and Hazard took hold of and we
hall'd them close under our Stern and got all into their Boat. It was to no Purpose
for them or us after we were in the Boat to think of reaching to their own Ship, so
all agreed to let her drive and only to pull her in towards
Shore as much as we could, and our Master promised them, That if the Boat was stav'd
upon Shore he would make it good to their
MasterThat is, if the boat was crushed or damaged while
running aground, he would reimburse their master., so partly rowing and
partly driving our Boat went away to the NorwardNorthward sloaping towards the Shore almost as far as Winterton Ness.An area of foreland along the north Norfolk coast of England
We were not much more than a quarter of an Hour out of our Ship but we saw her sink,
and then I understood for the first time what was meant by a Ship foundering in the
Sea; I must acknowledge I had hardly Eyes to look up when the Seamen told me she
was sinking; for from that Moment they rather put me into
the Boat than that I might be said to go in, my Heart was as it were dead within me,
partly with Fright, partly with Horror of Mind and the Thoughts of what was yet
before me.
While we were in this Condition, the Men yet labouring at the Oar to bring the Boat
near the Shore, we could see, when our Boat mounting the Waves, we were able to see
the Shore, a great many People running along the Shore to assist us when we should
come near, but we made but slow way towards the Shore, nor were we able to reach the
Shore, till being past the Light-House at Winterton, the Shore falls off to the Westward towards Cromer, and so
the Land broke off a little the Violence of the Wind: Here we got in, and tho' not
without much Difficulty got all safe on Shore and walk'd
afterwards on Foot to Yarmouth, where, as unfortunate Men, we were used with great Humanity as well by the Magistrates of the
Town, who assign'd us good Quarters, as by particular Merchants and Owners of Ships,
and had Money given us sufficient to carry us either to
London or back to Hull, as we thought fit.
Had I now had the Sense to have gone back to Hull, and have gone home, I had
been happy, and my Father, an Emblem of our Blessed Saviour's Parable, had even kill'd the fatted Calf for meAnother
allusion to the parable of the Prodigal Son, when the father kills the fatted calf
to feast and celebrate the return of his ruined son (Luke 15:23); for
hearing the Ship I went away in was cast away in Yarmouth Road, it was a
great while before he had any Assurance that I was not drown'd.
But my ill Fate push'd me on now with an Obstinacy that
nothing could resist; and tho' I had several times loud
Calls from my Reason and my more composed Judgment to go home, yet I had no Power to do it. I know not what to call this, nor
will I urge, that it is a secret over-ruling Decree that hurries us on to be the
Instruments of our own Destruction, even tho' it be before us, and that we rush upon
it with our Eyes open. Certainly nothing but some such
decreed unavoidable Misery attending, and which it was impossible for me to escape,
could have push'd me forward against the calm Reasonings and Perswasions of my most
retired Thoughts, and against two such visible Instructions as I had met with in my first Attempt.
My Comrade, who had help'd to harden me before, and who was
the Master's Son, was now less forward than I; the first time he spoke to me after we
were at Yarmouth, which was not till two or three Days, for we were
separated in the Town to several Quarters; I say, the first time he saw me, it
appear'd his Tone was alter'd, and looking very melancholy and shaking his Head,
ask'd me how I did, and telling his Father who I was, and how I had come this Voyage
only for a Trial in order to go farther abroad; his Father turning to me with a very
grave and concern'd Tone, Young Man, says he, you ought never to go to
Sea any more, you ought to take this for a plain and visible Token that you are
not to be a Seafaring Man, why, Sir, said I, will you go to Sea no more?
That is another Case, said he, it is my Calling, and therefore my
Duty; but as you made this Voyage for a Trial, you see what a Taste Heaven has
given you of what you are to expect if you persist; perhaps this is all befallen
us on your Account, like
Jonah
in the Ship of Tarshish The Biblical Jonah boarded a ship bound for Tarshish,
but was thrown overboard and swallowed by a whale when the crew discovered that he
was fleeing God's commandment, and held him responsible for the violent storms
encountered by their ship.. Pray, continues he, what are you?
and on what Account did you go to Sea? Upon that I told him some of my Story;
at the End of which he burst out with a strange kind of Passion, What had I done,
says he, that such an unhappy Wretch should come into my Ship? I would not set my
Foot in the same Ship with thee again for a
Thousand Pounds. This indeed was, as I said, an Excursion of his Spirits which were
yet agitated by the Sense of his Loss, and was farther than he could have Authority
to go. However he afterwards talk'd very gravely to me, exhorted me to go back to my
Father, and not tempt Providence to my Ruine; told me I
might see a visible Hand of Heaven against me, And young Man, said he,
depend upon it, if you do not go back, where-ever you go, you will meet with
nothing but Disasters and Disappointments till your
Father's Words are fulfilled upon you.
We parted soon after; for I made him little Answer, and I saw him no more; which way
he went, I know not. As for me, having some Money in my
Pocket, I travelled to London by Land; and there, as well as on the Road,
had many Struggles with my self, what Course of Life I
should take, and whether I should go Home, or go to Sea.
As to going Home, Shame opposed the best Motions that offered to my Thoughts; and it
immediately occurr'd to me how I should be laugh'd at
among the Neighbours, and should be asham'd to see, not my Father and Mother only,
but even every Body else; from whence I have since often observed, how incongruous
and irrational the common Temper of Mankind is, especially
of Youth, to that Reason which ought to guide them in such Cases, viz. That
they are not asham'd to sin, and yet are asham'd to repent; not asham'd of the Action for which they ought justly to be esteemed Fools, but are
asham'd of the returning, which only can make them be esteem'd wise Men.
In this State of Life however I remained some time, uncertain what Measures to take,
and what Course of Life to lead. An irresistible Reluctance continu'd to going Home;
and as I stay'd a while, the Remembrance of the
Distress I had been in wore off; and as that abated, the little Motion I had in my
Desires to a Return wore off with it, till at last I quite lay'd aside the Thoughts
of it, and lookt out for a Voyage.
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THE LIFE AND STRANGE SURPRIZING ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, Of YORK, MARINER: Who lived Eight and Twenty Years all alone in an un-inhabited Island on the Coast of AMERICA, near the Mouth of the Great River of OROONOQUE; Having been cast on Shore by Shipwreck, wherein all the Men perished but himself.
WITH An Account how he was at last as strangely deliver'd by PYRATES.
Written by Himself.
LONDON: Printed for W. TAYLOR at the Ship in Pater-Noster-Row. MDCCXIX.
THE PREFACE.
IF ever the Story of any private Man's Adventures in the World were worth making
Publick, and were acceptable when Publish'd, the Editor of this Account thinks this
will be so.
The Wonders of this Man's Life exceed all that (he thinks) is to be found extant; the
Life of one Man being scarce capable of a greater Variety.
The Story is told with Modesty, with Seriousness, and with a
religious Application of Events to the Uses to which wise Men always apply them (viz.)An abbreviation for the Latin videlicet, meaning 'namely.' Source:
Oxford English Dictionary to the Instruction of others by this Example, and to justify and honour the Wisdom of Providence in
all the Variety of our Circumstances, let them happen how they will.
The Editor believes the thing to be a just History of Fact; neither is there any Appearance of Fiction in it: And however
thinks, because all such things are dispatch'd, that the Improvement of it, as well
to the Diversion, as to the Instruction of the Reader, will be the same; and as such,
he thinks, without farther Compliment to the World, he does
them a great Service in the Publication.
THE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF ROBINSON CRUSOE, &c.
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I Was born in the Year 1632, in the City of
York, of a good Family, tho' not of that Country, my Father being a Foreigner of Bremen,A city in Northern Germany. Source: Wikipedia
who settled first at Hull: He got a good Estate by Merchandise, and leaving
off his Trade, lived afterward at York, from whence he had married my
Mother, whose Relations were named Robinson, a very good Family in that
Country, and from whom I was called Robinson Kreutznaer;In naming his title
character "Crusoe," Defoe may be recalling his childhood schoolmate Timothy Cruso
(1656-1697), who would go on to a prominent career as a Presbyterian minister. The
name "Kreutznaer," from which Crusoe tells us his name is derived, is suggestive
of the Christian cross. And the fact that Crusoe lives his adult life with a name
other than that he was born with links him both to Defoe, who was born simply
Daniel Foe, and Alexander Selkirk, who was born Alexander Selcraig. but by
the usual Corruption of Words in England, we are now called, nay we call our
selves, and write our Name Crusoe, and so my Companions always call'd
me.
I had two elder Brothers, one of which was
Lieutenant Collonel to an English Regiment of Foot in Flanders,
formerly commanded by the famous Coll. Lockhart, and was killed at the
Battle near Dunkirk inagast the Spaniards: What became of my second
Brother I never knew any more than my Father or Mother did know what was become of
me.
Being the third Son of the Family, and not bred to any Trade, my Head began to be
fill'd very early with rambling Thoughts: My Father, who was very ancient, had given
me a competent Share of Learning, as far as House-Education, and a Country
Free-School generally goes, and design'd me for the Law; but I would be satisfied
with nothing but going to Sea, and my Inclination to this
led me so strongly against the Will, nay the Commands of my
Father, and against all the Entreaties and Perswasions of my Mother and other
Friends, that there seem'd to be something fatal in that Propension of Nature tending directly to the Life of Misery which was to befal me.
My Father, a wise and grave Man, gave me serious and excellent Counsel against what
he foresaw was my DesignIntended purpose. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary. He call'd me one Morning into his
Chamber, where he was confined by the Gout, and expostulated very warmlyVehemently. Source: Oxford English Dictioanry with me upon this Subject:
He ask'd me what Reasons more than a meer wandring Inclination I had for leaving my
Father's House and my native Country, where I might be well introduced, and had a
Prospect of raising my Fortunes by Application and Industry,
with a Life of Ease and Pleasure. He told me it was for Men of desperate Fortunes on
one Hand, or of aspiring, superior Fortunes on the other, who went abroad upon
Adventures, to rise by Enterprize, and make themselves famous in Undertakings of a Nature out of the common Road; that these things were all either too far above me, or
too far below me; that mine was the middle StateA social middle class between the gentry and
the commons; the kind of place occupied in this era by the emergent merchant and
professional class. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, or what might be
called the upper Station of Low Life, which he had found by long Experience
was the best State in the World, the most suited to human Happiness, not exposed to
the Miseries and Hardships, the Labour and Sufferings of the mechanickManual laboring. Source: Oxford English Dictionary Part of Mankind, and
not embarass'd with the Pride, Luxury, Ambition and Envy of the upper Part of Mankind. He told me, I might judge of the
Happiness of this State, by this one thing, viz. That this was the State of
Life which all other People envied, that Kings have frequently lamented the miserable Consequences of being born to great
things, and wish'd they had been placed in the Middle of the two Extremes, between
the Mean and the Great; that the wise Man gave his Testimony to this as the just
Standard of true Felicity, when he prayed to have neither
Poverty or Riches.
He bid me observe it, and I should always find, that the Calamities of Life were
shared among the upper and lower Part of Mankind; but that the middle Station had the
fewest Disasters, and was not expos'd to so many Vicissitudes as the higher or lower
Part of Mankind; nay, they were not subjected to so many
Distempers and Uneasinesses either of Body or Mind, as those were who, by vicious
Living, Luxury and Extravagancies on one Hand, or by hard Labour, Want of
Necessaries, and mean or insufficient Diet on the other Hand, bring Distempers upon themselves by the natural Consequences of their Way of Living; That the middle Station of Life was calculated for all kind of Vertues and all
kinds of Enjoyments; that Peace and Plenty were the
Hand-maids of a middle Fortune; that Temperance, Moderation, Quietness, Health, Society, all agreeable Diversions, and all
desirable Pleasures, were the Blessings attending the middle Station of Life; that
this Way Men went silently and smoothly thro' the World, and comfortably out of it,
not embarass'd with the Labours of the Hands or of the Head, not sold to the Life of
Slavery for daily Bread, or harrast with perplex'd Circumstances, which rob the Soul of Peace, and the Body of
Rest; not enrag'd with the Passion of Envy, or secret
burning Lust of Ambition for great things; but in easy Circumstances sliding gently
thro' the World, and sensibly tasting the Sweets of living, without the bitter,
feeling that they are happy, and learning by every Day's Experience to know it more
sensibly.
After this, he press'd me earnestly, and in the most affectionate manner, not to play
the young Man, not to precipitate my self into Miseries which Nature and the Station
of Life I was born in, seem'd to have provided against; that I was under no Necessity
of seeking my Bread; that he would do well for me, and endeavour to enter me fairly
into the Station of Life which he had been just recommending
to me; and that if I was not very easy and happy in the
World, it must be my meer Fate or Fault that must hinder it, and that he should have
nothing to answer for, having thus discharg'd his Duty in
warning me against Measures which he knew would be to my Hurt: In a word, that as he
would do very kind things for me if I would stay and settle at Home as he directed,
so he would not have so much Hand in my Misfortunes, as to
give me any Encouragement to go away: And to close all, he told me I had my elder
Brother for an Example, to whom he had used the same earnest Perswasions to keep him
from going into the Low Country Wars, but could not prevail, his young Desires
prompting him to run into the Army where he was kill'd; and tho' he said he would not
cease to pray for me, yet he would venture to say to me, that if I did take this
foolish Step, God would not bless me, and I would have Leisure hereafter to reflect
upon having neglected his Counsel when there might be none to assist in my
Recovery.
I observed in this last Part of his Discourse, which was truly Prophetick, tho' I
suppose my Father did not know it to be so himself; I say, I observed the Tears run down his Face very plentifully, and especially when he spoke of my Brother who was
kill'd; and that when he spoke of my having Leisure to repent, and none to assist me,
he was so mov'd, that he broke off the Discourse, and told me, his Heart was so full
he could say no more to me.
I was sincerely affected with this Discourse, as indeed who could be otherwise; and I
resolv'd not to think of going abroad any more, but to settle at home according to my
Father's Desire. But alas! a few Days wore it all off; and in short, to prevent any
of my Father's farther Importunities, in a few Weeks after, I resolv'd to run quite
away from him. However, I did not act so hastily neither as my first Heat of
Resolution prompted, but I took my Mother, at a time when I thought her a little
pleasanter than ordinary, and told her, that my Thoughts were so entirely bent upon
seeing the World, that I should never settle to any thing with Resolution enough to
go through with it, and my Father had better give me his Consent than force me to go
without it; that I was now Eighteen Years old, which was too late to go Apprentice to a Trade.Crusoe is too old because apprenticeships in this period typically
began around the age of thirteen, and lasted seven years., or Clerk to an
Attorney; that I was sure if I did, I should never serve out my time, and I should certainly run away from my Master before my Time
was out, and go to Sea; and if she would speak to my Father to let me go but one
Voyage abroad, if I came home again and did not like it, I
would go no more, and I would promise by a double Diligence to recover that Time I
had lost.
This put my Mother into a great Passion: She told me, she knew it would be to no
Purpose to speak to my Father upon any such Subject; that he knew too well what was
my Interest to give his Consent to any thing so much for my Hurt, and that she
wondered how I could think of any such thing after such a
Discourse as I had had with my Father, and such kind and tender Expressions as she
knew my Father had us'd to me; and that in short, if I would ruine my self there was
no Help for me; but I might depend I should never have their
Consent to it: That for her Part she would not have so much Hand in my Destruction;
and I should never have it to say, that my Mother was willing when my Father was
not.
Tho' my Mother refused to move it to my Father, yet as I
have heard afterwards, she reported all the Discourse to him, and that my Father,
after shewing a great Concern at it, said to her with a Sigh, That Boy might be happy
if he would stay at home, but if he goes abroad he will be the miserablest Wretch that was ever born: I can give no Consent
to it.
It was not till almost a Year after this that I broke loose, tho' in the mean time I
continued obstinately deaf to all Proposals of settling to
Business, and frequently expostulating with my Father and Mother, about their being
so positively determin'd against what they knew my Inclinations prompted me to. But
being one Day at HullA
coastal town in southeast Yorkshire, on the river Humber leading out to the North
Sea, and a major port. Depicted here by Wenceslaus Hollar at around the time
Crusoe would have arrived. Source: Wikipedia, where I went casually, and
without any Purpose of making an ElopementThat is, the general action of fleeing, with no
suggestion of a clandestine marriage. Source: Oxford English Dictionary
that time; but I say, being there, and one of my
Companions being going by Sea to London, in his Father's Ship, and prompting
me to go with them, with the common Allurement of Seafaring Men, viz That it
should cost me nothing for my Passage, I consulted neither Father or Mother any more,
nor so much as sent them Word of it; but leaving them to
hear of it as they might, without asking God's Blessing, or my Father's, without any
Consideration of Circumstances or Consequences, and in an
ill Hour, God knows. On the first of September 1661
I went on Board a Ship bound for London; never any young Adventurer's
Misfortunes, I believe, began sooner, or continued longer
than mine. The Ship was no sooner gotten out of the Humber, but the Wind began to blow, and the Winds to rise in a most frightful
manner; and as I had never been at Sea before, I was most
inexpressibly sick in Body, and terrify'd in my Mind: I began now seriously to reflect upon what I had done, and how justly I was overtaken by the Judgment of Heaven for my wicked
leaving my Father's House, and abandoning my Duty; all the
good Counsel of my Parents, my Father's Tears and my
Mother's Entreaties came now fresh into my Mind, and my
Conscience, which was not yet come to the Pitch of Hardness which it has been since,
reproach'd me with the Contempt of Advice, and the Breach of my Duty to God and my
Father.
All this while the Storm encreas'd, and the Sea, which I had never been upon before,
went very high, tho' nothing like what I have seen many times since; no, nor like
what I saw a few Days after: But it was enough to affect me then, who was but a young
Sailor, and had never known any thing of the matter. I expected every Wave would have
swallowed us up, and that every time the Ship fell down, as I thought, in the Trough
or Hollow of the Sea, we should never rise more;
and in this Agony of Mind, I made many Vows and Resolutions, that if it would please
God here to spare my Life this one Voyage, if ever I got once my Foot upon dry Land
again, I would go directly home to my Father, and never set it into a Ship again
while I liv'd; that I would take his Advice, and never run my self into such Miseries
as these any more. Now I saw plainly the Goodness of his Observations about the
middle Station of Life, how easy, how comfortably he had liv'd all his Days, and
never had been expos'd to Tempests at Sea, or Troubles on Shore; and I resolv'd that
I would, like a true repenting ProdigalAlluding to the Biblical story of the prodigal
son, who left home, squandered his inheritance, and finally returned to his father
in shame, only to be forgiven for his folly. Source: Luke 15:11, go home to
my Father.
These wise and sober Thoughts continued all the while the Storm continued, and indeed
some time after; but the next Day the Wind was abated and
the Sea calmer, and I began to be a little inur'dAccustomed. Source: Oxford English Dictionary to it: However I
was very grave for all that Day, being also a little Sea sick still; but towards
Night the Weather clear'd up, the Wind was quite over, and a charming fine Evening
follow'd; the Sun went down perfectly clear and rose so the next Morning; and having
little or no Wind and a smooth Sea, the Sun shining upon it, the Sight was, as I
thought, the most delightful that ever I saw.
I had slept well in the Night, and was now no more Sea sick but very chearful,
looking with Wonder upon the Sea that was so rough and terrible the Day before, and could be so calm and so pleasant in so little time after.
And now least my good Resolutions should continue, my Companion, who had indeed
entic'd me away, comes to me, Well Bob, says he, clapping me on the
Shoulder, How do you do after it? I warrant you were frighted, wa'n't you, last
Night, when it blew but a Cap full of Wind? A
Cap full d'you call it? said I, 'twas a terrible
Storm: A Storm, you Fool you, replies he, do you call that a Storm why it
was nothing at all; give us but a good Ship and Sea Room, and we think nothing of
such a Squal of Wind as that; but you're but a fresh Water Sailor, Bob;
come let us make a Bowl of Punch and we'll forget all that, d'ye see what
charming Weather 'tis now. To make short this sad Part of my Story, we went
the old way of all Sailors, the Punch was made, and I was made drunk with it, and in
that one Night's Wickedness I drowned all my Repentance, all
my Reflections upon my past Conduct, and all my Resolutions for my future. In a word,
as the Sea was returned to its Smoothness of Surface and
settled Calmness by the Abatement of that Storm, so the Hurry of my Thoughts being
over, my Fears and Apprehensions of being swallow'd up by the Sea being forgotten,
and the Current of my former Desires return'd, I entirely forgot the Vows and PromisesThis
account of how Crusoe forgot the vows he made fits well within the tradition of
the "sea-Providence," stories of others who testify how the urge to repent
prompted by a storm wears off as soon as the weather calms. that I made in
my Distress. I found indeed some Intervals of Reflection, and the serious Thoughts
did, as it were endeavour to return again sometimes, but I
shook them off, and rouz'd my self from them as it were from a Distemper, and applying my self to Drink and Company, soon master'd the Return of those Fits, for so I
call'd them, and I had in five or six Days got as compleat a Victory over Conscience
as any young, Fellow that resolv'd not to be troubled with it, could desire: But I
was to have another Trial for it still; and Providence, as in such Cases generally it
does, resolv'd to leave me entirely without Excuse. For if I would not take this for
a Deliverance, the next was to be such a one as the worst and most Wretch among us
would confess both the harden'd Danger and the Mercy.
The sixth Day of our being at Sea we came into YarmouthA stretch of sea east of the coastal town of Great
Yarmouth, in the English county of Norfolk. Roads; the Wind having been
contrary, and the Weather calm, we had made but little Way since the Storm. Here we
were obliged to come to an Anchor, and here we lay, the Wind continuing contrary,
viz. at South-west, for seven or eight Days, during which time a great
many Ships from Newcastle came into the same Roads, as the common Harbour where the Ships might wait for a Wind for the
River.
We had not however ridRemained anchored;
floated stationary. Source: Oxford English Dictionary here so long, but
should have Tided itLet the
tide carry them up. Source: Oxford English Dictionary up the River, but
that the Wind blew too fresh; and after we had lain four or five Days, blew very
hard. However, the Roads being reckoned as good as a Harbour, the Anchorage good, and
our Ground-TackleEquipment used to anchor the ship. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary very strong, our Men were unconcerned, and not in the least
apprehensive of Danger, but spent the Time in Rest and Mirth, after the manner of the
Sea; but the eighth Day in the Morning, the Wind increased, and we had all Hands at
Work to strike our Top-Masts, and make every thing snug and close, that the Ship
might ride as easy as possible. By Noon the Sea went very high indeed, and our Ship
rid Forecastle in,With the bow (the foremost part of the hull) in the water. Source:
Oxford English Dictionary shipp'd several Seas, and we thought once or
twice our Anchor had come homeUndone;
loose. Source: Oxford English Dictionary; upon which our Master order'd out
the Sheet AnchorA very large, heavy spare anchor stored in the waist of the ship,
used in emergencies like the one described here. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary; so that we rode with two Anchors a-Head, and the Cables vered
out to the better End.
By this Time it blew a terrible Storm indeed, and now I began to see Terror and
Amazement in the Faces even of the Seamen themselves. The Master, tho' vigilant to
the Business of preserving the Ship, yet as he went in and out of his Cabbin by me, I
could hear him softly to himself say several times, Lord be merciful to us, we
shall be all lost, we shall be all undone; and the like. During these first
Hurries, I was stupidIn a stupor. Source: Oxford English
Dictionary, lying still in my Cabbin, which was in the SteerageThe lower deck of a ship, just below the main deck and above the ballast; lower
classes of passengers often purchased chapter tickets to travel in this part of
the ship. Source: Oxford English Dictionary, and cannot describe my Temper:
I could ill re-assume the first Penitence, which I had so apparently trampled upon,
and harden'd my self against: I thought the Bitterness of Death had been past, and
that this would be nothing too like the first. But when the
Master himself came by me, as I said just now, and said we should be all lost, I was
dreadfully frighted: I got up out of my Cabbin, and look'd out; but such a dismal
Sight I never saw: The Sea went Mountains high, and broke upon us every three or four
Minutes: When I could look about, I could see nothing but Distress round us: Two
Ships that rid near us we found had cut their Masts by the Board, being deep loaden;
and our Men cry'd out, that a Ship which rid about a Mile a-Head of us was foundered.
Two more Ships being driven from their Anchors, were run out of the Roads to Sea at all AdventuresAt the mercy of all risks or dangers, and that with not a Mast
standing. The light Ships fared the best, as not so much labouring in the Sea; but two or three of them drove, and came close by us, running
away with only their Sprit-sailA small, usually square-shaped sail at the front
of a sailing ship out before the Wind.
Towards Evening the Mate and Boat-SwainPronounced "bosun," he was the supervisor of the
deck crew begg'd the Master of our Ship to let them cut away the Foremast,
which he was very unwilling to: But the Boat-Swain protesting to him, that if he did
not, the Ship would founder, he consented; and when they had cut away the ForemastIn adverse weather conditions, one may cut away the mast of a ship to prevent it
capsizing. Without the force of the heavy wind on the mast, the boat has a lower
probability of tipping over., the Main-Mast stood so loose, and shook the
Ship so much, they were obliged to cut her away also, and make a clear Deck.
Any one may judge what a Condition I must be in at all this, who was but a young
Sailor, and who had been in such a Fright before at but a little. But if I can express at this Distance the Thoughts I had about me at that time, I was in tenfold more Horror of Mind upon
Account of my former Convictions, and the having returned from them to the
Resolutions I had wickedly taken at first, than I was at Death it self; and these
added to the Terror of the Storm, put me into such a Condition, that I can by no
Words describe it. But the worst was not come yet, the Storm continued with such
Fury, that the Seamen themselves acknowledged they had never known a worse. We had a
good Ship, but she was deep loaden, and wallowed in the Sea, that the Seamen every
now and then cried out, she would founder. It was my Advantage in one respect, that I
did not know what they meant by Founder, till I enquir'd. However, the Storm was so
violent, that I saw what is not often seen, the Master,
the Boat-Swain, and some others more sensible than the rest, at their Prayers, and
expecting every Moment when the Ship would go to the Bottom.
In the Middle of the Night, and under all the rest of of our Distresses, one of the
Men that had been down on Purpose to see, cried out we had sprung a Leak; another
said there was four Foot Water in the Hold. Then all Hands were called to the Pump.
At that very Word my Heart, as I thought, died within me, and I fell backwards upon
the Side of my Bed where I sat, into the Cabbin. However, the Men roused me, and told
me, that I that was able to do nothing before, was as well able to pump as another;
at which I stirr'd up, and went to the Pump and work'd very heartily. While this was
doing, the Master seeing some light ColliersCoal barges, who not able to ride out the
Storm, were oblig'd to flip and run away to Sea, and would come near us, ordered to
fire a Gun as a Signal of Distress. I who knew nothing what that meant, was so
surprised, that I thought the Ship had broke, or some dreadful thing had happen'd. In a word, I was so
surprised, that I fell down in a Swoon. As this was a time when every Body had his
own Life to think of, no Body minded me, or what was become of me; but another Man
stept up to the Pump, and thrusting me aside with his Foot, let me lye, thinking I had been dead; and it was a great while before I came
to my self.
We work'd on, but the Water encreasing in the Hold, it was apparent that the Ship
would founder, and tho' the Storm began to abate a little, yet as it was not possible
she could swim till we might run into a Port, so the Master continued firing Guns for
Help; and a light Ship who had rid it out just a Head of us ventured a Boat out to
help us. It was with the utmost Hazard the Boat came near us, but it was impossible
for us to get on Board, or for the Boat to lie near the Ship Side, till at last the
Men rowing very heartily, and venturing their Lives to save ours, our Men cast them a
Rope over the Stern with a Buoy to it, and then vered it out a great Length, which
they after great Labour and Hazard took hold of and we
hall'd them close under our Stern and got all into their Boat. It was to no Purpose
for them or us after we were in the Boat to think of reaching to their own Ship, so
all agreed to let her drive and only to pull her in towards
Shore as much as we could, and our Master promised them, That if the Boat was stav'd
upon Shore he would make it good to their
MasterThat is, if the boat was crushed or damaged while
running aground, he would reimburse their master., so partly rowing and
partly driving our Boat went away to the NorwardNorthward sloaping towards the Shore almost as far as Winterton Ness.An area of foreland along the north Norfolk coast of England
We were not much more than a quarter of an Hour out of our Ship but we saw her sink,
and then I understood for the first time what was meant by a Ship foundering in the
Sea; I must acknowledge I had hardly Eyes to look up when the Seamen told me she
was sinking; for from that Moment they rather put me into
the Boat than that I might be said to go in, my Heart was as it were dead within me,
partly with Fright, partly with Horror of Mind and the Thoughts of what was yet
before me.
While we were in this Condition, the Men yet labouring at the Oar to bring the Boat
near the Shore, we could see, when our Boat mounting the Waves, we were able to see
the Shore, a great many People running along the Shore to assist us when we should
come near, but we made but slow way towards the Shore, nor were we able to reach the
Shore, till being past the Light-House at Winterton, the Shore falls off to the Westward towards Cromer, and so
the Land broke off a little the Violence of the Wind: Here we got in, and tho' not
without much Difficulty got all safe on Shore and walk'd
afterwards on Foot to Yarmouth, where, as unfortunate Men, we were used with great Humanity as well by the Magistrates of the
Town, who assign'd us good Quarters, as by particular Merchants and Owners of Ships,
and had Money given us sufficient to carry us either to
London or back to Hull, as we thought fit.
Had I now had the Sense to have gone back to Hull, and have gone home, I had
been happy, and my Father, an Emblem of our Blessed Saviour's Parable, had even kill'd the fatted Calf for meAnother
allusion to the parable of the Prodigal Son, when the father kills the fatted calf
to feast and celebrate the return of his ruined son (Luke 15:23); for
hearing the Ship I went away in was cast away in Yarmouth Road, it was a
great while before he had any Assurance that I was not drown'd.
But my ill Fate push'd me on now with an Obstinacy that
nothing could resist; and tho' I had several times loud
Calls from my Reason and my more composed Judgment to go home, yet I had no Power to do it. I know not what to call this, nor
will I urge, that it is a secret over-ruling Decree that hurries us on to be the
Instruments of our own Destruction, even tho' it be before us, and that we rush upon
it with our Eyes open. Certainly nothing but some such
decreed unavoidable Misery attending, and which it was impossible for me to escape,
could have push'd me forward against the calm Reasonings and Perswasions of my most
retired Thoughts, and against two such visible Instructions as I had met with in my first Attempt.
My Comrade, who had help'd to harden me before, and who was
the Master's Son, was now less forward than I; the first time he spoke to me after we
were at Yarmouth, which was not till two or three Days, for we were
separated in the Town to several Quarters; I say, the first time he saw me, it
appear'd his Tone was alter'd, and looking very melancholy and shaking his Head,
ask'd me how I did, and telling his Father who I was, and how I had come this Voyage
only for a Trial in order to go farther abroad; his Father turning to me with a very
grave and concern'd Tone, Young Man, says he, you ought never to go to
Sea any more, you ought to take this for a plain and visible Token that you are
not to be a Seafaring Man, why, Sir, said I, will you go to Sea no more?
That is another Case, said he, it is my Calling, and therefore my
Duty; but as you made this Voyage for a Trial, you see what a Taste Heaven has
given you of what you are to expect if you persist; perhaps this is all befallen
us on your Account, like
Jonah
in the Ship of Tarshish The Biblical Jonah boarded a ship bound for Tarshish,
but was thrown overboard and swallowed by a whale when the crew discovered that he
was fleeing God's commandment, and held him responsible for the violent storms
encountered by their ship.. Pray, continues he, what are you?
and on what Account did you go to Sea? Upon that I told him some of my Story;
at the End of which he burst out with a strange kind of Passion, What had I done,
says he, that such an unhappy Wretch should come into my Ship? I would not set my
Foot in the same Ship with thee again for a
Thousand Pounds. This indeed was, as I said, an Excursion of his Spirits which were
yet agitated by the Sense of his Loss, and was farther than he could have Authority
to go. However he afterwards talk'd very gravely to me, exhorted me to go back to my
Father, and not tempt Providence to my Ruine; told me I
might see a visible Hand of Heaven against me, And young Man, said he,
depend upon it, if you do not go back, where-ever you go, you will meet with
nothing but Disasters and Disappointments till your
Father's Words are fulfilled upon you.
We parted soon after; for I made him little Answer, and I saw him no more; which way
he went, I know not. As for me, having some Money in my
Pocket, I travelled to London by Land; and there, as well as on the Road,
had many Struggles with my self, what Course of Life I
should take, and whether I should go Home, or go to Sea.
As to going Home, Shame opposed the best Motions that offered to my Thoughts; and it
immediately occurr'd to me how I should be laugh'd at
among the Neighbours, and should be asham'd to see, not my Father and Mother only,
but even every Body else; from whence I have since often observed, how incongruous
and irrational the common Temper of Mankind is, especially
of Youth, to that Reason which ought to guide them in such Cases, viz. That
they are not asham'd to sin, and yet are asham'd to repent; not asham'd of the Action for which they ought justly to be esteemed Fools, but are
asham'd of the returning, which only can make them be esteem'd wise Men.
In this State of Life however I remained some time, uncertain what Measures to take,
and what Course of Life to lead. An irresistible Reluctance continu'd to going Home;
and as I stay'd a while, the Remembrance of the
Distress I had been in wore off; and as that abated, the little Motion I had in my
Desires to a Return wore off with it, till at last I quite lay'd aside the Thoughts
of it, and lookt out for a Voyage.
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It would have made a Stoick smile to have seen, me and my little Family sit down to
Dinner; there was my Majesty the Prince and Lord of the whole Island; I had the Lives
of all my Subjects at my absolute Command. I could hang, draw, give Liberty, and take
it away, and no Rebels among all my Sublects.
Then to see how like a King I din'd too all alone, attended by my Servants,
Poll, as if he had been my Favourite, was the only Person permitted to
talk to me. My Dog who was now grown very old and crazyFeeble, and had found no
Species to multiply his Kind upon, sat always at my Right Hand, and two Cats, one on
one Side the Table, and one on the other, expecting now and then a Bit from my Hand,
as a Mark of special Favour.
But these were not the two Cats which I brought on Shore at first, for they were both
of them dead, and had been interr'd near my Habitation by my own Hand; but one of
them having multiply'd by I know not what Kind of Creature, these were two which I
had preserv'd tame, whereas the rest run wild in the Woods, and became indeed
troublesom to me at last; for they would often come into my House, and plunder me
too, till at last I was obliged to shoot them, and did kill a great many; at length
they left me with this Attendance, and in this plentiful
Manner I lived; neither could I be said to want any thing
but Society, and of that in some time after this, I was like
to have too much.
I was something impatient, as I have observ'd,
to have the Use of my Boat; though very loath to run any more Hazards; and therefore
sometimes I sat contriving Ways to get her about the Island, and at other Times I sat
my self down contented enough without her. But I had a
strange Uneasiness in my Mind to go down to the Point of the Island, where, as I have
said, in my last Ramble, I went up the Hill to see how the Shore lay, and how the
Current set, that I might see what I had to do: This Inclination encreas'd upon me
every Day, and at length I resolv'd to travel thither by Land, following the Edge of the Shore, I did so: But had any one in
England been to meet such a Man as I was, it must either have frighted
them, or rais'd a great deal of Laughter; and as I frequently stood still to look at
my self, I could not but smile at the Notion of my travelling through
Yorkshire with such an Equipage, and in such a Dress: Be pleas'd to take
a Scetch of my Figure as follows,
I had a great high shapeless Cap, made of a Goat's Skin, with a Flap hanging down
behind, as well to keep the Sun from me, as to shoot the Rain off from running into
my Neck; nothing being so hurtful in these Climates, as the Rain upon the Flesh under
the Cloaths.
I had a short Jacket of Goat-Skin, the Skirts coming down to
about the middle of my Thighs; and a Pair of open-knee'd Breeches of the same, the
Breeches were made of the Skin of an old He-goat, whose Hair hung down such
a Length on either Side, that like PantaloonsBreeches or trousers it reach'd to the
middle of my Legs; Stockings and Shoes I had none, but had made me a Pair of
some-things, I scarce know what to call them, like BuskinsCalf-high or knee-high boots
to flap over my Legs, and lace on either Side like Spatter-dashesLong gaiters or leggings
of leather, to keep boots and trousers from being spattered with mud; but of a most barbarous Shape, as indeed were
all the rest of my Cloaths.
I had on a broad Belt of Goat's-Skin dry'd, which I drew together with two ThongsCords of the same, instead of
Buckles, and in a kind of a FrogA loop
attached to a belt, designed to hold a sword or bayonet on either Side of
this. Instead of a Sword and a Dagger, hung a little Saw and a Hatchet, one on one
Side, one on the other. I had another Belt not so broad, and fasten'd in the same
Manner, which hung over my Shoulder; and at the End of it, under my left Arm, hung
two Pouches, both made of Goat's-Skin too; in one of which hung my Powder, in the
other my Shot: At my Back I carry'd my Basket, on my Shoulder my Gun, and over my
Head a great clumsy ugly Goat-Skin Umbrella, but which,
after all, was the most necessary Thing I had about me, next to my Gun: As for my
Face, the Colour of it was really not so Moletta,A variation of the word "mulatto," here used to
refer to brown skin like as one might expect from a Man not at all careful of it, and living within nineteen Degrees of the
Equinox. My Beard I had once suffer'd to grow till it was about a Quarter
of a Yard long; but as I had both Scissars and Razors sufficient, I had cut it pretty short, except what grew on my upper Lip, which I had
trimm'd into a large Pair of Mahometan Whiskers A long moustache, such as a Muslim man might have worn, such as I had seen
worn by some Turks, who I saw at Sallee; for the Moors did
not wear such, tho' the Turks did; of these MuschatoesMustachios or
Whiskers, I will not say they were long enough to hang my Hat upon them; but they
were of a Length and Shape monstrous enough, and such as in England would
have pass'd for frightful.
But all this is by the by; for as to my Figure, I had so few to observe me, that it
was of no manner of Consequence; so I say no more to that Part. In this kind of
Figure I went my new Journey, and was out five or six Days. I travell'd first along
the Sea Shore, directly to the Place where I
first brought my Boat to an Anchor, to get up upon the Rocks; and having no Boat now
to take care of, I went over the Land a nearer Way to the
same Height that I was upon before, when looking forward to the Point of the Rocks
which lay out, and which I was oblig'd to double with my Boat, as is said above: I
was surpriz'd to see the Sea all smooth and quiet, no Ripling, no Motion, no Current,
any more there than in other Places.
I was at a strange Loss to understand this, and resolv'd to spend some Time in the
observing it, to see if nothing from the Sets of the Tide had occasion'd it; but I was presently convinc'd how it was,
viz. That the Tide of Ebb setting from the West, and joyning
with the Current of Waters from some great River on the Shore, must be the Occasion
of this Current; and that according as the Wind blew more forcibly from the
West, or from the North, this Current came nearer, or went
farther from the Shore; for waiting thereabouts till Evening, I went up to the Rock
again, and then the Tide of Ebb being made, I plainly saw the Current again as before, only, that it run farther of, being near half a League
from the Shore; whereas in my Case, it set close upon the Shore, and hurry'd me and
my Canoe along with it, which at another Time it would not have done.
This Observation convinc'd me, That I had nothing to do but
to observe the Ebbing and the Flowing of the Tide, and I might very easily bring my
Boat about the Island again: But when I began to think of
putting it in Practice, I had such a Terror upon my Spirits at the Remembrance of the
Danger I had been in, that I could not think of it again with any Patience; but on
the contrary, I took up another Resolution which was more safe, though more laborious; and this was, That I would
build, or rather make me another Periagau or Canoe; and so have one
for one Side of the Island, and one for the other.
You are to understand, that now I had, as I may call it, two Plantations in the
Island; one my little Fortification or Tent, with the Wall about it under the Rock,
with the Cave behind me, which by this Time I had enlarg'd into several Apartments,
or Caves, one within another. One of these, which was the dryest, and largest, and
had a Door out beyond my Wall or Fortification; that is to say, beyond where my Wall
joyn'd to the Rock, was all fill'd up with the large Earthen Pots, of which I have
given an Account, and with fourteen or fifteen great Baskets, which would hold five
or six Bushels each, where I laid up my Stores of Provision, especially my Corn, some
in the Ear cut off short from the Straw, and the other rubb'd out with my Hand.
As for my Wall made, as before, with long Stakes or Piles, those Piles grew
all like Trees, and were by this Time grown so big, and spread so very much, that
there was not the least Appearance to any one's View of any Habitation behind
them.
Near this Dwelling of mine, but a little farther within the Land, and upon lower
Ground, lay my two Pieces of Corn-Ground, which I kept duly cultivated and sow'd, and
which duly yielded me their Harvest in its Season; and whenever I had occasion for
more Corn, I had more Land adjoyning as fit as that.
Besides this, I had my Country Seat, and I had now a tollerable Plantation there
also; for first, I had my little Bower, as I call'd it, which I kept in Repair;
that is to say, I kept the Hedge which circled it in, constantly fitted
up to its usual Height, the Ladder standing
always in the Inside; I kept the Trees which at first were no more than my Stakes,
but were now grown very firm and tall; I kept them always so cut, that they might
spread and grow thick and wild, and make the more agreeable Shade, which they did
effectually to my Mind. In the Middle of this I had my Tent always standing, being a piece of a Sail spread over Poles set up for
that Purpose, and which never wanted any Repair or Renewing; and under this I had
made me a SquabA
cushion forming part of the inside fittings of a carriage or Couch, with
the Skins of the Creatures I had kill'd, and with other soft
Things, and a Blanket laid on them, such as belong'd to our Sea-Bedding, which I had
saved, and a great Watch-Coat to cover me; and here, whenever I had Occasion to be
absent from my chief Seat, I took up my Country Habitation.
Adjoyning to this I had my Enclosures for my Cattle, that is to say, my Goats: And as
I had taken an inconceivable deal of Pains to fence and enclose this Ground, so I was so uneasy to see it kept entire,
lest the Goats should break thro', that I never left off till with infinite Labour I
had stuck the Out-side of the Hedge so full of small Stakes, and so near to one
another, that it was rather a Pale than a Hedge, and there was scarce Room to put a
Hand thro' between them, which afterwards when those Stakes grew, as they all did in
the next rainy Season, made the Enclosure strong like a Wall, indeed stronger than
any Wall.
This will testify for me that I was not idle, and that I spared no Pains to bring to
pass whatever appear'd necessary for my comfortable Support; for I consider'd the keeping up a Breed of tame
Creatures thus at my Hand, would be a living Magazine of
Flesh, Milk, Butter and Cheese, for me as
long as I liv'd in the Place, if it were to be forty Years; and that keeping them in
my Reach, depended entirely upon my perfecting my Enclosures
to such a Degree, that I might be sure of keeping them together; which by this Method
indeed I so effectually secur'd, that when these little Stakes began to grow, I had planted them so very thick,
I was forced to pull some of them up again.
In this Place also I had my Grapes growing, which I principally depended on for my
Winter Store of Raisins; and which I never fail'd to preserve very carefully, as the best and most agreeable Dainty of my whole Diet; and
indeed they were not agreeable only, but physical, wholesome, nourishing, and refreshing to the last Degree.
As this was also about half Way between my other Habitation,
and the Place where I had laid up my Boat, I generally stay'd, and lay here in my Way
thither; for I used frequently to visit my Boat, and I kept all Things about or
belonging to her in very good Order; sometimes I went out in her to divert my self,
but no more hazardous Voyages would I go, nor scarce ever above a Stone's CastA stone's throw, or a very short distance or two from the
Shore, I was so apprehensive of being hurry'd out of my
Knowledge again by the Currents, or Winds, or any other Accident. But now I come to a new Scene of my Life.
It happen'd one Day about Noon going towards my Boat, I was exceedingly surpriz'd
with the Print of a Man's naked Foot on the Shore, which was very plain to be seen in
the Sand: I stood like one Thunder-struck, or as if I had seen an Apparition; I
listen'd, I look'd round me, I could hear nothing, nor see any Thing, I went up to a
rising Ground to look farther, I went up the Shore and down the Shore, but it was all
one, I could see no other Impression but that
one, I went to it again to see if there were any more, and to observe if it might not
be my Fancy; but there was no Room for that, for there was exactly the very Print of
a Foot, Toes, Heel, and every Part of a Foot; how it came thither, I knew not, nor
could in the least imagine. But after innumerable fluttering Thoughts, like a Man
perfectly confus'd and out of my self, I came Home to my Fortification, not feeling,
as we say, the Ground I went on, but terrify'd to the last Degree, looking behind me
at every two or three Steps, mistaking every Bush and Tree, and fancying every Stump at a Distance to be a Man; nor is it
possible to describe how many various Shapes affrighted
Imagination represented Things to me in, how many wild Ideas were found every Moment
in my Fancy, and what strange unaccountable Whimsies came into my Thoughts by the
Way.
When I came to my Castle, for so I think I call'd it ever after this, I fled into it
like one pursued; whether I went over by the Ladder as first contriv'd, or went in at the Hole in the Rock, which I call'd a
Door, I cannot remember; no, nor could I remember the next Morning, for never
frighted Hare fled to Cover, or Fox to Earth, with more Terror of Mind than I to this
Retreat.
I slept none that Night; the farther I was from the Occasion of my Fright, the
greater my Apprehensions were, which is something contrary
to the Nature of such Things, and especially to the usual
Practice of all Creatures in Fear: But I was so embarrass'd with my own frightful
Ideas of the Thing, that I form'd nothing but dismal Imaginations to my self, even tho' I was now a great way off of it. Sometimes I fancy'd it
must be the Devil; and Reason joyn'd in with me upon this
Supposition: For how should any other Thing in human Shape come into
the Place? Where was the Vessel that brought them? What Marks was there of any other
Footsteps? And how was it possible a Man should come there? But then to think that
Satan should take human Shape upon him in such a Place where there could
be no manner of Occasion for it, but to leave the Print of his Foot behind him, and
that even for no Purpose too, for he could not be sure I should see it; this was an
Amusement the other Way; I consider'd that the Devil might have found out abundance
of other Ways to have terrify'd me than this of the single Print of a Foot. That as I
liv'd quite on the other Side of the Island, he would never have been so simple to
leave a Mark in a Place where 'twas Ten Thousand to one whether I should ever see it or not, and in the Sand too, which the first Surge of the
Sea upon a high Wind would have defac'd entirely: All this seem'd inconsistent with
the Thing it self, and with all the Notions we usually entertain of the Subtilty of
the Devil.
Abundance of such Things as these assisted to argue me out
of all Apprehensions of its being the Devil: And I presently concluded then, that it
must be some more dangerous Creature, (viz.) That it must be some of the
Savages of the main Land over-against me, who had wander'd out to Sea in their
Canoes; and either driven by the Currents, or by contrary Winds had madeArrived at the Island; and had been on Shore, but were gone away again to
Sea, being as loth, perhaps, to have stay'd in this desolate
Island, as I would have been to have had them.
While these Reflections were rowling upon my Mind, I was very thankful in my
Thoughts, that I was so happy as not to be thereabouts at that Time, or that they did
not see my Boat, by which they would have concluded that some Inhabitants
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had been in the Place, and perhaps have
search'd farther for me: Then terrible Thoughts rack'd my Imagination about their
having found my Boat, and that there were People here; and that if so, I should
certainly have them come again in greater Numbers, and devour me; that if it should
happen so that they should not find me, yet they would find my Enclosure, destroy all
my Corn, carry away all my Flock of tame Goats, and I should
perish at last for meer Want.
Thus my Fear banish'd all my religious Hope; all that former Confidence in God which
was founded upon such wonderful Experience as I had had of his Goodness, now
vanished, as if he that had fed me by Miracle hitherto, could not preserve by his
Power the Provision which he had made for me by his Goodness. I reproach'd my self
with my Easiness, that would not sow any more Corn one Year than would just serve me
till the next Season, as if no Accident could intervene to prevent my enjoying the
Crop that was upon the Ground; and this I thought so just a Reproof, that I resolv'd
for the future to have two or three Years Corn beforehand,
so that whatever might come, I might not perish for want of Bread.
How strange a Chequer WorkCheckerboard of Providence is the Life of Man! and by what secret
differing Springs are the Affections hurry'd about as differing Circumstance present! To Day we love what to Morrow we hate; to Day we seek
what to Morrow we shun; to Day we desire what to Morrow we
fear; nay even tremble at the Apprehensions of; this was exemplify'd in me at this
Time in the most lively Manner imaginable; for I whose only Affliction was, that I
seem'd banished from human Society, that I was alone, circumscrib'd by the boundless
Ocean, cut off from Mankind, and condemn'd to what I call'd silent Life; that I was as one who
Heaven thought not worthy to be number'd among the Living,
or to appear among the rest of his Creatures; that to have seen one of my own
Species, would have seem'd to me a Raising me from Death to Life, and the greatest
Blessing that Heaven it self, next to the supreme Blessing of Salvation, could
bestow; I say, that I should now tremble at the very Apprehensions of seeing
a Man, and was ready to sink into the Ground at but the Shadow or silent Appearance
of a Man's having set his Foot in the Island.
Such is the uneven State of human Life: And it afforded me a great many curious
Speculations afterwards, when I had a little recover'd my
first Surprize; I consider'd that this was the Station of Life the infinitely wise
and good Providence of God had determin'd for me, that as I could not foresee what
the Ends of Divine Wisdom might be in all this, so I was not to dispute his
Sovereignty, who, as I was his Creature, had an undoubted Right by Creation to govern
and dispose of me absolutely as he thought fit; and who, as
I was a Creature who had offended him, had likewise a judicial Right to condemn me to what Punishment he thought fit; and that it was my
Part to submit to bear his Indignation, because I had sinn'd against him.
I then reflected that God, who was not only Righteous but Omnipotent, as he had
thought fit thus to punish and afflict me, so he was able to deliver me; that if he
did not think fit to do it, 'twas my unquestion'd Duty to resign my self absolutely
and entirely to his Will; and on the other Hand, it was my Duty also to hope in him,
pray to him, and quietly to attend the Dictates and Directions of his daily
Providence.
These Thoughts took me up many Hours, Days;
nay, I may say, Weeks and Months; and one particular Effect
of my Cogitations on this Occasion, I cannot omit, viz. One Morning early,
lying in my Bed, and fill'd with Thought about my Danger from the Appearance of
Savages, I found it discompos'd me very much, upon which
those Words of the Scripture came into my Thoughts, Call upon me in the Day of Trouble, and I will deliver, and thou
shalt glorify me.Psalm 50:15
Upon this, rising chearfully out of my Bed, my Heart was not only comforted, but I
was guided and encourag'd to pray earnestly to God for Deliverance: When I had done praying, I took up my Bible, and opening it to read, the
first Words that presented to me, were, Wait
on the Lord, and be of good Cheer, and he shall strengthen thy Heart; wait, I say,
on the Lord:Psalm 27:14 and Psalm 31:24 It is impossible
to express the Comfort this gave me. In Answer, I thankfully
laid down the Book, and was no more sad, at least, not on that Occasion.
In the middle of these Cogitations, Apprehensions and
Reflections, it came into my Thought one Day, that all this might be a meer ChimeraMonstrous imagining (more literally, a monster in Greek mythology, with a lion's
head, a goat's body, and a serpent's tail) of my own; and that this Foot
might be the Print of my own Foot, when I came on Shore from my Boat: This chear'd me
up a little too, and I began to perswade my self it was all
a Delusion; that it was nothing else but my own Foot, and
why might not I come that way from the Boat, as well as I was going that way to the Boat; again, I consider'd also that I
could by no Means tell for certain where I had trod, and where I had not; and that if
at last this was only the Print of my own Foot, I had play'd the Part of those Fools,
who strive to make stories of Spectres, and Apparitions; and then are frighted at
them more than any body.
Now I began to take Courage, and to peep
abroad again; for I had not stirr'd out of my Castle for three Days and Nights; so
that I began to starve for Provision; for I had little or nothing within Doors, but
some Barley Cakes and Water. Then I knew that my Goats wanted to be milk'd too, which
usually was my Evening Diversion; and the poor Creatures
were in great Pain and Inconvenience for want of it; and indeed, it almost spoil'd
some of them, and almost dry'd up their Milk.
Heartning my self therefore with the Belief that this was nothing but the Print of
one of my own Feet, and so I might be truly said to startStartle at my own Shadow, I began to go abroad
again, and went to my Country House, to milk my Flock; but to see with what Fear I
went forward, how often I look'd behind me, how I was ready every now and then to lay
down my Basket, and run for my Life, it would have made any one have thought I was
haunted with an evil Conscience, or that I had been
lately most terribly frighted, and so indeed I had.
However, as I went down thus two or three Days, and having seen nothing, I began to
be a little bolder; and to think there was really nothing in
it, but my own Imagination: But I cou'd not perswade my self
fully of this, till I should go down to the Shore again, and see this Print of a
Foot, and measure it by my own, and see if there was any Similitude or Fitness, that I might be assur'd it was my own Foot: But when I came to
the Place, First, It appear'd evidently to me, that when I laid up my Boat,
I could not possibly be on Shore any where there about. Secondly, When I
came to measure the Mark with my own Foot, I found my Foot
not so large by a great deal; both these Things fill'd my Head with new Imaginations,
and gave me the VapoursPhysiologically, the four humors (sanguine, choleric, phlegmatic, melancholic)
were thought to emit "vapors" that ascended to the brain and shaped one's
temperament. When the humors were unbalanced, the vapors caused distemper and
illness. again, to the highest Degree; so that I shook with cold, like one in an Ague: And I went Home
again, fill'd with the Belief that some Man or Men had been on Shore there; or in
short, that the Island was inhabited, and I might be surpriz'd before I was aware; and what course to take for my Security I
knew not.
O what ridiculous Resolution Men take, when possess'd with Fear! It deprives them of
the Use of those Means which Reason offers for their Relief. The first Thing I
propos'd to my self, was, to throw down my Enclosures, and turn all my tame Cattle
wild into the Woods, that the Enemy might not find them; and then frequent the Island
in Prospect of the same, or the like Booty: Then to the
simple Thing of Digging up my two Corn Fields, that they might not find such a Grain
there, and still be prompted to frequent the Island; then to demolish my Bower, and Tent, that they might not see any
Vestiges of Habitation, and be prompted to look farther, in order to find out the
Persons inhabiting.
These were the Subject of the first Night's Cogitation,
after I was come Home again, while the Apprehensions which had so over-run my Mind
were fresh upon me, and my Head was full of Vapours, as
above: Thus Fear of Danger is ten thousand Times more
terrifying than Danger it self, when apparent to the Eyes; and we find the Burthen of Anxiety greater by much, than the Evil which we are
anxious about; and which was worse than all this, I had not that Relief in this
Trouble from the Resignation I used to practise, that I hop'd to have. I look'd, I
thought, like Saul, who
complain'd not only that the Philistines were upon him; but that God had
forsaken him Saul, the first king of the Israelites, summons
the spirit of the prophet Samuel and tells him, "I am sore distressed; for the
Philistines make war against me, and God is departed from me, and answereth me no
more, neither by prophets, nor by dreams" (1 Samuel 28:15).; for I did not
now take due Ways to compose my Mind, by crying to God in my Distress, and resting
upon his Providence,
as I had done before, for my Defence and Deliverance; which if I had done, I had, at
least, been more cheerfully supported under this new Surprise, and perhaps carry'd through it with more Resolution.
This Confusion of my Thoughts kept me waking all Night; but in the Morning I fell
asleep, and having by the Amusement of my Mind, been, as it were, tyr'd, and my
Spirits exhausted; I slept very soundly, and wak'd much
better compos'd than I had ever been before; and now I began to think sedately; and
upon the utmost Debate with my self, I concluded, That this Island, which was so
exceeding pleasant, fruitful, and no farther from the main Land than as I had seen,
was not so entirely abandon'd as I might imagine: That
altho' there were no stated Inhabitants who liv'd on the Spot; yet that there might
sometimes come Boats off from the Shore, who either with Design, or perhaps never,
but when they were driven by cross Winds, might come to this Place.
That I had liv'd here fifteen Years now, and had not met with the least Shadow or
Figure of any People yet; and that if at any Time they should be driven here, it was
probable they went away again as soon as ever they could, seeing they had never
thought fit to fix there upon any Occasion, to this Time.
That the most I cou'd suggest any Danger from, was, from any such casual accidental
Landing of straggling People from the Main, who, as it was likely if they were driven
hither, were here against their Wills; so they made no stay here, but went off again
with all possible Speed, seldom staying one Night on Shore, least they should not
have the Help of the Tides, and Day-light back again; and that therefore I had
nothing to do but to consider of some safe
Retreat, in Case I should see any Savages land upon the
Spot.
Now I began sorely to repent, that I had dug my Cave so large, as to bring a Door
through again, which Door, as I said, came out beyond where
my Fortification joyn'd to the Rock; upon maturely considering this therefore, I
resolv'd to draw me a second Fortification, in the same Manner of a Semicircle, at a Distance from my Wall, just where I had planted a double
Row of Trees, about twelve Years before, of which I made mention: These Trees having been planted so thick before, they wanted but a few Piles
to be driven between them, that they should be thicker, and stronger, and my Wall
would be soon finish'd.
So that I had now a double Wall, and my outer Wall was thickned with Pieces of
Timber, old Cables, and every Thing I could think of, to
make it strong; having in it seven little Holes, about as big as I might put my Arm
out at: In the In-side of this, I thickned my Wall to above ten Foot thick, with
continual bringing Earth out of my Cave, and laying it at the Foot of the Wall, and
walking upon it; and through the seven Holes, I contriv'd to plant the Musquets, of
which I took Notice, that I got seven on Shore out of the Ship; these, I say, I
planted like my Cannon, and fitted them into Frames that held them like a Carriage,
that so I could fire all the seven Guns in two Minutes Time:
This Wall I was many a weary Month a finishing, and yet never thought my self safe
till it was done.
When this was done, I stuck all the Ground without my Wall, for a great way every
way, as full with Stakes or Sticks of the OsierA variety of Eurasian willows like Wood, which I found so apt
to grow, as they could well stand; insomuch, that I believe I might set in near twenty thousand of them, leaving a pretty
large Space between them and my Wall, that I might have room to see an Enemy, and
they might have no shelter from the young Trees, if they attempted to approach my
outer Wall.
Thus in two Years Time I had a thick Grove and in five or six Years Time I had a Wood
before my Dwelling, growing so monstrous thick and strong, that it was indeed
perfectly impassable; and no Men of what kind soever, would ever imagine that there was any Thing beyond it, much less a
Habitation: As for the Way which I propos'd to my self to go in and out, for I left
no Avenue; it was by setting two Ladders, one to a Part of the Rock which was low,
and then broke in, and left room to place another Ladder upon that; so when the two
Ladders were taken down, no Man living could come down to me without mischieving
himself; and if they had come down, they were still on
the Out-side of my outer Wall.
Thus I took all the Measures humane Prudence could suggest for my own Preservation;
and it will be seen at length, that they were not altogether without just Reason;
though I foresaw nothing at that Time, more than my meer Fear suggested to me.
While this was doing, I was not altogether Careless of my
other Affairs; for I had a great Concern upon me, for my little Herd of Goats; they
were not only a present Supply to me upon every Occasion,
and began to be sufficient to me, without the Expence of Powder and Shot; but also
without the Fatigue of Hunting after the wild Ones, and I was loth to lose the
Advantage of them, and to have them all to nurse up over again.
To this Purpose, after long Consideration, I could think of but two Ways to preserve
them; one was to find another convenient
Place to dig a a Cave Under-ground, and to drive them into it every Night; and the
other was to enclose two or three little Bits of Land, remote from one another and as
much conceal'd as I could, where I might keep about half a Dozen young Goats in each
Place: So that if any Disaster happen'd to the Flock in general, I might be able to
raise them again with little Trouble and Time: And this,
tho' it would require a great deal of Time and Labour, I
thought was the most rational Design.
Accordingly I spent some Time to find out the most retir'd Parts of the Island; and I
pitch'd upon one which was as private indeed as my Heart
could wish for; it was a little damp Piece of Ground in the Middle of the hollow and
thick Woods, where, as is observ'd, I almost lost my self once before, endeavouring to come back that Way from the Eastern
Part of the Island: Here I found a clear Piece of Land near three Acres, so
surrounded with Woods, that it was almost an Enclosure by
Nature, at least it did not want near so much Labour to make
it so, as the other Pieces of Ground I had work'd so hard at.
I immediately went to Work with this Piece of Ground, and in less than a Month's
Time, I had so fenc'd it round, that my Flock or Herd, call it which you please, who
were not so wild now as at first they might be supposed to be, were well enough secur'd in it. So, without any farther Delay, I removed ten young She-Goats and two He-Goats to this
Piece; and when they were there, I continued to perfect the Fence till I had made it
as secure as the other, which, however, I did at more Leisure, and it took me up more
Time by a great deal.
All this Labour I was at the Expence of,
purely from my Apprehensions on the Account of the Print of a Man's Foot which I had
seen; for as yet I never saw any human Creature come near the Island, and I had now
liv'd two Years under these Uneasinesses, which indeed made
my Life much less comfortable than it was before; as may well be imagin'd by any who
know what it is to live in the constant Snare of the Fear of Man; and this I
must observe with Grief too, that the Discomposure of my
Mind had too great Impressions also upon the religious Part
of my Thoughts, for the Dread and Terror of falling into the Hands of Savages and Canibals, lay so upon my Spirits, that I seldom
found my self in a due Temper for Application to my MakerPrayer or supplication, at least not with the sedate Calmness
and Resignation of Soul which I was wont to do; I rather pray'd to God as under great
Affliction and Pressure of Mind, surrounded with Danger, and in Expectation every
Night of being murther'd and devour'd before Morning; and I must testify from my
Experience that a Temper
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It would have made a Stoick smile to have seen, me and my little Family sit down to
Dinner; there was my Majesty the Prince and Lord of the whole Island; I had the Lives
of all my Subjects at my absolute Command. I could hang, draw, give Liberty, and take
it away, and no Rebels among all my Sublects.
Then to see how like a King I din'd too all alone, attended by my Servants,
Poll, as if he had been my Favourite, was the only Person permitted to
talk to me. My Dog who was now grown very old and crazyFeeble, and had found no
Species to multiply his Kind upon, sat always at my Right Hand, and two Cats, one on
one Side the Table, and one on the other, expecting now and then a Bit from my Hand,
as a Mark of special Favour.
But these were not the two Cats which I brought on Shore at first, for they were both
of them dead, and had been interr'd near my Habitation by my own Hand; but one of
them having multiply'd by I know not what Kind of Creature, these were two which I
had preserv'd tame, whereas the rest run wild in the Woods, and became indeed
troublesom to me at last; for they would often come into my House, and plunder me
too, till at last I was obliged to shoot them, and did kill a great many; at length
they left me with this Attendance, and in this plentiful
Manner I lived; neither could I be said to want any thing
but Society, and of that in some time after this, I was like
to have too much.
I was something impatient, as I have observ'd,
to have the Use of my Boat; though very loath to run any more Hazards; and therefore
sometimes I sat contriving Ways to get her about the Island, and at other Times I sat
my self down contented enough without her. But I had a
strange Uneasiness in my Mind to go down to the Point of the Island, where, as I have
said, in my last Ramble, I went up the Hill to see how the Shore lay, and how the
Current set, that I might see what I had to do: This Inclination encreas'd upon me
every Day, and at length I resolv'd to travel thither by Land, following the Edge of the Shore, I did so: But had any one in
England been to meet such a Man as I was, it must either have frighted
them, or rais'd a great deal of Laughter; and as I frequently stood still to look at
my self, I could not but smile at the Notion of my travelling through
Yorkshire with such an Equipage, and in such a Dress: Be pleas'd to take
a Scetch of my Figure as follows,
I had a great high shapeless Cap, made of a Goat's Skin, with a Flap hanging down
behind, as well to keep the Sun from me, as to shoot the Rain off from running into
my Neck; nothing being so hurtful in these Climates, as the Rain upon the Flesh under
the Cloaths.
I had a short Jacket of Goat-Skin, the Skirts coming down to
about the middle of my Thighs; and a Pair of open-knee'd Breeches of the same, the
Breeches were made of the Skin of an old He-goat, whose Hair hung down such
a Length on either Side, that like PantaloonsBreeches or trousers it reach'd to the
middle of my Legs; Stockings and Shoes I had none, but had made me a Pair of
some-things, I scarce know what to call them, like BuskinsCalf-high or knee-high boots
to flap over my Legs, and lace on either Side like Spatter-dashesLong gaiters or leggings
of leather, to keep boots and trousers from being spattered with mud; but of a most barbarous Shape, as indeed were
all the rest of my Cloaths.
I had on a broad Belt of Goat's-Skin dry'd, which I drew together with two ThongsCords of the same, instead of
Buckles, and in a kind of a FrogA loop
attached to a belt, designed to hold a sword or bayonet on either Side of
this. Instead of a Sword and a Dagger, hung a little Saw and a Hatchet, one on one
Side, one on the other. I had another Belt not so broad, and fasten'd in the same
Manner, which hung over my Shoulder; and at the End of it, under my left Arm, hung
two Pouches, both made of Goat's-Skin too; in one of which hung my Powder, in the
other my Shot: At my Back I carry'd my Basket, on my Shoulder my Gun, and over my
Head a great clumsy ugly Goat-Skin Umbrella, but which,
after all, was the most necessary Thing I had about me, next to my Gun: As for my
Face, the Colour of it was really not so Moletta,A variation of the word "mulatto," here used to
refer to brown skin like as one might expect from a Man not at all careful of it, and living within nineteen Degrees of the
Equinox. My Beard I had once suffer'd to grow till it was about a Quarter
of a Yard long; but as I had both Scissars and Razors sufficient, I had cut it pretty short, except what grew on my upper Lip, which I had
trimm'd into a large Pair of Mahometan Whiskers A long moustache, such as a Muslim man might have worn, such as I had seen
worn by some Turks, who I saw at Sallee; for the Moors did
not wear such, tho' the Turks did; of these MuschatoesMustachios or
Whiskers, I will not say they were long enough to hang my Hat upon them; but they
were of a Length and Shape monstrous enough, and such as in England would
have pass'd for frightful.
But all this is by the by; for as to my Figure, I had so few to observe me, that it
was of no manner of Consequence; so I say no more to that Part. In this kind of
Figure I went my new Journey, and was out five or six Days. I travell'd first along
the Sea Shore, directly to the Place where I
first brought my Boat to an Anchor, to get up upon the Rocks; and having no Boat now
to take care of, I went over the Land a nearer Way to the
same Height that I was upon before, when looking forward to the Point of the Rocks
which lay out, and which I was oblig'd to double with my Boat, as is said above: I
was surpriz'd to see the Sea all smooth and quiet, no Ripling, no Motion, no Current,
any more there than in other Places.
I was at a strange Loss to understand this, and resolv'd to spend some Time in the
observing it, to see if nothing from the Sets of the Tide had occasion'd it; but I was presently convinc'd how it was,
viz. That the Tide of Ebb setting from the West, and joyning
with the Current of Waters from some great River on the Shore, must be the Occasion
of this Current; and that according as the Wind blew more forcibly from the
West, or from the North, this Current came nearer, or went
farther from the Shore; for waiting thereabouts till Evening, I went up to the Rock
again, and then the Tide of Ebb being made, I plainly saw the Current again as before, only, that it run farther of, being near half a League
from the Shore; whereas in my Case, it set close upon the Shore, and hurry'd me and
my Canoe along with it, which at another Time it would not have done.
This Observation convinc'd me, That I had nothing to do but
to observe the Ebbing and the Flowing of the Tide, and I might very easily bring my
Boat about the Island again: But when I began to think of
putting it in Practice, I had such a Terror upon my Spirits at the Remembrance of the
Danger I had been in, that I could not think of it again with any Patience; but on
the contrary, I took up another Resolution which was more safe, though more laborious; and this was, That I would
build, or rather make me another Periagau or Canoe; and so have one
for one Side of the Island, and one for the other.
You are to understand, that now I had, as I may call it, two Plantations in the
Island; one my little Fortification or Tent, with the Wall about it under the Rock,
with the Cave behind me, which by this Time I had enlarg'd into several Apartments,
or Caves, one within another. One of these, which was the dryest, and largest, and
had a Door out beyond my Wall or Fortification; that is to say, beyond where my Wall
joyn'd to the Rock, was all fill'd up with the large Earthen Pots, of which I have
given an Account, and with fourteen or fifteen great Baskets, which would hold five
or six Bushels each, where I laid up my Stores of Provision, especially my Corn, some
in the Ear cut off short from the Straw, and the other rubb'd out with my Hand.
As for my Wall made, as before, with long Stakes or Piles, those Piles grew
all like Trees, and were by this Time grown so big, and spread so very much, that
there was not the least Appearance to any one's View of any Habitation behind
them.
Near this Dwelling of mine, but a little farther within the Land, and upon lower
Ground, lay my two Pieces of Corn-Ground, which I kept duly cultivated and sow'd, and
which duly yielded me their Harvest in its Season; and whenever I had occasion for
more Corn, I had more Land adjoyning as fit as that.
Besides this, I had my Country Seat, and I had now a tollerable Plantation there
also; for first, I had my little Bower, as I call'd it, which I kept in Repair;
that is to say, I kept the Hedge which circled it in, constantly fitted
up to its usual Height, the Ladder standing
always in the Inside; I kept the Trees which at first were no more than my Stakes,
but were now grown very firm and tall; I kept them always so cut, that they might
spread and grow thick and wild, and make the more agreeable Shade, which they did
effectually to my Mind. In the Middle of this I had my Tent always standing, being a piece of a Sail spread over Poles set up for
that Purpose, and which never wanted any Repair or Renewing; and under this I had
made me a SquabA
cushion forming part of the inside fittings of a carriage or Couch, with
the Skins of the Creatures I had kill'd, and with other soft
Things, and a Blanket laid on them, such as belong'd to our Sea-Bedding, which I had
saved, and a great Watch-Coat to cover me; and here, whenever I had Occasion to be
absent from my chief Seat, I took up my Country Habitation.
Adjoyning to this I had my Enclosures for my Cattle, that is to say, my Goats: And as
I had taken an inconceivable deal of Pains to fence and enclose this Ground, so I was so uneasy to see it kept entire,
lest the Goats should break thro', that I never left off till with infinite Labour I
had stuck the Out-side of the Hedge so full of small Stakes, and so near to one
another, that it was rather a Pale than a Hedge, and there was scarce Room to put a
Hand thro' between them, which afterwards when those Stakes grew, as they all did in
the next rainy Season, made the Enclosure strong like a Wall, indeed stronger than
any Wall.
This will testify for me that I was not idle, and that I spared no Pains to bring to
pass whatever appear'd necessary for my comfortable Support; for I consider'd the keeping up a Breed of tame
Creatures thus at my Hand, would be a living Magazine of
Flesh, Milk, Butter and Cheese, for me as
long as I liv'd in the Place, if it were to be forty Years; and that keeping them in
my Reach, depended entirely upon my perfecting my Enclosures
to such a Degree, that I might be sure of keeping them together; which by this Method
indeed I so effectually secur'd, that when these little Stakes began to grow, I had planted them so very thick,
I was forced to pull some of them up again.
In this Place also I had my Grapes growing, which I principally depended on for my
Winter Store of Raisins; and which I never fail'd to preserve very carefully, as the best and most agreeable Dainty of my whole Diet; and
indeed they were not agreeable only, but physical, wholesome, nourishing, and refreshing to the last Degree.
As this was also about half Way between my other Habitation,
and the Place where I had laid up my Boat, I generally stay'd, and lay here in my Way
thither; for I used frequently to visit my Boat, and I kept all Things about or
belonging to her in very good Order; sometimes I went out in her to divert my self,
but no more hazardous Voyages would I go, nor scarce ever above a Stone's CastA stone's throw, or a very short distance or two from the
Shore, I was so apprehensive of being hurry'd out of my
Knowledge again by the Currents, or Winds, or any other Accident. But now I come to a new Scene of my Life.
It happen'd one Day about Noon going towards my Boat, I was exceedingly surpriz'd
with the Print of a Man's naked Foot on the Shore, which was very plain to be seen in
the Sand: I stood like one Thunder-struck, or as if I had seen an Apparition; I
listen'd, I look'd round me, I could hear nothing, nor see any Thing, I went up to a
rising Ground to look farther, I went up the Shore and down the Shore, but it was all
one, I could see no other Impression but that
one, I went to it again to see if there were any more, and to observe if it might not
be my Fancy; but there was no Room for that, for there was exactly the very Print of
a Foot, Toes, Heel, and every Part of a Foot; how it came thither, I knew not, nor
could in the least imagine. But after innumerable fluttering Thoughts, like a Man
perfectly confus'd and out of my self, I came Home to my Fortification, not feeling,
as we say, the Ground I went on, but terrify'd to the last Degree, looking behind me
at every two or three Steps, mistaking every Bush and Tree, and fancying every Stump at a Distance to be a Man; nor is it
possible to describe how many various Shapes affrighted
Imagination represented Things to me in, how many wild Ideas were found every Moment
in my Fancy, and what strange unaccountable Whimsies came into my Thoughts by the
Way.
When I came to my Castle, for so I think I call'd it ever after this, I fled into it
like one pursued; whether I went over by the Ladder as first contriv'd, or went in at the Hole in the Rock, which I call'd a
Door, I cannot remember; no, nor could I remember the next Morning, for never
frighted Hare fled to Cover, or Fox to Earth, with more Terror of Mind than I to this
Retreat.
I slept none that Night; the farther I was from the Occasion of my Fright, the
greater my Apprehensions were, which is something contrary
to the Nature of such Things, and especially to the usual
Practice of all Creatures in Fear: But I was so embarrass'd with my own frightful
Ideas of the Thing, that I form'd nothing but dismal Imaginations to my self, even tho' I was now a great way off of it. Sometimes I fancy'd it
must be the Devil; and Reason joyn'd in with me upon this
Supposition: For how should any other Thing in human Shape come into
the Place? Where was the Vessel that brought them? What Marks was there of any other
Footsteps? And how was it possible a Man should come there? But then to think that
Satan should take human Shape upon him in such a Place where there could
be no manner of Occasion for it, but to leave the Print of his Foot behind him, and
that even for no Purpose too, for he could not be sure I should see it; this was an
Amusement the other Way; I consider'd that the Devil might have found out abundance
of other Ways to have terrify'd me than this of the single Print of a Foot. That as I
liv'd quite on the other Side of the Island, he would never have been so simple to
leave a Mark in a Place where 'twas Ten Thousand to one whether I should ever see it or not, and in the Sand too, which the first Surge of the
Sea upon a high Wind would have defac'd entirely: All this seem'd inconsistent with
the Thing it self, and with all the Notions we usually entertain of the Subtilty of
the Devil.
Abundance of such Things as these assisted to argue me out
of all Apprehensions of its being the Devil: And I presently concluded then, that it
must be some more dangerous Creature, (viz.) That it must be some of the
Savages of the main Land over-against me, who had wander'd out to Sea in their
Canoes; and either driven by the Currents, or by contrary Winds had madeArrived at the Island; and had been on Shore, but were gone away again to
Sea, being as loth, perhaps, to have stay'd in this desolate
Island, as I would have been to have had them.
While these Reflections were rowling upon my Mind, I was very thankful in my
Thoughts, that I was so happy as not to be thereabouts at that Time, or that they did
not see my Boat, by which they would have concluded that some Inhabitants
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had been in the Place, and perhaps have
search'd farther for me: Then terrible Thoughts rack'd my Imagination about their
having found my Boat, and that there were People here; and that if so, I should
certainly have them come again in greater Numbers, and devour me; that if it should
happen so that they should not find me, yet they would find my Enclosure, destroy all
my Corn, carry away all my Flock of tame Goats, and I should
perish at last for meer Want.
Thus my Fear banish'd all my religious Hope; all that former Confidence in God which
was founded upon such wonderful Experience as I had had of his Goodness, now
vanished, as if he that had fed me by Miracle hitherto, could not preserve by his
Power the Provision which he had made for me by his Goodness. I reproach'd my self
with my Easiness, that would not sow any more Corn one Year than would just serve me
till the next Season, as if no Accident could intervene to prevent my enjoying the
Crop that was upon the Ground; and this I thought so just a Reproof, that I resolv'd
for the future to have two or three Years Corn beforehand,
so that whatever might come, I might not perish for want of Bread.
How strange a Chequer WorkCheckerboard of Providence is the Life of Man! and by what secret
differing Springs are the Affections hurry'd about as differing Circumstance present! To Day we love what to Morrow we hate; to Day we seek
what to Morrow we shun; to Day we desire what to Morrow we
fear; nay even tremble at the Apprehensions of; this was exemplify'd in me at this
Time in the most lively Manner imaginable; for I whose only Affliction was, that I
seem'd banished from human Society, that I was alone, circumscrib'd by the boundless
Ocean, cut off from Mankind, and condemn'd to what I call'd silent Life; that I was as one who
Heaven thought not worthy to be number'd among the Living,
or to appear among the rest of his Creatures; that to have seen one of my own
Species, would have seem'd to me a Raising me from Death to Life, and the greatest
Blessing that Heaven it self, next to the supreme Blessing of Salvation, could
bestow; I say, that I should now tremble at the very Apprehensions of seeing
a Man, and was ready to sink into the Ground at but the Shadow or silent Appearance
of a Man's having set his Foot in the Island.
Such is the uneven State of human Life: And it afforded me a great many curious
Speculations afterwards, when I had a little recover'd my
first Surprize; I consider'd that this was the Station of Life the infinitely wise
and good Providence of God had determin'd for me, that as I could not foresee what
the Ends of Divine Wisdom might be in all this, so I was not to dispute his
Sovereignty, who, as I was his Creature, had an undoubted Right by Creation to govern
and dispose of me absolutely as he thought fit; and who, as
I was a Creature who had offended him, had likewise a judicial Right to condemn me to what Punishment he thought fit; and that it was my
Part to submit to bear his Indignation, because I had sinn'd against him.
I then reflected that God, who was not only Righteous but Omnipotent, as he had
thought fit thus to punish and afflict me, so he was able to deliver me; that if he
did not think fit to do it, 'twas my unquestion'd Duty to resign my self absolutely
and entirely to his Will; and on the other Hand, it was my Duty also to hope in him,
pray to him, and quietly to attend the Dictates and Directions of his daily
Providence.
These Thoughts took me up many Hours, Days;
nay, I may say, Weeks and Months; and one particular Effect
of my Cogitations on this Occasion, I cannot omit, viz. One Morning early,
lying in my Bed, and fill'd with Thought about my Danger from the Appearance of
Savages, I found it discompos'd me very much, upon which
those Words of the Scripture came into my Thoughts, Call upon me in the Day of Trouble, and I will deliver, and thou
shalt glorify me.Psalm 50:15
Upon this, rising chearfully out of my Bed, my Heart was not only comforted, but I
was guided and encourag'd to pray earnestly to God for Deliverance: When I had done praying, I took up my Bible, and opening it to read, the
first Words that presented to me, were, Wait
on the Lord, and be of good Cheer, and he shall strengthen thy Heart; wait, I say,
on the Lord:Psalm 27:14 and Psalm 31:24 It is impossible
to express the Comfort this gave me. In Answer, I thankfully
laid down the Book, and was no more sad, at least, not on that Occasion.
In the middle of these Cogitations, Apprehensions and
Reflections, it came into my Thought one Day, that all this might be a meer ChimeraMonstrous imagining (more literally, a monster in Greek mythology, with a lion's
head, a goat's body, and a serpent's tail) of my own; and that this Foot
might be the Print of my own Foot, when I came on Shore from my Boat: This chear'd me
up a little too, and I began to perswade my self it was all
a Delusion; that it was nothing else but my own Foot, and
why might not I come that way from the Boat, as well as I was going that way to the Boat; again, I consider'd also that I
could by no Means tell for certain where I had trod, and where I had not; and that if
at last this was only the Print of my own Foot, I had play'd the Part of those Fools,
who strive to make stories of Spectres, and Apparitions; and then are frighted at
them more than any body.
Now I began to take Courage, and to peep
abroad again; for I had not stirr'd out of my Castle for three Days and Nights; so
that I began to starve for Provision; for I had little or nothing within Doors, but
some Barley Cakes and Water. Then I knew that my Goats wanted to be milk'd too, which
usually was my Evening Diversion; and the poor Creatures
were in great Pain and Inconvenience for want of it; and indeed, it almost spoil'd
some of them, and almost dry'd up their Milk.
Heartning my self therefore with the Belief that this was nothing but the Print of
one of my own Feet, and so I might be truly said to startStartle at my own Shadow, I began to go abroad
again, and went to my Country House, to milk my Flock; but to see with what Fear I
went forward, how often I look'd behind me, how I was ready every now and then to lay
down my Basket, and run for my Life, it would have made any one have thought I was
haunted with an evil Conscience, or that I had been
lately most terribly frighted, and so indeed I had.
However, as I went down thus two or three Days, and having seen nothing, I began to
be a little bolder; and to think there was really nothing in
it, but my own Imagination: But I cou'd not perswade my self
fully of this, till I should go down to the Shore again, and see this Print of a
Foot, and measure it by my own, and see if there was any Similitude or Fitness, that I might be assur'd it was my own Foot: But when I came to
the Place, First, It appear'd evidently to me, that when I laid up my Boat,
I could not possibly be on Shore any where there about. Secondly, When I
came to measure the Mark with my own Foot, I found my Foot
not so large by a great deal; both these Things fill'd my Head with new Imaginations,
and gave me the VapoursPhysiologically, the four humors (sanguine, choleric, phlegmatic, melancholic)
were thought to emit "vapors" that ascended to the brain and shaped one's
temperament. When the humors were unbalanced, the vapors caused distemper and
illness. again, to the highest Degree; so that I shook with cold, like one in an Ague: And I went Home
again, fill'd with the Belief that some Man or Men had been on Shore there; or in
short, that the Island was inhabited, and I might be surpriz'd before I was aware; and what course to take for my Security I
knew not.
O what ridiculous Resolution Men take, when possess'd with Fear! It deprives them of
the Use of those Means which Reason offers for their Relief. The first Thing I
propos'd to my self, was, to throw down my Enclosures, and turn all my tame Cattle
wild into the Woods, that the Enemy might not find them; and then frequent the Island
in Prospect of the same, or the like Booty: Then to the
simple Thing of Digging up my two Corn Fields, that they might not find such a Grain
there, and still be prompted to frequent the Island; then to demolish my Bower, and Tent, that they might not see any
Vestiges of Habitation, and be prompted to look farther, in order to find out the
Persons inhabiting.
These were the Subject of the first Night's Cogitation,
after I was come Home again, while the Apprehensions which had so over-run my Mind
were fresh upon me, and my Head was full of Vapours, as
above: Thus Fear of Danger is ten thousand Times more
terrifying than Danger it self, when apparent to the Eyes; and we find the Burthen of Anxiety greater by much, than the Evil which we are
anxious about; and which was worse than all this, I had not that Relief in this
Trouble from the Resignation I used to practise, that I hop'd to have. I look'd, I
thought, like Saul, who
complain'd not only that the Philistines were upon him; but that God had
forsaken him Saul, the first king of the Israelites, summons
the spirit of the prophet Samuel and tells him, "I am sore distressed; for the
Philistines make war against me, and God is departed from me, and answereth me no
more, neither by prophets, nor by dreams" (1 Samuel 28:15).; for I did not
now take due Ways to compose my Mind, by crying to God in my Distress, and resting
upon his Providence,
as I had done before, for my Defence and Deliverance; which if I had done, I had, at
least, been more cheerfully supported under this new Surprise, and perhaps carry'd through it with more Resolution.
This Confusion of my Thoughts kept me waking all Night; but in the Morning I fell
asleep, and having by the Amusement of my Mind, been, as it were, tyr'd, and my
Spirits exhausted; I slept very soundly, and wak'd much
better compos'd than I had ever been before; and now I began to think sedately; and
upon the utmost Debate with my self, I concluded, That this Island, which was so
exceeding pleasant, fruitful, and no farther from the main Land than as I had seen,
was not so entirely abandon'd as I might imagine: That
altho' there were no stated Inhabitants who liv'd on the Spot; yet that there might
sometimes come Boats off from the Shore, who either with Design, or perhaps never,
but when they were driven by cross Winds, might come to this Place.
That I had liv'd here fifteen Years now, and had not met with the least Shadow or
Figure of any People yet; and that if at any Time they should be driven here, it was
probable they went away again as soon as ever they could, seeing they had never
thought fit to fix there upon any Occasion, to this Time.
That the most I cou'd suggest any Danger from, was, from any such casual accidental
Landing of straggling People from the Main, who, as it was likely if they were driven
hither, were here against their Wills; so they made no stay here, but went off again
with all possible Speed, seldom staying one Night on Shore, least they should not
have the Help of the Tides, and Day-light back again; and that therefore I had
nothing to do but to consider of some safe
Retreat, in Case I should see any Savages land upon the
Spot.
Now I began sorely to repent, that I had dug my Cave so large, as to bring a Door
through again, which Door, as I said, came out beyond where
my Fortification joyn'd to the Rock; upon maturely considering this therefore, I
resolv'd to draw me a second Fortification, in the same Manner of a Semicircle, at a Distance from my Wall, just where I had planted a double
Row of Trees, about twelve Years before, of which I made mention: These Trees having been planted so thick before, they wanted but a few Piles
to be driven between them, that they should be thicker, and stronger, and my Wall
would be soon finish'd.
So that I had now a double Wall, and my outer Wall was thickned with Pieces of
Timber, old Cables, and every Thing I could think of, to
make it strong; having in it seven little Holes, about as big as I might put my Arm
out at: In the In-side of this, I thickned my Wall to above ten Foot thick, with
continual bringing Earth out of my Cave, and laying it at the Foot of the Wall, and
walking upon it; and through the seven Holes, I contriv'd to plant the Musquets, of
which I took Notice, that I got seven on Shore out of the Ship; these, I say, I
planted like my Cannon, and fitted them into Frames that held them like a Carriage,
that so I could fire all the seven Guns in two Minutes Time:
This Wall I was many a weary Month a finishing, and yet never thought my self safe
till it was done.
When this was done, I stuck all the Ground without my Wall, for a great way every
way, as full with Stakes or Sticks of the OsierA variety of Eurasian willows like Wood, which I found so apt
to grow, as they could well stand; insomuch, that I believe I might set in near twenty thousand of them, leaving a pretty
large Space between them and my Wall, that I might have room to see an Enemy, and
they might have no shelter from the young Trees, if they attempted to approach my
outer Wall.
Thus in two Years Time I had a thick Grove and in five or six Years Time I had a Wood
before my Dwelling, growing so monstrous thick and strong, that it was indeed
perfectly impassable; and no Men of what kind soever, would ever imagine that there was any Thing beyond it, much less a
Habitation: As for the Way which I propos'd to my self to go in and out, for I left
no Avenue; it was by setting two Ladders, one to a Part of the Rock which was low,
and then broke in, and left room to place another Ladder upon that; so when the two
Ladders were taken down, no Man living could come down to me without mischieving
himself; and if they had come down, they were still on
the Out-side of my outer Wall.
Thus I took all the Measures humane Prudence could suggest for my own Preservation;
and it will be seen at length, that they were not altogether without just Reason;
though I foresaw nothing at that Time, more than my meer Fear suggested to me.
While this was doing, I was not altogether Careless of my
other Affairs; for I had a great Concern upon me, for my little Herd of Goats; they
were not only a present Supply to me upon every Occasion,
and began to be sufficient to me, without the Expence of Powder and Shot; but also
without the Fatigue of Hunting after the wild Ones, and I was loth to lose the
Advantage of them, and to have them all to nurse up over again.
To this Purpose, after long Consideration, I could think of but two Ways to preserve
them; one was to find another convenient
Place to dig a a Cave Under-ground, and to drive them into it every Night; and the
other was to enclose two or three little Bits of Land, remote from one another and as
much conceal'd as I could, where I might keep about half a Dozen young Goats in each
Place: So that if any Disaster happen'd to the Flock in general, I might be able to
raise them again with little Trouble and Time: And this,
tho' it would require a great deal of Time and Labour, I
thought was the most rational Design.
Accordingly I spent some Time to find out the most retir'd Parts of the Island; and I
pitch'd upon one which was as private indeed as my Heart
could wish for; it was a little damp Piece of Ground in the Middle of the hollow and
thick Woods, where, as is observ'd, I almost lost my self once before, endeavouring to come back that Way from the Eastern
Part of the Island: Here I found a clear Piece of Land near three Acres, so
surrounded with Woods, that it was almost an Enclosure by
Nature, at least it did not want near so much Labour to make
it so, as the other Pieces of Ground I had work'd so hard at.
I immediately went to Work with this Piece of Ground, and in less than a Month's
Time, I had so fenc'd it round, that my Flock or Herd, call it which you please, who
were not so wild now as at first they might be supposed to be, were well enough secur'd in it. So, without any farther Delay, I removed ten young She-Goats and two He-Goats to this
Piece; and when they were there, I continued to perfect the Fence till I had made it
as secure as the other, which, however, I did at more Leisure, and it took me up more
Time by a great deal.
All this Labour I was at the Expence of,
purely from my Apprehensions on the Account of the Print of a Man's Foot which I had
seen; for as yet I never saw any human Creature come near the Island, and I had now
liv'd two Years under these Uneasinesses, which indeed made
my Life much less comfortable than it was before; as may well be imagin'd by any who
know what it is to live in the constant Snare of the Fear of Man; and this I
must observe with Grief too, that the Discomposure of my
Mind had too great Impressions also upon the religious Part
of my Thoughts, for the Dread and Terror of falling into the Hands of Savages and Canibals, lay so upon my Spirits, that I seldom
found my self in a due Temper for Application to my MakerPrayer or supplication, at least not with the sedate Calmness
and Resignation of Soul which I was wont to do; I rather pray'd to God as under great
Affliction and Pressure of Mind, surrounded with Danger, and in Expectation every
Night of being murther'd and devour'd before Morning; and I must testify from my
Experience that a Temper
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It was one of the Nights in the rainy Season in March, the four and
twentieth Year of my first setting Foot in this Island of
Solitariness; I was lying in my Bed, or Hammock, awake, very well in Health, had no
Pain, no Distemper, no Uneasiness of Body; no, nor any Uneasiness of Mind, more than
ordinary; but could by no means close my Eyes; that is, so as to sleep; no, not a
Wink all Night long, otherwise than as follows:
It is as impossible, as needless, to set down
the innumerable Crowd of Thoughts that whirl'd through that great thorow-fare of the
Brain, the Memory, in this Night's Time: I run over the whole History of my Life in
Miniature, or by Abridgment, as I may call it, to
my coming to this Island; and also of the Part of my Life, since I came to this
Island. In my Reflections upon the State of my Case, since I came on Shore on this
Island, I was comparing the happy Posture of my Affairs,
in the first Years of my Habitation here, compar'd to the Life of Anxiety, Fear and
Care, which I had liv'd ever since I had seen the Print of a Foot in the Sand; not
that I did not believe the Savages had frequented the Island even all the while, and
might have been several Hundreds of them at Times on Shore there; but I had never
known it, and was incapable of any Apprehensions about it; my Satisfaction was
perfect, though my Danger was the same; and I was as happy in not knowing my Danger,
as if I had never really been expos'd to it: This furnish'd my Thoughts with many
very profitable Reflections, and particularly this one, How infinitely Good that
Providence is, which has provided in its Government of Mankind, such narrow bounds to his Sight and Knowledge of Things, and though
he walks in the midst of so many thousand Dangers, the Sight
of which, if discover'd to him, would distract his Mind, and sink his Spirits; he is
kept serene, and calm, by having the Events of Things hid from his Eyes, and knowing
nothing the Dangers which surround him.
After these Thoughts had for some Time entertain'd me, I
came to reflect seriously upon the real Danger I had been in, for so many Years, in
this very Island; and how I had walk'd about in the greatest Security, and with all
possible Tranquillity; even when perhaps nothing but a Brow of a Hill, a great Tree, or the casual
Approach of Night, had been between me and the worst kind of Destruction,
viz. That of falling into the Hands of Cannibals, and Savages, who would
have seiz'd on me with the same View, as I did of a Goat, or a Turtle; and have
thought it no more a Crime to kill and devour me, than I did of a Pidgeon, or a CurlieuA
bird with a long, curved bill.: I would unjustly slander my self, if I
should say I was not sincerely thankful to my great Preserver, to whose singular
Protection I acknowledg'd, with great Humility, that all
these unknown Deliverances were due; and without which, I must inevitably have fallen
into their merciless Hands.
When these Thoughts were over, my Head was for some time taken up in considering the
Nature of these wretched Creatures; I mean, the Savages; and how it came to pass in
the World, that the wise Governour of all Things should give up any of his Creatures
to such Inhumanity; nay, to something so much below, even
Brutality it self, as to devour its own kind; but as this ended in some (at that Time
fruitless) Speculations, it occurr'd to me to enquire, what Part of the World these
Wretches liv'd in; how far off the Coast was from whence they came; what they
ventur'd over so far from home for; what kind of Boats they had; and why I might not
order my self, and my Business so, that I might be as able
to go over thither, as they were to come to me.
I never so much as troubl'd my self, to consider what I should do with my self, when
I came thither; what would become of me, if I fell into the
Hands of the Savages; or how I should escape from them, if they attempted me; no, nor
so much as how it was possible for me to reach the Coast, and not be attempted by some or other of them, without any Possibility of delivering my self; and if I should
not fall into their Hands, what I should do for Provision, or whither I should bend
my Course; none of these Thoughts, I say, so much as came in my way; but my Mind was
wholly bent upon the Notion of my passing over in my Boat, to the Main Land: I look'd
back upon my present Condition, as the most miserable that
could possibly be, that I was not able to throw my self into any thing but Death,
that could be call'd worse; that if I reached the Shore of the Main, I might perhaps
meet with Relief, or I might coast along, as I did on the Shore of Africk,
till I came to some inhabited Country, and where I might
find some Relief; and after all perhaps, I might fall in
with some Christian Ship, that might take me in; and if the worse came to the worst,
I could but die, which would put an end to all these Miseries at once. Pray note, all
this was the fruit of a disturb'd Mind, an impatient Temper,
made as it were desperate by the long Continuance of my Troubles, and the
Disappointments I had met in the Wreck, I had been on board of; and where I had been
so near the obtaining what I so earnestly long'd for, viz. Some-body to
speak to, and to learn some Knowledge from of the Place where I was, and of the
probable Means of my Deliverance; I say, I was agitated wholly by these Thoughts: All
my Calm of Mind in my Resignation to Providence, and waiting
the Issue of the Dispositions of Heaven, seem'd to be suspended; and I had, as it
were, no Power to turn my Thoughts to any thing, but to the Project of a Voyage to
the Main, which came upon me with such Force, and such an Impetuosity of Desire, that it was not to be resisted.
When this had agitated my Thoughts for two
Hours, or more, with such Violence, that it set my very Blood into a Ferment, and my
Pulse beat as high as if I had been in a Feaver, meerly with the extraordinary
Fervour of my Mind about it; Nature, as if I had been fatigued and exhausted with the
very Thought of it, threw me into a sound Sleep; one would have thought, I should
have dream'd of it: But I did not, nor of any Thing relating to it; but I dream'd,
that as I was going out in the Morning as usual from my Castle, I saw upon the Shore,
two Canoes, and eleven Savages coming to Land, and
that they brought with them another Savage, who they were going to kill, in Order to
eat him; when on a sudden, the Savage that they were going
to kill, jumpt away, and ran for his Life; and I thought in my Sleep, that he came
running into my little thick Grove, before my Fortification, to hide himself; and
that I seeing him alone, and not perceiving that the other
sought him that Way, show'd my self to him, and smiling upon him, encourag'd him;
that he kneel'd down to me, seeming to pray me to assist him; upon which I shew'd my
Ladder, made him go up, and carry'd him into my Cave, and he became my Servant; and that as soon as I had gotten this Man, I said to my self, now I may certainly venture to the main Land; for this Fellow will serve
me as a Pilot, and will tell me what to do, and whether to go for Provisions; and
whether not to go for fear of being devoured, what Places to venture into, and what to escape: I wak'd with this
Thought, and was under such inexpressible Impressions of
Joy, at the Prospect of my Escape in my Dream, that the Disappointments which I felt
upon coming to my self, and finding it was no more than a Dream, were equally
extravagant the other Way, and threw me into
a very great Dejection of Spirit.
Upon this however, I made this Conclusion, that my only Way to go about an Attempt
for an Escape, was, if possible, to get a Savage into my Possession; and if possible,
it should be one of their Prisoners, who they had condemn'd to be eaten, and should
bring thither to kill; but these Thoughts still were attended with this Difficulty,
that it was impossible to effect this, without attacking a
whole Caravan of them, and killing them all; and this was not only a very desperate
Attempt, and might miscarry; but on the other Hand, I had
greaty scrupled the Lawfulness of it to me; and my Heart trembled at the thoughts of
shedding so much Blood, tho' it was for my Deliverance. I
need not repeat the Arguments which occurr'd to me against this, they being the same
mention'd before; but tho' I had other Reasons to offer now (viz.) that
those Men were Enemies to my Life, and would devour me, if they could; that it was
Self-preservation in the highest Degree, to deliver my self from this Death of a
Life, and was acting in my own Defence, as much as if they were actually assaulting
me, and the like. I say, tho' these Things argued for it, yet the Thoughts of
shedding Humane Blood for my Deliverance, were very Terrible to me, and such as I
could by no Means reconcile my self to, a great while.
However at last, after many secret Disputes with my self, and after great
Perplexities about it, for all these Arguments one Way and another struggl'd in my
Head a long Time, the eager prevailing Desire of Deliverance at length master'd all
the rest; and I resolv'd, if possible, to get one of those Savages into my Hands,
cost what it would. My next Thing then was to
contrive how to do it, and this indeed was very difficult to resolve on: But as I could pitch upon no probable Means for
it, so I resolv'd to put my self upon the Watch, to see them when they came on Shore,
and leave the rest to the Event, taking such Measures as the Opportunity should
present, let be what would be.
With these Resolutions in my Thoughts, I set my self upon the Scout, as often as
possible, and indeed so often till I was heartily tir'd of
it, for it was above a Year and Half that I waited, and for great part of that Time
went out to the West End, and to the South West Corner of the
Island, almost every Day, to see for Canoes, but none appear'd. This was very
discouraging, and began to trouble me much, tho' I cannot
say that it did in this Case, as it had done some time before that, (viz.)
wear off the Edge of my Desire to the Thing. But the longer it seem'd to be delay'd,
the more eager I was for it; in a Word, I was not at first so careful to shun the sight of these Savages, and avoid being seen
by them, as I was now eager to be upon them.
Besides, I fancied my self able to manage One, nay, Two or Three Savages, if I had
them so as to make them entirely Slaves to me, to do whatever I should direct them,
and to prevent their being able at any time to do me any
Hurt. It was a great while, that I pleas'd my self with this Affair, but nothing
still presented; all my Fancies and Schemes came to nothing, for no Savages came near
me for a great while.
About a Year and half after I had entertain'd these Notions, and by long musing, had
as it were resolved them all into nothing, for want of an Occasion to put them in Execution, I was surpriz'd one Morning early, with seeing no less than five
Canoes all on Shore together on my side the Island; and the People who
belong'd to them all landed, and out of my sight: The Number of them broke all my
Measures, for seeing so many, and knowing that they always came four or six, or
sometimes more in a Boat, I could not tell what to think of it, or how to take my
Measures, to attack Twenty or Thirty Men single handed; so I
lay still in my Castle, perplex'd and discomforted: However I put my self into all
the same Postures for an Attack that I had formerly
provided, and was just ready for Action, if any Thing had presented; having waited a good while, listening to hear if they made any
Noise; at length being very impatient, I set my Guns at the Foot of my Ladder, and
clamber'd up to the Top of the Hill, by my two Stages as usual; standing so however
that my Head did not appear above the Hill, so that they could not perceive me by any
Means; here I observ'd by the help of my Perspective Glass, that they were no less
than Thirty in Number, that they had a Fire kindled, that they had had Meat dress'd.
How they had cook'd it, that I knew not, or what it was; but they were all Dancing in
I know not how many barbarous Gestures and Figures, their own Way, round the
Fire.
While I was thus looking on them, I perceived by my Perspective, two miserable
Wretches dragg'd from the Boats, where it seems they were laid by, and were now
brought out for the Slaughter. I perceived one of them immediately fell, being
knock'd down, I suppose with a Club or Wooden Sword, for that was their way, and two
or three others were at work immediately cutting him open for their Cookery, while
the other Victim was left standing by himself, till they should be ready for him. In that very Moment this poor Wretch
seeing himself a little at Liberty, Nature inspir'd him
with Hopes of Life, and he started away from them, and ran with incredible Swiftness
along the Sands directly towards me, I mean towards that part of the Coast, where my
Habitation was.
I was dreadfully frighted, (that I must acknowledge) when I
perceived him to run my Way; and especially, when as I thought I saw him pursued by
the whole Body, and now I expected that part of my Dream was coming to pass, and that
he would certainly take shelter in my Grove; but I could not depend by any means upon
my Dream for the rest of it, (viz.) that the other Savages would not pursue
him thither, and find him there. However I kept my Station, and my Spirits began to
recover, when I found that there was not above three Men that follow'd him, and still
more was I encourag'd, when I found that he outstrip'd them exceedingly in running,
and gain'd Ground of them, so that if he could but hold it for half an Hour, I saw
easily he would fairly get away from them all.
There was between them and my Castle, the Creek which I mention'd often at the first
part of my Story, when I landed my Cargoes out of the Ship; and this I saw plainly,
he must necessarily swim over, or the poor Wretch would be taken there: But when the
Savage escaping came thither, he made nothing of it, tho'
the Tide was then up, but plunging in, swam thro' in about Thirty Strokes or
thereabouts, landed and ran on with exceeding Strength and Swiftness; when the Three
Persons came to the Creek, I found that Two of them could Swim, but the Third cou'd
not, and that standing on the other Side, he look'd at the other, but went no
further; and soon after went softly back
again, which as it happen'd, was very well for him in the
main.
I observ'd, that the two who swam, were yet more than twice as long swimming over the
Creek, as the Fellow was, that fled from them: It came now very warmly upon my
Thoughts, and indeed irresistibly, that now was my Time to get me a Servant, and
perhaps a Companion, or Assistant; and that I was call'd plainly by Providence to
save this poor Creature's Life; I immediately run down the Ladders with all possible
Expedition, fetches my two Guns, for they were both but at the Foot of the Ladders,
as I observ'd above; and getting up again, with the same haste, to the Top of the
Hill, I cross'd toward the Sea; and having a very short Cut, and all down Hill, clapp'dPlaced my self in the way,
between the Pursuers, and the Pursu'd; hallowing aloud to him that fled, who looking
back, was at first perhaps as much frighted at me, as at them; but I beckon'd with my
Hand to him, to come back; and in the mean time, I slowly advanc'd towards the two that follow'd; then rushing at once upon the foremost, I
knock'd him down with the StockThe
butt of a gun of my Piece; I was loath to fire, because I would not have
the rest hear; though at that distance, it would not have been easily heard, and
being out of Sight of the Smoke too, they wou'd not have easily known what to make of
it: Having knock'd this Fellow down, the other who pursu'd with him stopp'd, as if he
had been frighted; and I advanc'd a-pace towards him; but as
I came nearer, I perceiv'd presently, he had a Bow and Arrow, and was fitting it to
shoot at me; so I was then necessitated to shoot at him first, which I did, and
kill'd him at the first Shoot; the poor Savage who fled, but had stopp'd; though he
saw both his Enemies fallen, and kill'd, as he thought; yet was so frighted with the Fire, and Noise of my Piece;
that he stood Stock still, and neither came forward or went backward, tho' he seem'd
rather enclin'd to fly still, than to come on; I hollow'd again to him, and made
Signs to come forward, which he easily understood, and came a little way, then
stopp'd again, and then a little further, and stopp'd again, and I cou'd then
perceive that he stood trembling, as if he had been taken Prisoner, and had just been
to be kill'd, as his two Enemies were; I beckon'd him again to come to me, and gave
him all the Signs of Encouragement that I could think of, and he came nearer and
nearer, kneeling down every Ten or Twelve steps in token of acknowledgement for my
saving his Life: I smil'd at him, and look'd pleasantly, and beckon'd to him to come
still nearer; at length he came close to me, and then he kneel'd down again, kiss'd
the Ground, and laid his Head upon the Ground, and taking me
by the Foot, set my Foot upon his Head; this it seems was in token of swearing to be
my Slave for ever; I took him up, and made much of him, and encourag'd him all I
could. But there was more work to do yet, for I perceived the Savage who I knock'd down, was not kill'd, but stunn'd with
the blow, and began to come to himself; so I pointed to him,
and showing him the Savage, that he was not dead; upon this
he spoke some Words to me, and though I could not understand
them, yet I thought they were pleasant to hear, for they were the first sound of a
Man's Voice, that I had heard, my own excepted, for above Twenty Five Years.
But there was no time for such Reflections now, the Savage
who was knock'd down recover'd himself so far, as to sit up upon the Ground, and I
perceived that my Savage began to be afraid; but when I saw that, I presented my other Piece at the
Man, as if I would shoot him, upon this my Savage, for so I call him now,
made a Motion to me to lend him my Sword, which hung naked in a Belt by my side; so I
did, he no sooner had it, but he runs to his Enemy, and at
one blow cut off his Head as cleaverly, no Executioner in Germany, could
have done it sooner or better; which I thought very strange, for one who I had Reason
to believe never saw a Sword in his Life before, except
their own Wooden Swords; however it seems, as I learn'd afterwards, they make their
Wooden Swords so sharp, so heavy, and the Wood is so hard, that they will cut off
Heads even with them, ay and Arms, and that at one blow too; when he had done this,
he comes laughing to me in Sign of Triumph, and brought me the Sword again, and with
abundance of Gestures which I did not understand, laid it down with the Head of the
Savage, that he had kill'd just before me.
But that which astonish'd him most, was to know how I had kill'd the other Indian so
far off, so pointing to him, he made Signs to me to let him go to him, so I bad him
go, as well as I could, when he came to him, he stood like one amaz'd, looking at
him, turn'd him first on one side, then on t'other, look'd at the Wound the Bullet
had made, which it seems was just in his Breast, where it had made a Hole, and no
great Quantity of Blood had follow'd, but he had bled inwardly, for he was quite
dead; He took up his Bow, and Arrows, and came back, so I
turn'd to go away, and beckon'd to him to follow me, making Signs to him, that more
might come after them.
Upon this he sign'd to me, that he should bury them with Sand, that they might not be
seen by the rest if they follow'd; and so I made Signs again to him to do so; he fell
to Work, and in an instant he had scrap'd a
Hole in the Sand, with his Hands, big enough to bury the first in, and then dragg'd
him into it, and cover'd him, and did so also by the other; I believe he had bury'd
them both in a Quarter of an Hour; then calling him away, I carry'd him not to my Castle, but quite away to my Cave, on the
farther Part of the Island; so I did not let my Dream come to pass in that Part,
viz. That he came into my Grove for shelter.
Here I gave him Bread, and a Bunch of Raisins to eat, and a Draught of Water, which I
found he was indeed in great Distress for, by his Running; and having refresh'd him,
I made Signs for him to go lie down and sleep; pointing to a Place where I had laid a
great Parcel of Rice Straw, and a Blanket upon it, which I used to sleep upon my self
sometimes; so the poor Creature laid down, and went to sleep.
He was a comely handsome Fellow, perfectly well made; with straight strong Limbs, not
too large; tall and well shap'd, and as I reckon, about twenty six Years of Age. He
had a very good Countenance, not a fierce and surly Aspect; but seem'd to have
something very manly in his Face, and yet he had all the Sweetness and Softness of an
European in his Countenance too, especially when he smil'd. His Hair was
long and black, not curl'd like Wool; his Forehead very high, and large, and a great
Vivacity and sparkling Sharpness in his Eyes. The Colour of his Skin was not quite
black, but very tawny; and yet not of an ugly yellow nauseous tawny, as the
Brasilians, and Virginians, and other Natives of America are; but of a bright kind of a dun olive Colour, that had in it something very agreeable; tho' not very
easy to describe. His Face was round, and plump; his Nose small, not flat like the
Negroes, a very good Mouth, thin Lips, and his fine Teeth well set, and white as Ivory. After
he had slumber'd, rather than slept, about half an Hour, he wak'd again, and comes
out of the Cave to me; for I had been milking my Goats, which I had in the Enclosure
just by: When he espy'd me, he came running to me, laying himself down again upon the
Ground, with all the possible Signs of an humble thankful Disposition, making a many
antick Gestures to show it: At last he lays his Head flat upon the Ground, close to
my Foot, and sets my other Foot upon his Head, as he had done before; and after this,
made all the Signs to me of Subjection, Servitude, and Submission imaginable, to let
me know, how he would serve me as long as he liv'd; I understood him in many Things,
and let him know, I was very well pleas'd with him; in a little Time I began to speak
to him, and teach him to speak to me; and first, I made him know his Name should be
Friday, which was the Day I sav'd his Life; I call'd him so for the
Memory of the Time; I likewise taught him to say Master, and then let him
know, that was to be my Name; I likewise taught him to say, YES, and NO, and to know
the Meaning of them; I gave him some Milk, in an earthen Pot, and let him see me
Drink it before him, and sop my Bread in it; and I gave him a Cake of Bread, to do
the like, which he quickly comply'd with, and made Signs that it was very good for
him.
I kept there with him all that Night; but as soon as it was Day, I beckon'd to him to
come with me, and let him know, I would give him some Cloaths, at which he seem'd
very glad, for he was stark naked: As we went by the Place where he had bury'd the
two Men, he pointed exactly to the Place, and shew'd me the Marks that he had made to
find them again, making Signs to me, that we
should dig them up again, and eat them; at this I appear'd very angry, express'd my
Abhorrence of it, made as if I would vomit at the
Thoughts of it, and beckon'd with my Hand to him to come away, which he did
immediately, with great Submission. I then led him up to the Top of the Hill, to see
if his Enemies were gone; and pulling out my Glass, I look'd, and saw plainly the Place where they had been, but no appearance of them, or of their Canoes; so that it was
plain they were gone, and had left their two Comrades behind them, without any search
after them.
But I was not content with this Discovery; but having now more Courage, and
consequently more Curiosity, I takes my Man FridayThe idiom "Man Friday" or "Girl Friday" still refers
to an especially faithful servant or personal assistant. It came into use with the
release of the film "His Girl Friday" (1940), whose title alludes to Defoe's
novel. with me, giving him the Sword in his Hand, with the Bow and Arrows
at his Back, which I found he could use very dextrously, making him carry one Gun for
me, and I two for my self, and away we march'd to the Place, where these Creatures
had been; for I had a Mind now to get some fuller Intelligence of them: When I came
to the Place, my very Blood ran chill in my Veins, and my Heart sunk within me, at
the Horror of the Spectacle: Indeed it was a dreadful Sight, at least it was so to
me; though Friday made nothing of it: The Place was cover'd with humane
Bones, the Ground dy'd with their Blood, great Pieces of Flesh left here and there,
half eaten, mangl'd and scorch'd; and in short, all the Tokens of the triumphant
Feast they had been making there, after a Victory over their Enemies: I saw three
Skulls, five Hands, and the Bones of three or four Legs and Feet, and abundance of
other Parts of the Bodies; and Friday, by his Signs, made me understand,
that they brought over four Prisoners to feast upon; that three of them were eaten
up, and that he, pointing to himself, was the
fourth: That there had been a great Battle between them, and their next King, whose
Subjects it seems he had been one of; and that they had taken a great Number of Prisoners, all which were carry'd to several Places
by those that had taken them in the Fight, in order to feast upon them, as was done
here by these Wretches upon those they brought hither.
I caus'd Friday to gather all the Skulls, Bones, Flesh, and whatever
remain'd, and lay them togethere on a Heap, and make a great
Fire upon it, and burn them all to Ashes: I found Friday had still a
hankering Stomach after some of the Flesh, and was still a Cannibal in his Nature;
but I discover'dDemonstrated so much Abhorrence at the
very Thoughts of it, and at the least Appearance of it, that he durst not discoverReveal it; for I had by some Means let him know, that I would kill him if
he offer'd it.
When we had done this, we came back to our Castle, and there I fell to work for my
Man Friday; and first of all, I gave him a pair of Linnen Drawers, which I had out of the poor Gunner's Chest I mention'd,
and which I found in the Wreck; and which with a little Alteration fitted him very
well; then I made him a Jerkin of Goat's-skin, as well as my Skill would allow; and I
was now grown a tollerable good Taylor; and I gave him a Cap, which I had made of a
Hare-skin, very convenient, and fashionable enough; and thus he was cloath'd for the
present, tollerably well; and was mighty well pleas'd to see himself almost as well
cloath'd as his Master: It is true, he went awkardly in these Things at first;
wearing the Drawers was very awkard to him, and the Sleeves of the Wast-coat gall'd
his Shoulders, and the inside of his Arms; but a little easing them where he
complain'd they hurt him, and using himself
to them, at length he took to them very well.
The next Day after I came home to my Hutch with him, I began to consider where I
should lodge him, and that I might do well for him, and yet be perfectly easy my
self; I made a little Tent for him in the vacant Place between my two Fortifications,
in the inside of the last, and in the outside of the first; and as there was a Door,
or Entrance there into my Cave, I made a formal fram'd Door Case, and a Door to it of
Boards, and set it up in the Passage, a little within the Entrance; and causing the
Door to open on the inside, I barr'd it up in the Night, taking in my Ladders too; so
that Friday could no way come at me in the inside of my innermost Wall,
without making so much Noise in getting over, that it must needs waken me; for my
first Wall had now a compleat Roof over it of long Poles, covering all my Tent, and
leaning up to the side of the Hill, which was again laid cross with smaller Sticks
instead of LathsThin, narrow strips of wood used to form a groundwork upon which to
fasten the slates of a roof, and then thatch'd over a great Thickness, with
the Rice Straw, which was strong like Reeds; and at the Hole or Place which was left
to go in or out by the Ladder, I had plac'd a kind of Trap-door, which if it had been
attempted on the outside, would not have open'd at all,
but would have fallen down, and made a great Noise; and as to Weapons, I took them
all in to my Side every Night.
But I needed none of all this Precaution; for never Man had
a more faithful, loving, sincere Servant, than
Friday was to me; without Passions, Sullenness or Designs, perfectly
oblig'd and engag'd; his very Affections were ty'd to me,
like those of a Child to a Father; and I dare say, he would have sacrific'd his Life
for the saving mine, upon any occasion whatsoever; the many Testimonies he gave me of
this, put it out of doubt, and soon convinc'd me, that I needed to use no Precautions, as to my Safety on his Account.
This frequently gave me occasion to observe, and that with wonder, that however it
had pleas'd God, in his Providence, and in the Government of the Works of his Hands,
to take from so great a Part of the World of his Creatures, the best uses to which
their Faculties, and the Powers of their Souls are adapted; yet that he has bestow'd
upon them the same Powers, the same Reason, the same Affections, the same Sentiments
of Kindness and Obligation, the same Passions and Resentments of Wrongs; the same
Sense of Gratitude, Sincerity, Fidelity, and all the Capacities of doing Good, and
receiving Good, that he has given to us; and that when he pleases to offer to them
Occasions of exerting these, they are as ready, nay, more ready to apply them to the
right Uses for which they were bestow'd, than we are; and this made me very
melancholly sometimes, in reflecting as the several Occasions presented, how mean a
Use we make of all these, even though we have these Powers enlighten'd by the great Lamp of Instruction, the Spirit of
God, and by the Knowledge of his Word, added to our Understanding; and why it has
pleas'd God to hide the like saving Knowledge from so many
Millions of Souls, who if I might judge by this poor Savage, would make a much better
use of it than we did.
From hence, I sometimes was led too far to invade the Soveraignty of
Providence, and as it were arraign the Justice of so arbitrary a
Disposition of Things, that should hide that Light from some, and reveal it to
others, and yet expect a like Duty from both: But I shut it up, and check'd my
Thoughts with this Conclusion, (1st.) That we
did not know by what Light and Law these should be Condemn'd; but that as God was
necessarily, and by the Nature of his Being, infinitely Holy and Just, so it could
not be; but that if these Creatures were all sentenc'd to Absence from himself, it was on account of sinning against that Light which,
as the Scripture says, was a Law to themselves, and by such
Rules as their Consciences would acknowledge to be just, tho' the Foundation was not
discover'd to us: And (2d.) that still as we are all the Clay in the Hand of the
Potter, no Vessel could say to him, Why hast thou form'd me thus?
But to return to my New Companion; I was greatly delighted with him, and made it my
Business to teach him every Thing, that was proper to
make him useful, handy, and helpful; but especially to make
him speak, and understand me when I spake, and he was the aptest Schollar that ever
was, and particularly was so merry, so constantly diligent, and so pleased, when he
cou'd but understand me, or make me understand him, that it
was very pleasant to me to talk to him; and now my Life began to be so easy, that I
began to say to my self, that could I but have been safe from more Savages, I cared
not, if I was never to remove from the place while I lived.
After I had been two or three Days return'd to my Castle, I thought that, in order to
bring Friday off from his horrid way of feeding, and from the Relish of a
Cannibal's Stomach, I ought to let him taste other Flesh; so I took him out with me
one Morning to the Woods: I went indeed intending to kill a Kid out of my own Flock,
and bring him home and dress it. But as I was going, I saw a She Goat lying down in
the Shade, and two young Kids sitting by her, I catch'd hold of Friday, hold says I, stand still; and made Signs to him
not to stir, immediately I presented my
Piece, shot and kill'd one of the Kids. The poor Creature who had at a Distance
indeed seen me kill the Savage his Enemy, but did not know, or could imagine how it
was done, was sensibly surpriz'd, trembled, and shook, and
look'd so amaz'd, that I thought he would have sunk down. He
did not see the Kid I shot at, or perceive I had kill'd it, but ripp'd up his
Wastcoat to feel if he was not wounded, and as I found, presently thought I was
resolv'd to kill him; for he came and kneel'd down to me, and embraceing my Knees,
said a great many Things I did not understand; but I could
easily see that the meaning was to pray me not to kill him.
I soon found a way to convince him that I would do him no harm, and taking him up by
the Hand laugh'd at him, and pointed to the Kid which I had kill'd, beckoned to him
to run and fetch it, which he did; and while he was wondering and looking to see how
the Creature was kill'd, I loaded my Gun again, and by and
by I saw a great Fowl like a Hawk sit upon a Tree within Shot; so to let
Friday understand a little what I would do, I call'd him to me again,
pointed at the Fowl which was indeed a Parrot, tho' I thought it had been a Hawk, I
say pointing to the Parrot, and to my Gun, and to the Ground under the Parrot, to let
him see I would make it fall, I made him understand that I would shoot and kill that
Bird; according I fir'd and bad him look, and immediately he saw the Parrot fall, he
stood like one frighted again, notwithstanding all I had
said to him; and I found he was the more amaz'd, because he did not see me put any
Thing into the Gun; but thought that there must be some wonderful Fund of Death and
Destruction in that Thing, able to kill Man, Beast, Bird, or any Thing near, or far off; and the Astonishment this created in him was such, as could not wear off
for a long Time; and I believe, if I would have let him, he would have worshipp'd me
and my Gun: As for the Gun it self, he would not so much as touch it for several Days
after; but would speak to it, and talk to it, as if it had answer'd him, when he was by himself; which, as I afterwards learn'd of him, was to
desire it not to kill him.
Well, after his Astonishment was a little over at this, I pointed to him to run and
fetch the Bird I had shot, which he did, but stay'd some Time; for the Parrot not
being quite dead, was flutter'd away a good way off from the Place where she fell;
however, he found her, took her up, and brought her to me; and as I had perceiv'd his
Ignorance about the Gun before, I took this Advantage to
charge the Gun again, and not let him see me do it, that I might be ready for any
other Mark that might present; but nothing more offer'd at that Time; so I brought
home the Kid, and the same Evening I took the Skin off, and cut it out as well as I
could; and having a Pot for that purpose, I boil'd, or stew'd some of the Flesh, and
made some very good Broth; and after I had begun to eat some, I gave some to my Man,
who seem'd very glad of it, and lik'd it very well; but that
which was strangest to him, was, to see me eat Salt with it; he made a Sign to me,
that the Salt was not good to eat, and putting a little into his own Mouth, he seem'd
to nauseate it, and would spit and sputter at it, washing his Mouth with fresh Water
after it; on the other hand, I took some Meat in my Mouth without Salt, and I
pretended to spit and sputter for want of Salt, as fast as he had done at the Salt;
but it would not do, he would never care for
Salt with his Meat, or in his Broth; at least not a great while, and then but a very
little.
Having thus fed him with boil'd Meat and Broth, I was resolv'd to feast him the next
Day with roasting a Piece of the Kid; this I did by hanging it before the Fire, in a
String, as I had seen many People do in England, setting two Poles up, one
on each side the Fire, and one cross on the Top, and tying the String to the
Cross-stick, letting the Meat turn continually: This Friday admir'd very much; but when he came to taste the Flesh, he took so
many ways to tell me how well he lik'd it, that I could not but understand him; and
at last he told me he would never eat Man's Flesh any more, which I was very glad to
hear.
The next Day I set him to work to beating some Corn out, and sifting it in the manner
I us'd to do, as I observ'd before, and he soon understood how to do it as well as I,
especially after he had seen what the Meaning of it was, and that it was to make
Bread of; for after that I let him see me make my Bread, and bake it too, and in a
little Time Friday was able to do all the Work for me, as well as I could do
it my self.
I begun now to consider, that having two Mouths to feed, instead of one, I must
provide more Ground for my Harvest, and plant a larger Quantity of Corn, than I us'd
to do; so I mark'd out a larger Piece of Land, and began the Fence in the same Manner
as before, in which Friday not only work'd very willingly, and very hard;
but did it very chearfully, and I told him what it was for; that it was for Corn to
make more Bread, because he was now with me, and that I might have enough for him,
and my self too: He appear'd very sensible of that Part, and let me know, that he
thought I had much more Labour upon me on his
Account, than I had for my self; and that he would work the harder for me, if I would
tell him what to do.
This was the pleasantest Year of all the Life I led in this Place; Friday
began to talk pretty well, and understand the Names of almost every Thing I had
occasion to call for, and of every Place I had to send him to, and talk'd a great
deal to me; so that in short I began now to have some Use for my Tongue again, which
indeed I had very little occasion for before; that is to say, about Speech;
besides the Pleasure of talking to him, I had a singular Satisfaction in the Fellow himself; his simple unfeign'd Honesty,
appear'd to me more and more every Day, and I began really to love the Creature; and
on his Side, I believe he lov'd me more than it was possible for him ever to love any
Thing before.
I had a Mind once to try if he had any hankering Inclination to his own Country
again, and having learn'd him English so well that he could answer me almost
any Questions, I ask'd him whether the Nation that he
belong'd to never conquer'd in Battle, at which he smil'd; and said; yes, yes, we
always fight the better; that is, he meant always get the better in Fight; and so we
began the following Discourse: You always fight the better said I, How came you to be
taken Prisoner then, Friday?
Friday, My Nation beat much, for all that.
Master, How beat; if your Nation beat them, how come you to be taken?
Friday, They more many than my Nation in the Place where me was; they take
one, two, three, and me; my Nation over beat them in the yonder Place, where me no
was; there my Nation take one, two, great Thousand.
Master, But why did not your Side recover you from the Hands of your Enemies
then?
Friday, They run one, two, three, and me, and make go in the Canoe;
my Nation have no Canoe that time.
Master, Well, Friday, and What does your Nation do with the Men they take, do they carry them away, and eat them, as these
did?
Friday, Yes, my Nation eat Man's too, eat all up.
Master, Where do they carry them?
Friday, Go to other Place where they think.
Master, Do they come hither?
Friday, Yes, yes, they come hither; come other else Place.
Master, Have you been here with them?
Friday, Yes, I been here; [points to the N. W. Side of the
Island] which it seems was their Side.
By this I understood, that my Man Friday had formerly been among the
Savages, who us'd to come on Shore on the farther Part of the Island, on the same Man eating Occasions that he was now
brought for; and sometime after, when I took the Courage to carry him to that Side,
being the same I formerly mention'd, he presently knew
the Place, and told me, he was there once when they eat up twenty Men, two Women, and
one Child; he could not tell Twenty in English; but he numbred them by
laying so many Stones on a Row, and pointing to me to tell them over.
I have told this Passage, because it introduces what follows; that after I had had
this Discourse with him, I ask'd him how far it was from our Island to the Shore, and whether the Canoes were not often lost; he told
me, there was no Danger, no Canoes ever lost; but that after a little way
out to the Sea, there was a Current, and Wind, always one way in the Morning, the
other in the Afternoon.
This I understood to be no more than the Sets
of the Tide, as going out, or coming in; but I afterwards understood, it was
occasion'd by the great Draft and Reflux of the mighty River Oroonooko; in the Mouth, or the Gulph of which River, as I found afterwards, our Island lay; and this Land
which I perceiv'd to the W. and N. W. was the great Island
Trinidad, on the North Point of the Mouth of the River: I ask'd
Friday a thousand Questions about the Country, the Inhabitants, the Sea,
the Coast, and what Nation were near; he told me all he knew with the greatest
Openness imaginable; I ask'd him the Names of the several
Nations of his Sort of People; but could get no other Name
than Caribs; from whence I easily understood, that
these were the Caribbees, which our Maps place on the Part of
America, which reaches from the Mouth of the River Oroonooko to
Guiana, and onwards to St. Martha: He told me that up a great
way beyond the Moon, that was, beyond the Setting of the Moon, which must be
W. from their Country, there dwelt white bearded Men, like me; and
pointed to my great Whiskers, which I mention'd before; and that they had kill'd
much Mans, that was his Word; by all which I understood, he meant the
Spaniards, whose Cruelties in America had been spread over the
whole Countries, and was remember'd by all the Nations from Father to Son.
I enquir'd if he could tell me how I might come from this Island, and get among those
white Men; he told me, yes, yes, I might go in two Canoe; I could not
understand what he meant, or make him describe to me what he meant by two
Canoe, till at last with great Difficulty, I found he meant it must be in a
large great Boat, as big as two Canoes.
This Part of Friday's Discourse began
to relish with me very well, and from this Time I entertain'd some Hopes, that one
Time or other, I might find an Opportunity to make my Escape from this Place; and
that this poor Savage might be a Means to help me to do it.
During the long Time that Friday has now been with me, and that he began to
speak to me, and understand me, I was not wanting to lay a Foundation of religious Knowledge in his Mind; particularly I ask'd him one Time who made him? The poor
Creature did not understand me at all, but thought I had ask'd who was his Father;
but I took it by another handle, and ask'd him who made the Sea, the Ground we walk'd
on, and the Hills, and Woods; he told me it was one old Benamuckee, that liv'd beyond all: He could describe nothing of this great
Person, but that he was very old; much older he said than the Sea, or the Land; than
the Moon, or the Stars: I ask'd him then, if this old Person had made all Things, why
did not all Things worship him; he look'd very grave, and with a perfect Look of
Innocence, said, All Things do say O to him: I ask'd him if the People who
die in his Country went away any where; he said, yes, they all went to BenamuckeeThere is no historic mythological source for this deity.; then
I ask'd him whether these they eat up went thither too, he said yes.
From these Things, I began to instruct him in the Knowledge of the true God: I told
him that the great Maker of all Things liv'd up there, pointing up towards Heaven:
That he governs the World by the same Power and Providence by which he had made it:
That he was omnipotent, could do every Thing for us, give every Thing to us, take
every Thing from us; and thus by Degrees I open'd his Eyes.
He listned with great Attention, and receiv'd with Pleasure the Notion of Jesus
Christ being sent to redeem us, and of the Manner of making our Prayers to
God, and his being able to hear us, even into Heaven; he told me one Day, that if our
God could hear us up beyond the Sun, he must needs be a
greater God than their Benamuckee, who liv'd but a little way off, and yet
could not hear, till they went up to the great Mountains where he dwelt, to speak to
him; I ask'd him if ever he went thither, to speak to him; he said no, they never
went that were young Men; none went thither but the old Men, who he call'd their Oowocakee,There is no historical source for this. that is, as I made him
explain it to me, their Religious, or Clergy, and that they went to say O,
(so he called saying Prayers) and then came back, and told them what
Benamuckee said: By this I observ'd, That there is Priestcraft,
even amongst the most blinded ignorant Pagans in the World;
and the Policy of making a secret Religion, in order to
preserve the Veneration of the People to the Clergy, is not
only to be found in the Roman, but perhaps among
all Religions in the World, even among the most brutish and barbarous Savages.
I endeavour'd to clear up this Fraud, to my Man Friday, and told him, that
the Pretence of their old Men going up the Mountains, to say O to their God
Benamuckee, was a Cheat, and their bringing Word from thence what he
said, was much more so; that if they met with any Answer, or spake with any one
there, it must be with an evil Spirit: And then I entred into a long Discourse with him about the Devil, the Original of him, his
Rebellion against God, his Enmity to Man, the Reason of it, his setting himself up in
the dark Parts of the World to be Worship'd instead of God,
and as God; and the many Stratagems he made use of to delude Mankind to his Ruine; how he
had a secret access to our Passions, and to our Affections, to adapt his Snares so to
our Inclinations, as to cause us even to be our own Tempters, and to run upon our
Destruction by our own Choice.
I found it was not so easie to imprint right Notions in his
Mind about the Devil, as it was about the Being of a God. Nature assisted all my
Arguments to Evidence to him, even the Necessity of a
great first Cause and over-ruling governing Power; a secret directing Providence, and
of the Equity, and Justice, of paying Homage to him that made us, and the like. But
there appeared nothing of all this in the Notion of an evil Spirit; of his Original, his Being, his Nature, and above all of his
Inclination to do Evil, and to draw us in to do so too; and the poor Creature puzzl'd
me once in such a manner, by a Question meerly natural and innocent, that I scarce
knew what to say to him. I had been talking a great deal to him of the Power of God, his Omnipotence, his dreadful Nature to Sin, his
being a consuming Fire to the Workers of Iniquity, how, as he had made us all, he
could destroy us and all the World in a Moment; and he listen'd with great
Seriousness to me all the while.
After this, I had been telling him how the Devil was God's
Enemy in the Hearts of Men, and used all his Malice and Skill to defeat the good
Designs of Providence, and to ruine the Kingdom of Christ in the World; and the like.
Well, says Friday, but you say, God is so strong, so great, is he not much
strong, much might as the Devil? Yes, yes, says I, Friday, God is stronger
than the Devil, God is above the Devil, and therefore we pray to God to tread him
down under our Feet, and enable us to resist
his Temptations and quench his fiery Darts. But, says he again, if God
much strong, much might as the Devil, why God no kill the Devil, so make him no
more do wicked?
I was strangely surpriz'd at his Question, and after all, tho' I was now an old Man,
yet I was but a young Doctor, and ill enough quallified for a Casuist, or a Solver of
Difficulties: And at first I could not tell what to say, so I pretended not to hear
him, and ask'd him what he said? But he was too earnest for an Answer to forget his
Question; so that he repeated it in the very same broken
Words, as above. By this time I had recovered my self a little, and I said, God
will at last punish him severely; he is reserv'd for the Judgment, and is
to be cast into the Bottomless-Pit, to dwell with everlasting Fire. This did not satisfie Friday, but he returns upon
me, repeating my Words, RESERVE, AT LAST, me no underderstand; but, Why not kill
the Devil now, not kill great ago? You may as well ask me, said I,
Why God does not kill you and I, when we do wicked Things here that offend him? We
are preserv'd to repent and be pardon'd: He muses a while at this; well,
well, says he, mighty affectionately, that well; so you, I, Devil, all
wicked, all preserve, repent, God pardon all.
Here I was run down again by him to the last Degree, and it was a Testimony to me,
how the meer Notions of Nature, though they will guide reasonable Creatures to the Knowledge of a God, and of a Worship or Homage due to the supreme Being, of God as the
Consequence of our Nature; yet nothing but divine Revelation can from the Knowledge
of Jesus Christ, and of a Redemption purchas'd for
us, of a Mediator of the new Covenant, and of an Intercessor, at the Foot-stool of
God's Throne; I say, nothing but a Revelation from Heaven, can form these in the Soul, and that therefore the Gospel of our
Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ; I mean, the Word of God, and the Spirit of
God promis'd for the Guide and Sanctifier of his People, are the absolutely necessary Instructors of the Souls of Men, in the saving
Knowledge of God, and the Means of Salvation.
I therefore diverted the present Discourse between me and my
Man, rising up hastily, as upon some sudden Occasion of going out; then sending him
for something a good way off, I seriously pray'd to God that he would enable me to
instruct savingly this poor Savage, assisting by his Spirit
the Heart of the poor ignorant Creature, to receive the Light of the Knowledge of God
in Christ, reconciling him to himself, and would
guide me to speak so to him from the Word of God, as his Conscience might be
convinc'd, his Eyes open'd, and his Soul sav'd. When he came again to me, I entred
into a long Discourse with him upon the Subject of the Redemption of Man by the
Saviour of the World, and of the Doctrine of the Gospel preach'd from Heaven,
viz. of Repentance towards God, and Faith in our Blessed Lord
Jesus. I then explain'd to him, as well as I could, why our Blessed
Redeemer took not on him the Nature of Angels, but the Seed of Abraham, and
how for that Reason the fallen Angels had no Share in the Redemption; that he came
only to the lost Sheep of the House of Israel, and the like.
I had, God knows, more Sincerity than Knowledge, in
all the Methods I took for this poor Creature's Instruction, and must acknowledge
what I believe all that act upon the same Principle will find, That in laying Things
open to him, I really inform'd and instructed my self in many Things, that either I
did not know, or had not fully consider'd
before; but which occurr'd naturally to my Mind, upon my searching into them, for the
Information of this poor Savage; and I had more Affection in my Enquiry after Things
upon this Occasion, than ever I felt before; so that whether this poor wild Wretch
was the better for me, or no, I had great Reason to be thankful that ever he came to
me: My Grief set lighter upon me, my Habitation grew comfortable to me beyond
Measure; and when I reflected that in this solitary Life which I had been confin'd
to, I had not only been moved my self to look up to Heaven, and to seek to the Hand
that had brought me there; but was now to be made an Instrument under Providence to
save the Life, and for ought I knew, the Soul of a poor Savage, and bring him to the true Knowledge of Religion, and
of the Christian Doctrine, that he might know Christ Jesus, to know whom is Life
eternal. I say, when I reflected upon all these
Things, a secret Joy run through every Part of my Soul, and I frequently rejoyc'd
that ever I was brought to this Place, which I had so often thought the most dreadful
of all Afflictions that could possibly have befallen me.
In this thankful Frame I continu'd all the Remainder of my
Time, and the Conversation which employ'd the Hours between Friday and I,
was such, as made the three Years which we liv'd there together perfectly and
compleatly happy, if any such Thing as compleat Happiness can be form'd in a
sublunary State. The Savage was now a good
Christian, a much better than I; though I have reason to
hope, and bless God for it, that we were equally penitent, and comforted restor'd
Penitents; we had here the Word of God to read, and no farther off from his Spirit to
instruct, than if we had been in England.
I always apply'd my self in Reading the
Scripture, to let him know, as well as I could, the
Meaning of what I read; and he again, by his serious
Enquiries, and Questionings, made me, as I said before, a much better
Scholar in the Scripture Knowledge, than I should ever have been by my own private
meer Reading. Another thing I cannot refrain from observing
here also from Experience, in this retir'd Part of my Life,
viz. How infinite and inexpressible a Blessing
it is, that the Knowledge of God, and of the Doctrine of Salvation by Christ Jesus, is so plainly laid down in the Word of God; so easy
to be receiv'd and understood: That as the bare reading the
Scripture made me capable of understanding enough of my Duty, to carry me directly on
to the great Work of sincere Repentance for my Sins, and laying hold of a Saviour for Life and Salvation, to a stated Reformation in Practice,
and Obedience to all God's Commands, and this without any Teacher or Instructer; I mean, humane; so the same plain
Instruction sufficiently serv'd to the enlightning this
Savage Creature, and bringing him to be such a Christian, as I have known few equal
to him in my Life.
As to all the Disputes, Wranglings, Strife and Contention, which has happen'd in the
World about Religion, whether Niceties in Doctrines, or Schemes of Church Government,
they were all perfectly useless to us; as for ought I can
yet see, they have been to all the rest of the World: We had the sure Guide
to Heaven, viz. The Word of God; and we had, blessed be God,
comfortable Views of the Spirit of God teaching and
instructing us by his Word, leading us into all Truth, and making us both
willing and obedient to the Instruction of his Word; and
I cannot see the least Use that the greatest
Knowledge of the disputed Points in Religion which have made such Confusions in the
World would have been to us, if we could have obtain'd it;
but I must go on with the Historical Part of Things, and take every Part in its
order.
After Friday and I became more intimately acquainted, and that he could understand almost all I said to him, and speak
fluently, though in broken English to me; I acquainted him with my own Story, or at least so much of it as related to my coming into
the Place, how I had liv'd there, and how long. I let him into the Mystery, for such
it was to him, of Gunpowder, and Bullet, and taught him how to shoot: I gave him a
Knife, which he was wonderfully delighted with, and I made
him a Belt, with a Frog hanging to it, such as in England we wear HangersSwords in; and in the Frog, instead of a Hanger, I gave him a Hatchet,
which was not only as good a Weapon in some Cases, but much more useful upon other Occasions.
I describ'd to him the Country of Europe, and particularly England,
which I came from; how we liv'd, how we worshipp'd God, how we behav'd to one
another; and how we traded in Ships to all Parts of the World: I gave him an Account
of the Wreck which I had been on board of, and shew'd him as near as I could, the
Place where she lay; but she was all beaten in Pieces before, and gone.
I shew'd him the Ruins of our Boat, which we lost when we escap'd, and which I could
not stir with my whole Strength then; but was now fallen almost all to Pieces: Upon
seeing this Boat, Friday stood musing a great while, and said nothing; I
ask'd him what it was he study'd upon, at last says he, me see such Boat like
come to Place at my Nation.
I did not understand him a good while; but at last, when I had examin'd farther into
it, I understood by
him, that a Boat, such as that had been, came on Shore upon the Country where he
liv'd; that is, as he explain'd it, was driven thither by Stress of Weather: I
presently imagin'd, that some European Ship must have been cast away upon
their Coast, and the Boat might get loose, and drive a Shore; but was so dull, that I
never once thought of Men making escape from a Wreck thither, much less whence they
might come; so I only enquir'd after a Description of the
Boat.
Friday describ'd the Boat to me well enough; but brought me better to
understand him, when he added with some Warmth, we save
the white Mans from drown: Then I presently ask'd him, if there was any white Mans, as he call'd them, in the Boat;
yes, he said, the Boat full white Mans: I ask'd him how many; he
told upon his Fingers seventeen: I ask'd him then what become of them; he told me,
they live, they dwell at my Nation.
This put new Thoughts into my Head; for I presently imagin'd, that these might be the
Men belonging to the Ship, that was cast away in Sight of my Island, as I
now call it; and who after the Ship was struck on the Rock, and they saw her inevitably lost, had sav'd themselves in their Boat, and were
landed upon that wild Shore among the Savages.
Upon this, I enquir'd of him more critically, What was become of them? He assur'd me
they lived still there; that they had been there about four
Years; that the Savages let them alone, and gave them Victuals to live. I ask'd him,
How it came to pass they did not kill them and eat them? He said, No, they make
Brother with them; that is, as I understood him, a Truce: And then he added,
They no eat Mans but when make the War fight; that is to say, they never eat any Men but such as come to fight
with them, and are taken in Battle.
It was after this some considerable Time, that being upon the Top of the Hill, at the
East Side of the Island, from whence as I have said, I had in a clear Day
discover'd the Main, or Continent of America; Friday, the Weather being very
serene, looks very earnestly towards the Main Land, and in a kind of Surprise, falls
a jumping and dancing, and calls out to me, for I was at some Distance from him: I
ask'd him, What was the Matter? O joy! Says he, O glad! There see my
Country, there my Nation!
I observ'd an extraordinary Sense of Pleasure appear'd in
his Face, and his Eyes sparkled, and his Countenance discover'd a strange Eagerness,
as if he had a Mind to be in his own Country again; and this Observation of mine, put
a great many Thoughts into me, which made me at first not so easy about my new Man
Friday as I was before; and I made no doubt, but that if Friday
could get back to his own Nation again, he would not only forget all his Religion,
but all his Obligation to me; and would be forward enough to give his Countrymen an
Account of me, and come back perhaps with a hundred or two
of them, and make a Feast upon me, at which he might be as merry as he us'd to be
with those of his Enemies, when they were taken in War.
But I wrong'd the poor honest Creature very much, for which I was very sorry
afterwards. However as my Jealousy encreased, and held me some Weeks, I was a little
more circumspect, and not so familiar and kind to him as before; in which I was
certainly in the Wrong too, the honest grateful Creature
having no thought about it, but what consisted with the best Principles, both as a religious Christian, and as a grateful
Friend, as appeared afterwards to my full Satisfaction.
While my Jealousy of him lasted, you may be sure I was every Day pumping him to see
if he would discover any of the new Thoughts, which I suspected were in him; but I found every thing he said was so Honest, and so Innocent,
that I could find nothing to nourish my Suspicion; and in spight of all my Uneasiness
he made me at last entirely his own again, nor did he in the
least perceive that I was Uneasie, and therefore I could not
suspect him of Deceit.
One Day walking up the same Hill, but the Weather being haizy at Sea, so that we
could not see the Continent, I call'd to him, and said, Friday, do not you wish your self in your own Country, your own Nation? Yes, he said, he be much O glad to
be at his own Nation. What would you do there said I, would you turn Wild
again, eat Mens Flesh again, and be a Savage as you were before. He lookt full of
Concern, and shaking his Head said, No no, Friday tell them to live
Good, tell them to pray God, tell them to eat Corn-bread,
Cattle-flesh, Milk, no eat Man again: Why then said I to him, They will
kill you. He look'd grave at that, and then said, No, they no kill me,
they willing love learn: He meant by this, they would be willing to learn. He
added, they learn'd much of the Bearded-Mans that come in the Boat. Then I ask'd him
if he would go back to them? He smil'd at that, and told me he could not swim so far.
I told him I would make a Canoe for him. He told me, he would go, if I
would go with him. I go! says I, why they will Eat me if I come there? No,
no, says he, me make they no Eat you; me make they much Love you: He meant
he would tell them how I had kill'd his Enemies, and sav'd his Life, and so he would make them love me; then he told me as
well as he could, how kind they were to seventeen White-men, or Bearded-men, as he
call'd them, who came on Shore there in Distress.
From this time I confess I had a Mind to venture over, and see if I could possibly
joyn with these Bearded-men, who I made no doubt were Spaniards or
Portuguese; not doubting but if I could we might find some Method to
Escape from thence, being upon the Continent, and a good Company together; better
than I could from an Island 40 Miles off the Shore, and alone without Help. So after
some Days I took Friday to work again, by way of Discourse, and told him I
would give him a Boat to go back to his own Nation; and accordingly I carry'd him to
my Frigate which lay on the other Side of the Island, and having clear'd it of Water, for I always kept it sunk in the Water; I brought it out,
shewed it him, and we both went into it.
I found he was a most dextrous Fellow at managing it, would
make it go almost as swift and fast again as I could; so when he was in, I said to
him, Well now, Friday, shall we go to your Nation?
He look'd very dull at my saying so, which it seems was, because he thought the Boat
too small to go so far. I told him then I had a bigger; so the next Day I went to the
Place where the first Boat lay which I had made, but which I could not get into
Water: He said that was big enough; but then as I had taken no Care of it, and it had
lain two or three and twenty Years there, the Sun had split and dry'd it, that it was
in a manner rotten. Friday told me such a Boat would do very well, and would
carry much enough Vittle, Drink, Bread, that was his Way of Talking.
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It would have made a Stoick smile to have seen, me and my little Family sit down to
Dinner; there was my Majesty the Prince and Lord of the whole Island; I had the Lives
of all my Subjects at my absolute Command. I could hang, draw, give Liberty, and take
it away, and no Rebels among all my Sublects.
Then to see how like a King I din'd too all alone, attended by my Servants,
Poll, as if he had been my Favourite, was the only Person permitted to
talk to me. My Dog who was now grown very old and crazyFeeble, and had found no
Species to multiply his Kind upon, sat always at my Right Hand, and two Cats, one on
one Side the Table, and one on the other, expecting now and then a Bit from my Hand,
as a Mark of special Favour.
But these were not the two Cats which I brought on Shore at first, for they were both
of them dead, and had been interr'd near my Habitation by my own Hand; but one of
them having multiply'd by I know not what Kind of Creature, these were two which I
had preserv'd tame, whereas the rest run wild in the Woods, and became indeed
troublesom to me at last; for they would often come into my House, and plunder me
too, till at last I was obliged to shoot them, and did kill a great many; at length
they left me with this Attendance, and in this plentiful
Manner I lived; neither could I be said to want any thing
but Society, and of that in some time after this, I was like
to have too much.
I was something impatient, as I have observ'd,
to have the Use of my Boat; though very loath to run any more Hazards; and therefore
sometimes I sat contriving Ways to get her about the Island, and at other Times I sat
my self down contented enough without her. But I had a
strange Uneasiness in my Mind to go down to the Point of the Island, where, as I have
said, in my last Ramble, I went up the Hill to see how the Shore lay, and how the
Current set, that I might see what I had to do: This Inclination encreas'd upon me
every Day, and at length I resolv'd to travel thither by Land, following the Edge of the Shore, I did so: But had any one in
England been to meet such a Man as I was, it must either have frighted
them, or rais'd a great deal of Laughter; and as I frequently stood still to look at
my self, I could not but smile at the Notion of my travelling through
Yorkshire with such an Equipage, and in such a Dress: Be pleas'd to take
a Scetch of my Figure as follows,
I had a great high shapeless Cap, made of a Goat's Skin, with a Flap hanging down
behind, as well to keep the Sun from me, as to shoot the Rain off from running into
my Neck; nothing being so hurtful in these Climates, as the Rain upon the Flesh under
the Cloaths.
I had a short Jacket of Goat-Skin, the Skirts coming down to
about the middle of my Thighs; and a Pair of open-knee'd Breeches of the same, the
Breeches were made of the Skin of an old He-goat, whose Hair hung down such
a Length on either Side, that like PantaloonsBreeches or trousers it reach'd to the
middle of my Legs; Stockings and Shoes I had none, but had made me a Pair of
some-things, I scarce know what to call them, like BuskinsCalf-high or knee-high boots
to flap over my Legs, and lace on either Side like Spatter-dashesLong gaiters or leggings
of leather, to keep boots and trousers from being spattered with mud; but of a most barbarous Shape, as indeed were
all the rest of my Cloaths.
I had on a broad Belt of Goat's-Skin dry'd, which I drew together with two ThongsCords of the same, instead of
Buckles, and in a kind of a FrogA loop
attached to a belt, designed to hold a sword or bayonet on either Side of
this. Instead of a Sword and a Dagger, hung a little Saw and a Hatchet, one on one
Side, one on the other. I had another Belt not so broad, and fasten'd in the same
Manner, which hung over my Shoulder; and at the End of it, under my left Arm, hung
two Pouches, both made of Goat's-Skin too; in one of which hung my Powder, in the
other my Shot: At my Back I carry'd my Basket, on my Shoulder my Gun, and over my
Head a great clumsy ugly Goat-Skin Umbrella, but which,
after all, was the most necessary Thing I had about me, next to my Gun: As for my
Face, the Colour of it was really not so Moletta,A variation of the word "mulatto," here used to
refer to brown skin like as one might expect from a Man not at all careful of it, and living within nineteen Degrees of the
Equinox. My Beard I had once suffer'd to grow till it was about a Quarter
of a Yard long; but as I had both Scissars and Razors sufficient, I had cut it pretty short, except what grew on my upper Lip, which I had
trimm'd into a large Pair of Mahometan Whiskers A long moustache, such as a Muslim man might have worn, such as I had seen
worn by some Turks, who I saw at Sallee; for the Moors did
not wear such, tho' the Turks did; of these MuschatoesMustachios or
Whiskers, I will not say they were long enough to hang my Hat upon them; but they
were of a Length and Shape monstrous enough, and such as in England would
have pass'd for frightful.
But all this is by the by; for as to my Figure, I had so few to observe me, that it
was of no manner of Consequence; so I say no more to that Part. In this kind of
Figure I went my new Journey, and was out five or six Days. I travell'd first along
the Sea Shore, directly to the Place where I
first brought my Boat to an Anchor, to get up upon the Rocks; and having no Boat now
to take care of, I went over the Land a nearer Way to the
same Height that I was upon before, when looking forward to the Point of the Rocks
which lay out, and which I was oblig'd to double with my Boat, as is said above: I
was surpriz'd to see the Sea all smooth and quiet, no Ripling, no Motion, no Current,
any more there than in other Places.
I was at a strange Loss to understand this, and resolv'd to spend some Time in the
observing it, to see if nothing from the Sets of the Tide had occasion'd it; but I was presently convinc'd how it was,
viz. That the Tide of Ebb setting from the West, and joyning
with the Current of Waters from some great River on the Shore, must be the Occasion
of this Current; and that according as the Wind blew more forcibly from the
West, or from the North, this Current came nearer, or went
farther from the Shore; for waiting thereabouts till Evening, I went up to the Rock
again, and then the Tide of Ebb being made, I plainly saw the Current again as before, only, that it run farther of, being near half a League
from the Shore; whereas in my Case, it set close upon the Shore, and hurry'd me and
my Canoe along with it, which at another Time it would not have done.
This Observation convinc'd me, That I had nothing to do but
to observe the Ebbing and the Flowing of the Tide, and I might very easily bring my
Boat about the Island again: But when I began to think of
putting it in Practice, I had such a Terror upon my Spirits at the Remembrance of the
Danger I had been in, that I could not think of it again with any Patience; but on
the contrary, I took up another Resolution which was more safe, though more laborious; and this was, That I would
build, or rather make me another Periagau or Canoe; and so have one
for one Side of the Island, and one for the other.
You are to understand, that now I had, as I may call it, two Plantations in the
Island; one my little Fortification or Tent, with the Wall about it under the Rock,
with the Cave behind me, which by this Time I had enlarg'd into several Apartments,
or Caves, one within another. One of these, which was the dryest, and largest, and
had a Door out beyond my Wall or Fortification; that is to say, beyond where my Wall
joyn'd to the Rock, was all fill'd up with the large Earthen Pots, of which I have
given an Account, and with fourteen or fifteen great Baskets, which would hold five
or six Bushels each, where I laid up my Stores of Provision, especially my Corn, some
in the Ear cut off short from the Straw, and the other rubb'd out with my Hand.
As for my Wall made, as before, with long Stakes or Piles, those Piles grew
all like Trees, and were by this Time grown so big, and spread so very much, that
there was not the least Appearance to any one's View of any Habitation behind
them.
Near this Dwelling of mine, but a little farther within the Land, and upon lower
Ground, lay my two Pieces of Corn-Ground, which I kept duly cultivated and sow'd, and
which duly yielded me their Harvest in its Season; and whenever I had occasion for
more Corn, I had more Land adjoyning as fit as that.
Besides this, I had my Country Seat, and I had now a tollerable Plantation there
also; for first, I had my little Bower, as I call'd it, which I kept in Repair;
that is to say, I kept the Hedge which circled it in, constantly fitted
up to its usual Height, the Ladder standing
always in the Inside; I kept the Trees which at first were no more than my Stakes,
but were now grown very firm and tall; I kept them always so cut, that they might
spread and grow thick and wild, and make the more agreeable Shade, which they did
effectually to my Mind. In the Middle of this I had my Tent always standing, being a piece of a Sail spread over Poles set up for
that Purpose, and which never wanted any Repair or Renewing; and under this I had
made me a SquabA
cushion forming part of the inside fittings of a carriage or Couch, with
the Skins of the Creatures I had kill'd, and with other soft
Things, and a Blanket laid on them, such as belong'd to our Sea-Bedding, which I had
saved, and a great Watch-Coat to cover me; and here, whenever I had Occasion to be
absent from my chief Seat, I took up my Country Habitation.
Adjoyning to this I had my Enclosures for my Cattle, that is to say, my Goats: And as
I had taken an inconceivable deal of Pains to fence and enclose this Ground, so I was so uneasy to see it kept entire,
lest the Goats should break thro', that I never left off till with infinite Labour I
had stuck the Out-side of the Hedge so full of small Stakes, and so near to one
another, that it was rather a Pale than a Hedge, and there was scarce Room to put a
Hand thro' between them, which afterwards when those Stakes grew, as they all did in
the next rainy Season, made the Enclosure strong like a Wall, indeed stronger than
any Wall.
This will testify for me that I was not idle, and that I spared no Pains to bring to
pass whatever appear'd necessary for my comfortable Support; for I consider'd the keeping up a Breed of tame
Creatures thus at my Hand, would be a living Magazine of
Flesh, Milk, Butter and Cheese, for me as
long as I liv'd in the Place, if it were to be forty Years; and that keeping them in
my Reach, depended entirely upon my perfecting my Enclosures
to such a Degree, that I might be sure of keeping them together; which by this Method
indeed I so effectually secur'd, that when these little Stakes began to grow, I had planted them so very thick,
I was forced to pull some of them up again.
In this Place also I had my Grapes growing, which I principally depended on for my
Winter Store of Raisins; and which I never fail'd to preserve very carefully, as the best and most agreeable Dainty of my whole Diet; and
indeed they were not agreeable only, but physical, wholesome, nourishing, and refreshing to the last Degree.
As this was also about half Way between my other Habitation,
and the Place where I had laid up my Boat, I generally stay'd, and lay here in my Way
thither; for I used frequently to visit my Boat, and I kept all Things about or
belonging to her in very good Order; sometimes I went out in her to divert my self,
but no more hazardous Voyages would I go, nor scarce ever above a Stone's CastA stone's throw, or a very short distance or two from the
Shore, I was so apprehensive of being hurry'd out of my
Knowledge again by the Currents, or Winds, or any other Accident. But now I come to a new Scene of my Life.
It happen'd one Day about Noon going towards my Boat, I was exceedingly surpriz'd
with the Print of a Man's naked Foot on the Shore, which was very plain to be seen in
the Sand: I stood like one Thunder-struck, or as if I had seen an Apparition; I
listen'd, I look'd round me, I could hear nothing, nor see any Thing, I went up to a
rising Ground to look farther, I went up the Shore and down the Shore, but it was all
one, I could see no other Impression but that
one, I went to it again to see if there were any more, and to observe if it might not
be my Fancy; but there was no Room for that, for there was exactly the very Print of
a Foot, Toes, Heel, and every Part of a Foot; how it came thither, I knew not, nor
could in the least imagine. But after innumerable fluttering Thoughts, like a Man
perfectly confus'd and out of my self, I came Home to my Fortification, not feeling,
as we say, the Ground I went on, but terrify'd to the last Degree, looking behind me
at every two or three Steps, mistaking every Bush and Tree, and fancying every Stump at a Distance to be a Man; nor is it
possible to describe how many various Shapes affrighted
Imagination represented Things to me in, how many wild Ideas were found every Moment
in my Fancy, and what strange unaccountable Whimsies came into my Thoughts by the
Way.
When I came to my Castle, for so I think I call'd it ever after this, I fled into it
like one pursued; whether I went over by the Ladder as first contriv'd, or went in at the Hole in the Rock, which I call'd a
Door, I cannot remember; no, nor could I remember the next Morning, for never
frighted Hare fled to Cover, or Fox to Earth, with more Terror of Mind than I to this
Retreat.
I slept none that Night; the farther I was from the Occasion of my Fright, the
greater my Apprehensions were, which is something contrary
to the Nature of such Things, and especially to the usual
Practice of all Creatures in Fear: But I was so embarrass'd with my own frightful
Ideas of the Thing, that I form'd nothing but dismal Imaginations to my self, even tho' I was now a great way off of it. Sometimes I fancy'd it
must be the Devil; and Reason joyn'd in with me upon this
Supposition: For how should any other Thing in human Shape come into
the Place? Where was the Vessel that brought them? What Marks was there of any other
Footsteps? And how was it possible a Man should come there? But then to think that
Satan should take human Shape upon him in such a Place where there could
be no manner of Occasion for it, but to leave the Print of his Foot behind him, and
that even for no Purpose too, for he could not be sure I should see it; this was an
Amusement the other Way; I consider'd that the Devil might have found out abundance
of other Ways to have terrify'd me than this of the single Print of a Foot. That as I
liv'd quite on the other Side of the Island, he would never have been so simple to
leave a Mark in a Place where 'twas Ten Thousand to one whether I should ever see it or not, and in the Sand too, which the first Surge of the
Sea upon a high Wind would have defac'd entirely: All this seem'd inconsistent with
the Thing it self, and with all the Notions we usually entertain of the Subtilty of
the Devil.
Abundance of such Things as these assisted to argue me out
of all Apprehensions of its being the Devil: And I presently concluded then, that it
must be some more dangerous Creature, (viz.) That it must be some of the
Savages of the main Land over-against me, who had wander'd out to Sea in their
Canoes; and either driven by the Currents, or by contrary Winds had madeArrived at the Island; and had been on Shore, but were gone away again to
Sea, being as loth, perhaps, to have stay'd in this desolate
Island, as I would have been to have had them.
While these Reflections were rowling upon my Mind, I was very thankful in my
Thoughts, that I was so happy as not to be thereabouts at that Time, or that they did
not see my Boat, by which they would have concluded that some Inhabitants
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had been in the Place, and perhaps have
search'd farther for me: Then terrible Thoughts rack'd my Imagination about their
having found my Boat, and that there were People here; and that if so, I should
certainly have them come again in greater Numbers, and devour me; that if it should
happen so that they should not find me, yet they would find my Enclosure, destroy all
my Corn, carry away all my Flock of tame Goats, and I should
perish at last for meer Want.
Thus my Fear banish'd all my religious Hope; all that former Confidence in God which
was founded upon such wonderful Experience as I had had of his Goodness, now
vanished, as if he that had fed me by Miracle hitherto, could not preserve by his
Power the Provision which he had made for me by his Goodness. I reproach'd my self
with my Easiness, that would not sow any more Corn one Year than would just serve me
till the next Season, as if no Accident could intervene to prevent my enjoying the
Crop that was upon the Ground; and this I thought so just a Reproof, that I resolv'd
for the future to have two or three Years Corn beforehand,
so that whatever might come, I might not perish for want of Bread.
How strange a Chequer WorkCheckerboard of Providence is the Life of Man! and by what secret
differing Springs are the Affections hurry'd about as differing Circumstance present! To Day we love what to Morrow we hate; to Day we seek
what to Morrow we shun; to Day we desire what to Morrow we
fear; nay even tremble at the Apprehensions of; this was exemplify'd in me at this
Time in the most lively Manner imaginable; for I whose only Affliction was, that I
seem'd banished from human Society, that I was alone, circumscrib'd by the boundless
Ocean, cut off from Mankind, and condemn'd to what I call'd silent Life; that I was as one who
Heaven thought not worthy to be number'd among the Living,
or to appear among the rest of his Creatures; that to have seen one of my own
Species, would have seem'd to me a Raising me from Death to Life, and the greatest
Blessing that Heaven it self, next to the supreme Blessing of Salvation, could
bestow; I say, that I should now tremble at the very Apprehensions of seeing
a Man, and was ready to sink into the Ground at but the Shadow or silent Appearance
of a Man's having set his Foot in the Island.
Such is the uneven State of human Life: And it afforded me a great many curious
Speculations afterwards, when I had a little recover'd my
first Surprize; I consider'd that this was the Station of Life the infinitely wise
and good Providence of God had determin'd for me, that as I could not foresee what
the Ends of Divine Wisdom might be in all this, so I was not to dispute his
Sovereignty, who, as I was his Creature, had an undoubted Right by Creation to govern
and dispose of me absolutely as he thought fit; and who, as
I was a Creature who had offended him, had likewise a judicial Right to condemn me to what Punishment he thought fit; and that it was my
Part to submit to bear his Indignation, because I had sinn'd against him.
I then reflected that God, who was not only Righteous but Omnipotent, as he had
thought fit thus to punish and afflict me, so he was able to deliver me; that if he
did not think fit to do it, 'twas my unquestion'd Duty to resign my self absolutely
and entirely to his Will; and on the other Hand, it was my Duty also to hope in him,
pray to him, and quietly to attend the Dictates and Directions of his daily
Providence.
These Thoughts took me up many Hours, Days;
nay, I may say, Weeks and Months; and one particular Effect
of my Cogitations on this Occasion, I cannot omit, viz. One Morning early,
lying in my Bed, and fill'd with Thought about my Danger from the Appearance of
Savages, I found it discompos'd me very much, upon which
those Words of the Scripture came into my Thoughts, Call upon me in the Day of Trouble, and I will deliver, and thou
shalt glorify me.Psalm 50:15
Upon this, rising chearfully out of my Bed, my Heart was not only comforted, but I
was guided and encourag'd to pray earnestly to God for Deliverance: When I had done praying, I took up my Bible, and opening it to read, the
first Words that presented to me, were, Wait
on the Lord, and be of good Cheer, and he shall strengthen thy Heart; wait, I say,
on the Lord:Psalm 27:14 and Psalm 31:24 It is impossible
to express the Comfort this gave me. In Answer, I thankfully
laid down the Book, and was no more sad, at least, not on that Occasion.
In the middle of these Cogitations, Apprehensions and
Reflections, it came into my Thought one Day, that all this might be a meer ChimeraMonstrous imagining (more literally, a monster in Greek mythology, with a lion's
head, a goat's body, and a serpent's tail) of my own; and that this Foot
might be the Print of my own Foot, when I came on Shore from my Boat: This chear'd me
up a little too, and I began to perswade my self it was all
a Delusion; that it was nothing else but my own Foot, and
why might not I come that way from the Boat, as well as I was going that way to the Boat; again, I consider'd also that I
could by no Means tell for certain where I had trod, and where I had not; and that if
at last this was only the Print of my own Foot, I had play'd the Part of those Fools,
who strive to make stories of Spectres, and Apparitions; and then are frighted at
them more than any body.
Now I began to take Courage, and to peep
abroad again; for I had not stirr'd out of my Castle for three Days and Nights; so
that I began to starve for Provision; for I had little or nothing within Doors, but
some Barley Cakes and Water. Then I knew that my Goats wanted to be milk'd too, which
usually was my Evening Diversion; and the poor Creatures
were in great Pain and Inconvenience for want of it; and indeed, it almost spoil'd
some of them, and almost dry'd up their Milk.
Heartning my self therefore with the Belief that this was nothing but the Print of
one of my own Feet, and so I might be truly said to startStartle at my own Shadow, I began to go abroad
again, and went to my Country House, to milk my Flock; but to see with what Fear I
went forward, how often I look'd behind me, how I was ready every now and then to lay
down my Basket, and run for my Life, it would have made any one have thought I was
haunted with an evil Conscience, or that I had been
lately most terribly frighted, and so indeed I had.
However, as I went down thus two or three Days, and having seen nothing, I began to
be a little bolder; and to think there was really nothing in
it, but my own Imagination: But I cou'd not perswade my self
fully of this, till I should go down to the Shore again, and see this Print of a
Foot, and measure it by my own, and see if there was any Similitude or Fitness, that I might be assur'd it was my own Foot: But when I came to
the Place, First, It appear'd evidently to me, that when I laid up my Boat,
I could not possibly be on Shore any where there about. Secondly, When I
came to measure the Mark with my own Foot, I found my Foot
not so large by a great deal; both these Things fill'd my Head with new Imaginations,
and gave me the VapoursPhysiologically, the four humors (sanguine, choleric, phlegmatic, melancholic)
were thought to emit "vapors" that ascended to the brain and shaped one's
temperament. When the humors were unbalanced, the vapors caused distemper and
illness. again, to the highest Degree; so that I shook with cold, like one in an Ague: And I went Home
again, fill'd with the Belief that some Man or Men had been on Shore there; or in
short, that the Island was inhabited, and I might be surpriz'd before I was aware; and what course to take for my Security I
knew not.
O what ridiculous Resolution Men take, when possess'd with Fear! It deprives them of
the Use of those Means which Reason offers for their Relief. The first Thing I
propos'd to my self, was, to throw down my Enclosures, and turn all my tame Cattle
wild into the Woods, that the Enemy might not find them; and then frequent the Island
in Prospect of the same, or the like Booty: Then to the
simple Thing of Digging up my two Corn Fields, that they might not find such a Grain
there, and still be prompted to frequent the Island; then to demolish my Bower, and Tent, that they might not see any
Vestiges of Habitation, and be prompted to look farther, in order to find out the
Persons inhabiting.
These were the Subject of the first Night's Cogitation,
after I was come Home again, while the Apprehensions which had so over-run my Mind
were fresh upon me, and my Head was full of Vapours, as
above: Thus Fear of Danger is ten thousand Times more
terrifying than Danger it self, when apparent to the Eyes; and we find the Burthen of Anxiety greater by much, than the Evil which we are
anxious about; and which was worse than all this, I had not that Relief in this
Trouble from the Resignation I used to practise, that I hop'd to have. I look'd, I
thought, like Saul, who
complain'd not only that the Philistines were upon him; but that God had
forsaken him Saul, the first king of the Israelites, summons
the spirit of the prophet Samuel and tells him, "I am sore distressed; for the
Philistines make war against me, and God is departed from me, and answereth me no
more, neither by prophets, nor by dreams" (1 Samuel 28:15).; for I did not
now take due Ways to compose my Mind, by crying to God in my Distress, and resting
upon his Providence,
as I had done before, for my Defence and Deliverance; which if I had done, I had, at
least, been more cheerfully supported under this new Surprise, and perhaps carry'd through it with more Resolution.
This Confusion of my Thoughts kept me waking all Night; but in the Morning I fell
asleep, and having by the Amusement of my Mind, been, as it were, tyr'd, and my
Spirits exhausted; I slept very soundly, and wak'd much
better compos'd than I had ever been before; and now I began to think sedately; and
upon the utmost Debate with my self, I concluded, That this Island, which was so
exceeding pleasant, fruitful, and no farther from the main Land than as I had seen,
was not so entirely abandon'd as I might imagine: That
altho' there were no stated Inhabitants who liv'd on the Spot; yet that there might
sometimes come Boats off from the Shore, who either with Design, or perhaps never,
but when they were driven by cross Winds, might come to this Place.
That I had liv'd here fifteen Years now, and had not met with the least Shadow or
Figure of any People yet; and that if at any Time they should be driven here, it was
probable they went away again as soon as ever they could, seeing they had never
thought fit to fix there upon any Occasion, to this Time.
That the most I cou'd suggest any Danger from, was, from any such casual accidental
Landing of straggling People from the Main, who, as it was likely if they were driven
hither, were here against their Wills; so they made no stay here, but went off again
with all possible Speed, seldom staying one Night on Shore, least they should not
have the Help of the Tides, and Day-light back again; and that therefore I had
nothing to do but to consider of some safe
Retreat, in Case I should see any Savages land upon the
Spot.
Now I began sorely to repent, that I had dug my Cave so large, as to bring a Door
through again, which Door, as I said, came out beyond where
my Fortification joyn'd to the Rock; upon maturely considering this therefore, I
resolv'd to draw me a second Fortification, in the same Manner of a Semicircle, at a Distance from my Wall, just where I had planted a double
Row of Trees, about twelve Years before, of which I made mention: These Trees having been planted so thick before, they wanted but a few Piles
to be driven between them, that they should be thicker, and stronger, and my Wall
would be soon finish'd.
So that I had now a double Wall, and my outer Wall was thickned with Pieces of
Timber, old Cables, and every Thing I could think of, to
make it strong; having in it seven little Holes, about as big as I might put my Arm
out at: In the In-side of this, I thickned my Wall to above ten Foot thick, with
continual bringing Earth out of my Cave, and laying it at the Foot of the Wall, and
walking upon it; and through the seven Holes, I contriv'd to plant the Musquets, of
which I took Notice, that I got seven on Shore out of the Ship; these, I say, I
planted like my Cannon, and fitted them into Frames that held them like a Carriage,
that so I could fire all the seven Guns in two Minutes Time:
This Wall I was many a weary Month a finishing, and yet never thought my self safe
till it was done.
When this was done, I stuck all the Ground without my Wall, for a great way every
way, as full with Stakes or Sticks of the OsierA variety of Eurasian willows like Wood, which I found so apt
to grow, as they could well stand; insomuch, that I believe I might set in near twenty thousand of them, leaving a pretty
large Space between them and my Wall, that I might have room to see an Enemy, and
they might have no shelter from the young Trees, if they attempted to approach my
outer Wall.
Thus in two Years Time I had a thick Grove and in five or six Years Time I had a Wood
before my Dwelling, growing so monstrous thick and strong, that it was indeed
perfectly impassable; and no Men of what kind soever, would ever imagine that there was any Thing beyond it, much less a
Habitation: As for the Way which I propos'd to my self to go in and out, for I left
no Avenue; it was by setting two Ladders, one to a Part of the Rock which was low,
and then broke in, and left room to place another Ladder upon that; so when the two
Ladders were taken down, no Man living could come down to me without mischieving
himself; and if they had come down, they were still on
the Out-side of my outer Wall.
Thus I took all the Measures humane Prudence could suggest for my own Preservation;
and it will be seen at length, that they were not altogether without just Reason;
though I foresaw nothing at that Time, more than my meer Fear suggested to me.
While this was doing, I was not altogether Careless of my
other Affairs; for I had a great Concern upon me, for my little Herd of Goats; they
were not only a present Supply to me upon every Occasion,
and began to be sufficient to me, without the Expence of Powder and Shot; but also
without the Fatigue of Hunting after the wild Ones, and I was loth to lose the
Advantage of them, and to have them all to nurse up over again.
To this Purpose, after long Consideration, I could think of but two Ways to preserve
them; one was to find another convenient
Place to dig a a Cave Under-ground, and to drive them into it every Night; and the
other was to enclose two or three little Bits of Land, remote from one another and as
much conceal'd as I could, where I might keep about half a Dozen young Goats in each
Place: So that if any Disaster happen'd to the Flock in general, I might be able to
raise them again with little Trouble and Time: And this,
tho' it would require a great deal of Time and Labour, I
thought was the most rational Design.
Accordingly I spent some Time to find out the most retir'd Parts of the Island; and I
pitch'd upon one which was as private indeed as my Heart
could wish for; it was a little damp Piece of Ground in the Middle of the hollow and
thick Woods, where, as is observ'd, I almost lost my self once before, endeavouring to come back that Way from the Eastern
Part of the Island: Here I found a clear Piece of Land near three Acres, so
surrounded with Woods, that it was almost an Enclosure by
Nature, at least it did not want near so much Labour to make
it so, as the other Pieces of Ground I had work'd so hard at.
I immediately went to Work with this Piece of Ground, and in less than a Month's
Time, I had so fenc'd it round, that my Flock or Herd, call it which you please, who
were not so wild now as at first they might be supposed to be, were well enough secur'd in it. So, without any farther Delay, I removed ten young She-Goats and two He-Goats to this
Piece; and when they were there, I continued to perfect the Fence till I had made it
as secure as the other, which, however, I did at more Leisure, and it took me up more
Time by a great deal.
All this Labour I was at the Expence of,
purely from my Apprehensions on the Account of the Print of a Man's Foot which I had
seen; for as yet I never saw any human Creature come near the Island, and I had now
liv'd two Years under these Uneasinesses, which indeed made
my Life much less comfortable than it was before; as may well be imagin'd by any who
know what it is to live in the constant Snare of the Fear of Man; and this I
must observe with Grief too, that the Discomposure of my
Mind had too great Impressions also upon the religious Part
of my Thoughts, for the Dread and Terror of falling into the Hands of Savages and Canibals, lay so upon my Spirits, that I seldom
found my self in a due Temper for Application to my MakerPrayer or supplication, at least not with the sedate Calmness
and Resignation of Soul which I was wont to do; I rather pray'd to God as under great
Affliction and Pressure of Mind, surrounded with Danger, and in Expectation every
Night of being murther'd and devour'd before Morning; and I must testify from my
Experience that a Temper
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It was one of the Nights in the rainy Season in March, the four and
twentieth Year of my first setting Foot in this Island of
Solitariness; I was lying in my Bed, or Hammock, awake, very well in Health, had no
Pain, no Distemper, no Uneasiness of Body; no, nor any Uneasiness of Mind, more than
ordinary; but could by no means close my Eyes; that is, so as to sleep; no, not a
Wink all Night long, otherwise than as follows:
It is as impossible, as needless, to set down
the innumerable Crowd of Thoughts that whirl'd through that great thorow-fare of the
Brain, the Memory, in this Night's Time: I run over the whole History of my Life in
Miniature, or by Abridgment, as I may call it, to
my coming to this Island; and also of the Part of my Life, since I came to this
Island. In my Reflections upon the State of my Case, since I came on Shore on this
Island, I was comparing the happy Posture of my Affairs,
in the first Years of my Habitation here, compar'd to the Life of Anxiety, Fear and
Care, which I had liv'd ever since I had seen the Print of a Foot in the Sand; not
that I did not believe the Savages had frequented the Island even all the while, and
might have been several Hundreds of them at Times on Shore there; but I had never
known it, and was incapable of any Apprehensions about it; my Satisfaction was
perfect, though my Danger was the same; and I was as happy in not knowing my Danger,
as if I had never really been expos'd to it: This furnish'd my Thoughts with many
very profitable Reflections, and particularly this one, How infinitely Good that
Providence is, which has provided in its Government of Mankind, such narrow bounds to his Sight and Knowledge of Things, and though
he walks in the midst of so many thousand Dangers, the Sight
of which, if discover'd to him, would distract his Mind, and sink his Spirits; he is
kept serene, and calm, by having the Events of Things hid from his Eyes, and knowing
nothing the Dangers which surround him.
After these Thoughts had for some Time entertain'd me, I
came to reflect seriously upon the real Danger I had been in, for so many Years, in
this very Island; and how I had walk'd about in the greatest Security, and with all
possible Tranquillity; even when perhaps nothing but a Brow of a Hill, a great Tree, or the casual
Approach of Night, had been between me and the worst kind of Destruction,
viz. That of falling into the Hands of Cannibals, and Savages, who would
have seiz'd on me with the same View, as I did of a Goat, or a Turtle; and have
thought it no more a Crime to kill and devour me, than I did of a Pidgeon, or a CurlieuA
bird with a long, curved bill.: I would unjustly slander my self, if I
should say I was not sincerely thankful to my great Preserver, to whose singular
Protection I acknowledg'd, with great Humility, that all
these unknown Deliverances were due; and without which, I must inevitably have fallen
into their merciless Hands.
When these Thoughts were over, my Head was for some time taken up in considering the
Nature of these wretched Creatures; I mean, the Savages; and how it came to pass in
the World, that the wise Governour of all Things should give up any of his Creatures
to such Inhumanity; nay, to something so much below, even
Brutality it self, as to devour its own kind; but as this ended in some (at that Time
fruitless) Speculations, it occurr'd to me to enquire, what Part of the World these
Wretches liv'd in; how far off the Coast was from whence they came; what they
ventur'd over so far from home for; what kind of Boats they had; and why I might not
order my self, and my Business so, that I might be as able
to go over thither, as they were to come to me.
I never so much as troubl'd my self, to consider what I should do with my self, when
I came thither; what would become of me, if I fell into the
Hands of the Savages; or how I should escape from them, if they attempted me; no, nor
so much as how it was possible for me to reach the Coast, and not be attempted by some or other of them, without any Possibility of delivering my self; and if I should
not fall into their Hands, what I should do for Provision, or whither I should bend
my Course; none of these Thoughts, I say, so much as came in my way; but my Mind was
wholly bent upon the Notion of my passing over in my Boat, to the Main Land: I look'd
back upon my present Condition, as the most miserable that
could possibly be, that I was not able to throw my self into any thing but Death,
that could be call'd worse; that if I reached the Shore of the Main, I might perhaps
meet with Relief, or I might coast along, as I did on the Shore of Africk,
till I came to some inhabited Country, and where I might
find some Relief; and after all perhaps, I might fall in
with some Christian Ship, that might take me in; and if the worse came to the worst,
I could but die, which would put an end to all these Miseries at once. Pray note, all
this was the fruit of a disturb'd Mind, an impatient Temper,
made as it were desperate by the long Continuance of my Troubles, and the
Disappointments I had met in the Wreck, I had been on board of; and where I had been
so near the obtaining what I so earnestly long'd for, viz. Some-body to
speak to, and to learn some Knowledge from of the Place where I was, and of the
probable Means of my Deliverance; I say, I was agitated wholly by these Thoughts: All
my Calm of Mind in my Resignation to Providence, and waiting
the Issue of the Dispositions of Heaven, seem'd to be suspended; and I had, as it
were, no Power to turn my Thoughts to any thing, but to the Project of a Voyage to
the Main, which came upon me with such Force, and such an Impetuosity of Desire, that it was not to be resisted.
When this had agitated my Thoughts for two
Hours, or more, with such Violence, that it set my very Blood into a Ferment, and my
Pulse beat as high as if I had been in a Feaver, meerly with the extraordinary
Fervour of my Mind about it; Nature, as if I had been fatigued and exhausted with the
very Thought of it, threw me into a sound Sleep; one would have thought, I should
have dream'd of it: But I did not, nor of any Thing relating to it; but I dream'd,
that as I was going out in the Morning as usual from my Castle, I saw upon the Shore,
two Canoes, and eleven Savages coming to Land, and
that they brought with them another Savage, who they were going to kill, in Order to
eat him; when on a sudden, the Savage that they were going
to kill, jumpt away, and ran for his Life; and I thought in my Sleep, that he came
running into my little thick Grove, before my Fortification, to hide himself; and
that I seeing him alone, and not perceiving that the other
sought him that Way, show'd my self to him, and smiling upon him, encourag'd him;
that he kneel'd down to me, seeming to pray me to assist him; upon which I shew'd my
Ladder, made him go up, and carry'd him into my Cave, and he became my Servant; and that as soon as I had gotten this Man, I said to my self, now I may certainly venture to the main Land; for this Fellow will serve
me as a Pilot, and will tell me what to do, and whether to go for Provisions; and
whether not to go for fear of being devoured, what Places to venture into, and what to escape: I wak'd with this
Thought, and was under such inexpressible Impressions of
Joy, at the Prospect of my Escape in my Dream, that the Disappointments which I felt
upon coming to my self, and finding it was no more than a Dream, were equally
extravagant the other Way, and threw me into
a very great Dejection of Spirit.
Upon this however, I made this Conclusion, that my only Way to go about an Attempt
for an Escape, was, if possible, to get a Savage into my Possession; and if possible,
it should be one of their Prisoners, who they had condemn'd to be eaten, and should
bring thither to kill; but these Thoughts still were attended with this Difficulty,
that it was impossible to effect this, without attacking a
whole Caravan of them, and killing them all; and this was not only a very desperate
Attempt, and might miscarry; but on the other Hand, I had
greaty scrupled the Lawfulness of it to me; and my Heart trembled at the thoughts of
shedding so much Blood, tho' it was for my Deliverance. I
need not repeat the Arguments which occurr'd to me against this, they being the same
mention'd before; but tho' I had other Reasons to offer now (viz.) that
those Men were Enemies to my Life, and would devour me, if they could; that it was
Self-preservation in the highest Degree, to deliver my self from this Death of a
Life, and was acting in my own Defence, as much as if they were actually assaulting
me, and the like. I say, tho' these Things argued for it, yet the Thoughts of
shedding Humane Blood for my Deliverance, were very Terrible to me, and such as I
could by no Means reconcile my self to, a great while.
However at last, after many secret Disputes with my self, and after great
Perplexities about it, for all these Arguments one Way and another struggl'd in my
Head a long Time, the eager prevailing Desire of Deliverance at length master'd all
the rest; and I resolv'd, if possible, to get one of those Savages into my Hands,
cost what it would. My next Thing then was to
contrive how to do it, and this indeed was very difficult to resolve on: But as I could pitch upon no probable Means for
it, so I resolv'd to put my self upon the Watch, to see them when they came on Shore,
and leave the rest to the Event, taking such Measures as the Opportunity should
present, let be what would be.
With these Resolutions in my Thoughts, I set my self upon the Scout, as often as
possible, and indeed so often till I was heartily tir'd of
it, for it was above a Year and Half that I waited, and for great part of that Time
went out to the West End, and to the South West Corner of the
Island, almost every Day, to see for Canoes, but none appear'd. This was very
discouraging, and began to trouble me much, tho' I cannot
say that it did in this Case, as it had done some time before that, (viz.)
wear off the Edge of my Desire to the Thing. But the longer it seem'd to be delay'd,
the more eager I was for it; in a Word, I was not at first so careful to shun the sight of these Savages, and avoid being seen
by them, as I was now eager to be upon them.
Besides, I fancied my self able to manage One, nay, Two or Three Savages, if I had
them so as to make them entirely Slaves to me, to do whatever I should direct them,
and to prevent their being able at any time to do me any
Hurt. It was a great while, that I pleas'd my self with this Affair, but nothing
still presented; all my Fancies and Schemes came to nothing, for no Savages came near
me for a great while.
About a Year and half after I had entertain'd these Notions, and by long musing, had
as it were resolved them all into nothing, for want of an Occasion to put them in Execution, I was surpriz'd one Morning early, with seeing no less than five
Canoes all on Shore together on my side the Island; and the People who
belong'd to them all landed, and out of my sight: The Number of them broke all my
Measures, for seeing so many, and knowing that they always came four or six, or
sometimes more in a Boat, I could not tell what to think of it, or how to take my
Measures, to attack Twenty or Thirty Men single handed; so I
lay still in my Castle, perplex'd and discomforted: However I put my self into all
the same Postures for an Attack that I had formerly
provided, and was just ready for Action, if any Thing had presented; having waited a good while, listening to hear if they made any
Noise; at length being very impatient, I set my Guns at the Foot of my Ladder, and
clamber'd up to the Top of the Hill, by my two Stages as usual; standing so however
that my Head did not appear above the Hill, so that they could not perceive me by any
Means; here I observ'd by the help of my Perspective Glass, that they were no less
than Thirty in Number, that they had a Fire kindled, that they had had Meat dress'd.
How they had cook'd it, that I knew not, or what it was; but they were all Dancing in
I know not how many barbarous Gestures and Figures, their own Way, round the
Fire.
While I was thus looking on them, I perceived by my Perspective, two miserable
Wretches dragg'd from the Boats, where it seems they were laid by, and were now
brought out for the Slaughter. I perceived one of them immediately fell, being
knock'd down, I suppose with a Club or Wooden Sword, for that was their way, and two
or three others were at work immediately cutting him open for their Cookery, while
the other Victim was left standing by himself, till they should be ready for him. In that very Moment this poor Wretch
seeing himself a little at Liberty, Nature inspir'd him
with Hopes of Life, and he started away from them, and ran with incredible Swiftness
along the Sands directly towards me, I mean towards that part of the Coast, where my
Habitation was.
I was dreadfully frighted, (that I must acknowledge) when I
perceived him to run my Way; and especially, when as I thought I saw him pursued by
the whole Body, and now I expected that part of my Dream was coming to pass, and that
he would certainly take shelter in my Grove; but I could not depend by any means upon
my Dream for the rest of it, (viz.) that the other Savages would not pursue
him thither, and find him there. However I kept my Station, and my Spirits began to
recover, when I found that there was not above three Men that follow'd him, and still
more was I encourag'd, when I found that he outstrip'd them exceedingly in running,
and gain'd Ground of them, so that if he could but hold it for half an Hour, I saw
easily he would fairly get away from them all.
There was between them and my Castle, the Creek which I mention'd often at the first
part of my Story, when I landed my Cargoes out of the Ship; and this I saw plainly,
he must necessarily swim over, or the poor Wretch would be taken there: But when the
Savage escaping came thither, he made nothing of it, tho'
the Tide was then up, but plunging in, swam thro' in about Thirty Strokes or
thereabouts, landed and ran on with exceeding Strength and Swiftness; when the Three
Persons came to the Creek, I found that Two of them could Swim, but the Third cou'd
not, and that standing on the other Side, he look'd at the other, but went no
further; and soon after went softly back
again, which as it happen'd, was very well for him in the
main.
I observ'd, that the two who swam, were yet more than twice as long swimming over the
Creek, as the Fellow was, that fled from them: It came now very warmly upon my
Thoughts, and indeed irresistibly, that now was my Time to get me a Servant, and
perhaps a Companion, or Assistant; and that I was call'd plainly by Providence to
save this poor Creature's Life; I immediately run down the Ladders with all possible
Expedition, fetches my two Guns, for they were both but at the Foot of the Ladders,
as I observ'd above; and getting up again, with the same haste, to the Top of the
Hill, I cross'd toward the Sea; and having a very short Cut, and all down Hill, clapp'dPlaced my self in the way,
between the Pursuers, and the Pursu'd; hallowing aloud to him that fled, who looking
back, was at first perhaps as much frighted at me, as at them; but I beckon'd with my
Hand to him, to come back; and in the mean time, I slowly advanc'd towards the two that follow'd; then rushing at once upon the foremost, I
knock'd him down with the StockThe
butt of a gun of my Piece; I was loath to fire, because I would not have
the rest hear; though at that distance, it would not have been easily heard, and
being out of Sight of the Smoke too, they wou'd not have easily known what to make of
it: Having knock'd this Fellow down, the other who pursu'd with him stopp'd, as if he
had been frighted; and I advanc'd a-pace towards him; but as
I came nearer, I perceiv'd presently, he had a Bow and Arrow, and was fitting it to
shoot at me; so I was then necessitated to shoot at him first, which I did, and
kill'd him at the first Shoot; the poor Savage who fled, but had stopp'd; though he
saw both his Enemies fallen, and kill'd, as he thought; yet was so frighted with the Fire, and Noise of my Piece;
that he stood Stock still, and neither came forward or went backward, tho' he seem'd
rather enclin'd to fly still, than to come on; I hollow'd again to him, and made
Signs to come forward, which he easily understood, and came a little way, then
stopp'd again, and then a little further, and stopp'd again, and I cou'd then
perceive that he stood trembling, as if he had been taken Prisoner, and had just been
to be kill'd, as his two Enemies were; I beckon'd him again to come to me, and gave
him all the Signs of Encouragement that I could think of, and he came nearer and
nearer, kneeling down every Ten or Twelve steps in token of acknowledgement for my
saving his Life: I smil'd at him, and look'd pleasantly, and beckon'd to him to come
still nearer; at length he came close to me, and then he kneel'd down again, kiss'd
the Ground, and laid his Head upon the Ground, and taking me
by the Foot, set my Foot upon his Head; this it seems was in token of swearing to be
my Slave for ever; I took him up, and made much of him, and encourag'd him all I
could. But there was more work to do yet, for I perceived the Savage who I knock'd down, was not kill'd, but stunn'd with
the blow, and began to come to himself; so I pointed to him,
and showing him the Savage, that he was not dead; upon this
he spoke some Words to me, and though I could not understand
them, yet I thought they were pleasant to hear, for they were the first sound of a
Man's Voice, that I had heard, my own excepted, for above Twenty Five Years.
But there was no time for such Reflections now, the Savage
who was knock'd down recover'd himself so far, as to sit up upon the Ground, and I
perceived that my Savage began to be afraid; but when I saw that, I presented my other Piece at the
Man, as if I would shoot him, upon this my Savage, for so I call him now,
made a Motion to me to lend him my Sword, which hung naked in a Belt by my side; so I
did, he no sooner had it, but he runs to his Enemy, and at
one blow cut off his Head as cleaverly, no Executioner in Germany, could
have done it sooner or better; which I thought very strange, for one who I had Reason
to believe never saw a Sword in his Life before, except
their own Wooden Swords; however it seems, as I learn'd afterwards, they make their
Wooden Swords so sharp, so heavy, and the Wood is so hard, that they will cut off
Heads even with them, ay and Arms, and that at one blow too; when he had done this,
he comes laughing to me in Sign of Triumph, and brought me the Sword again, and with
abundance of Gestures which I did not understand, laid it down with the Head of the
Savage, that he had kill'd just before me.
But that which astonish'd him most, was to know how I had kill'd the other Indian so
far off, so pointing to him, he made Signs to me to let him go to him, so I bad him
go, as well as I could, when he came to him, he stood like one amaz'd, looking at
him, turn'd him first on one side, then on t'other, look'd at the Wound the Bullet
had made, which it seems was just in his Breast, where it had made a Hole, and no
great Quantity of Blood had follow'd, but he had bled inwardly, for he was quite
dead; He took up his Bow, and Arrows, and came back, so I
turn'd to go away, and beckon'd to him to follow me, making Signs to him, that more
might come after them.
Upon this he sign'd to me, that he should bury them with Sand, that they might not be
seen by the rest if they follow'd; and so I made Signs again to him to do so; he fell
to Work, and in an instant he had scrap'd a
Hole in the Sand, with his Hands, big enough to bury the first in, and then dragg'd
him into it, and cover'd him, and did so also by the other; I believe he had bury'd
them both in a Quarter of an Hour; then calling him away, I carry'd him not to my Castle, but quite away to my Cave, on the
farther Part of the Island; so I did not let my Dream come to pass in that Part,
viz. That he came into my Grove for shelter.
Here I gave him Bread, and a Bunch of Raisins to eat, and a Draught of Water, which I
found he was indeed in great Distress for, by his Running; and having refresh'd him,
I made Signs for him to go lie down and sleep; pointing to a Place where I had laid a
great Parcel of Rice Straw, and a Blanket upon it, which I used to sleep upon my self
sometimes; so the poor Creature laid down, and went to sleep.
He was a comely handsome Fellow, perfectly well made; with straight strong Limbs, not
too large; tall and well shap'd, and as I reckon, about twenty six Years of Age. He
had a very good Countenance, not a fierce and surly Aspect; but seem'd to have
something very manly in his Face, and yet he had all the Sweetness and Softness of an
European in his Countenance too, especially when he smil'd. His Hair was
long and black, not curl'd like Wool; his Forehead very high, and large, and a great
Vivacity and sparkling Sharpness in his Eyes. The Colour of his Skin was not quite
black, but very tawny; and yet not of an ugly yellow nauseous tawny, as the
Brasilians, and Virginians, and other Natives of America are; but of a bright kind of a dun olive Colour, that had in it something very agreeable; tho' not very
easy to describe. His Face was round, and plump; his Nose small, not flat like the
Negroes, a very good Mouth, thin Lips, and his fine Teeth well set, and white as Ivory. After
he had slumber'd, rather than slept, about half an Hour, he wak'd again, and comes
out of the Cave to me; for I had been milking my Goats, which I had in the Enclosure
just by: When he espy'd me, he came running to me, laying himself down again upon the
Ground, with all the possible Signs of an humble thankful Disposition, making a many
antick Gestures to show it: At last he lays his Head flat upon the Ground, close to
my Foot, and sets my other Foot upon his Head, as he had done before; and after this,
made all the Signs to me of Subjection, Servitude, and Submission imaginable, to let
me know, how he would serve me as long as he liv'd; I understood him in many Things,
and let him know, I was very well pleas'd with him; in a little Time I began to speak
to him, and teach him to speak to me; and first, I made him know his Name should be
Friday, which was the Day I sav'd his Life; I call'd him so for the
Memory of the Time; I likewise taught him to say Master, and then let him
know, that was to be my Name; I likewise taught him to say, YES, and NO, and to know
the Meaning of them; I gave him some Milk, in an earthen Pot, and let him see me
Drink it before him, and sop my Bread in it; and I gave him a Cake of Bread, to do
the like, which he quickly comply'd with, and made Signs that it was very good for
him.
I kept there with him all that Night; but as soon as it was Day, I beckon'd to him to
come with me, and let him know, I would give him some Cloaths, at which he seem'd
very glad, for he was stark naked: As we went by the Place where he had bury'd the
two Men, he pointed exactly to the Place, and shew'd me the Marks that he had made to
find them again, making Signs to me, that we
should dig them up again, and eat them; at this I appear'd very angry, express'd my
Abhorrence of it, made as if I would vomit at the
Thoughts of it, and beckon'd with my Hand to him to come away, which he did
immediately, with great Submission. I then led him up to the Top of the Hill, to see
if his Enemies were gone; and pulling out my Glass, I look'd, and saw plainly the Place where they had been, but no appearance of them, or of their Canoes; so that it was
plain they were gone, and had left their two Comrades behind them, without any search
after them.
But I was not content with this Discovery; but having now more Courage, and
consequently more Curiosity, I takes my Man FridayThe idiom "Man Friday" or "Girl Friday" still refers
to an especially faithful servant or personal assistant. It came into use with the
release of the film "His Girl Friday" (1940), whose title alludes to Defoe's
novel. with me, giving him the Sword in his Hand, with the Bow and Arrows
at his Back, which I found he could use very dextrously, making him carry one Gun for
me, and I two for my self, and away we march'd to the Place, where these Creatures
had been; for I had a Mind now to get some fuller Intelligence of them: When I came
to the Place, my very Blood ran chill in my Veins, and my Heart sunk within me, at
the Horror of the Spectacle: Indeed it was a dreadful Sight, at least it was so to
me; though Friday made nothing of it: The Place was cover'd with humane
Bones, the Ground dy'd with their Blood, great Pieces of Flesh left here and there,
half eaten, mangl'd and scorch'd; and in short, all the Tokens of the triumphant
Feast they had been making there, after a Victory over their Enemies: I saw three
Skulls, five Hands, and the Bones of three or four Legs and Feet, and abundance of
other Parts of the Bodies; and Friday, by his Signs, made me understand,
that they brought over four Prisoners to feast upon; that three of them were eaten
up, and that he, pointing to himself, was the
fourth: That there had been a great Battle between them, and their next King, whose
Subjects it seems he had been one of; and that they had taken a great Number of Prisoners, all which were carry'd to several Places
by those that had taken them in the Fight, in order to feast upon them, as was done
here by these Wretches upon those they brought hither.
I caus'd Friday to gather all the Skulls, Bones, Flesh, and whatever
remain'd, and lay them togethere on a Heap, and make a great
Fire upon it, and burn them all to Ashes: I found Friday had still a
hankering Stomach after some of the Flesh, and was still a Cannibal in his Nature;
but I discover'dDemonstrated so much Abhorrence at the
very Thoughts of it, and at the least Appearance of it, that he durst not discoverReveal it; for I had by some Means let him know, that I would kill him if
he offer'd it.
When we had done this, we came back to our Castle, and there I fell to work for my
Man Friday; and first of all, I gave him a pair of Linnen Drawers, which I had out of the poor Gunner's Chest I mention'd,
and which I found in the Wreck; and which with a little Alteration fitted him very
well; then I made him a Jerkin of Goat's-skin, as well as my Skill would allow; and I
was now grown a tollerable good Taylor; and I gave him a Cap, which I had made of a
Hare-skin, very convenient, and fashionable enough; and thus he was cloath'd for the
present, tollerably well; and was mighty well pleas'd to see himself almost as well
cloath'd as his Master: It is true, he went awkardly in these Things at first;
wearing the Drawers was very awkard to him, and the Sleeves of the Wast-coat gall'd
his Shoulders, and the inside of his Arms; but a little easing them where he
complain'd they hurt him, and using himself
to them, at length he took to them very well.
The next Day after I came home to my Hutch with him, I began to consider where I
should lodge him, and that I might do well for him, and yet be perfectly easy my
self; I made a little Tent for him in the vacant Place between my two Fortifications,
in the inside of the last, and in the outside of the first; and as there was a Door,
or Entrance there into my Cave, I made a formal fram'd Door Case, and a Door to it of
Boards, and set it up in the Passage, a little within the Entrance; and causing the
Door to open on the inside, I barr'd it up in the Night, taking in my Ladders too; so
that Friday could no way come at me in the inside of my innermost Wall,
without making so much Noise in getting over, that it must needs waken me; for my
first Wall had now a compleat Roof over it of long Poles, covering all my Tent, and
leaning up to the side of the Hill, which was again laid cross with smaller Sticks
instead of LathsThin, narrow strips of wood used to form a groundwork upon which to
fasten the slates of a roof, and then thatch'd over a great Thickness, with
the Rice Straw, which was strong like Reeds; and at the Hole or Place which was left
to go in or out by the Ladder, I had plac'd a kind of Trap-door, which if it had been
attempted on the outside, would not have open'd at all,
but would have fallen down, and made a great Noise; and as to Weapons, I took them
all in to my Side every Night.
But I needed none of all this Precaution; for never Man had
a more faithful, loving, sincere Servant, than
Friday was to me; without Passions, Sullenness or Designs, perfectly
oblig'd and engag'd; his very Affections were ty'd to me,
like those of a Child to a Father; and I dare say, he would have sacrific'd his Life
for the saving mine, upon any occasion whatsoever; the many Testimonies he gave me of
this, put it out of doubt, and soon convinc'd me, that I needed to use no Precautions, as to my Safety on his Account.
This frequently gave me occasion to observe, and that with wonder, that however it
had pleas'd God, in his Providence, and in the Government of the Works of his Hands,
to take from so great a Part of the World of his Creatures, the best uses to which
their Faculties, and the Powers of their Souls are adapted; yet that he has bestow'd
upon them the same Powers, the same Reason, the same Affections, the same Sentiments
of Kindness and Obligation, the same Passions and Resentments of Wrongs; the same
Sense of Gratitude, Sincerity, Fidelity, and all the Capacities of doing Good, and
receiving Good, that he has given to us; and that when he pleases to offer to them
Occasions of exerting these, they are as ready, nay, more ready to apply them to the
right Uses for which they were bestow'd, than we are; and this made me very
melancholly sometimes, in reflecting as the several Occasions presented, how mean a
Use we make of all these, even though we have these Powers enlighten'd by the great Lamp of Instruction, the Spirit of
God, and by the Knowledge of his Word, added to our Understanding; and why it has
pleas'd God to hide the like saving Knowledge from so many
Millions of Souls, who if I might judge by this poor Savage, would make a much better
use of it than we did.
From hence, I sometimes was led too far to invade the Soveraignty of
Providence, and as it were arraign the Justice of so arbitrary a
Disposition of Things, that should hide that Light from some, and reveal it to
others, and yet expect a like Duty from both: But I shut it up, and check'd my
Thoughts with this Conclusion, (1st.) That we
did not know by what Light and Law these should be Condemn'd; but that as God was
necessarily, and by the Nature of his Being, infinitely Holy and Just, so it could
not be; but that if these Creatures were all sentenc'd to Absence from himself, it was on account of sinning against that Light which,
as the Scripture says, was a Law to themselves, and by such
Rules as their Consciences would acknowledge to be just, tho' the Foundation was not
discover'd to us: And (2d.) that still as we are all the Clay in the Hand of the
Potter, no Vessel could say to him, Why hast thou form'd me thus?
But to return to my New Companion; I was greatly delighted with him, and made it my
Business to teach him every Thing, that was proper to
make him useful, handy, and helpful; but especially to make
him speak, and understand me when I spake, and he was the aptest Schollar that ever
was, and particularly was so merry, so constantly diligent, and so pleased, when he
cou'd but understand me, or make me understand him, that it
was very pleasant to me to talk to him; and now my Life began to be so easy, that I
began to say to my self, that could I but have been safe from more Savages, I cared
not, if I was never to remove from the place while I lived.
After I had been two or three Days return'd to my Castle, I thought that, in order to
bring Friday off from his horrid way of feeding, and from the Relish of a
Cannibal's Stomach, I ought to let him taste other Flesh; so I took him out with me
one Morning to the Woods: I went indeed intending to kill a Kid out of my own Flock,
and bring him home and dress it. But as I was going, I saw a She Goat lying down in
the Shade, and two young Kids sitting by her, I catch'd hold of Friday, hold says I, stand still; and made Signs to him
not to stir, immediately I presented my
Piece, shot and kill'd one of the Kids. The poor Creature who had at a Distance
indeed seen me kill the Savage his Enemy, but did not know, or could imagine how it
was done, was sensibly surpriz'd, trembled, and shook, and
look'd so amaz'd, that I thought he would have sunk down. He
did not see the Kid I shot at, or perceive I had kill'd it, but ripp'd up his
Wastcoat to feel if he was not wounded, and as I found, presently thought I was
resolv'd to kill him; for he came and kneel'd down to me, and embraceing my Knees,
said a great many Things I did not understand; but I could
easily see that the meaning was to pray me not to kill him.
I soon found a way to convince him that I would do him no harm, and taking him up by
the Hand laugh'd at him, and pointed to the Kid which I had kill'd, beckoned to him
to run and fetch it, which he did; and while he was wondering and looking to see how
the Creature was kill'd, I loaded my Gun again, and by and
by I saw a great Fowl like a Hawk sit upon a Tree within Shot; so to let
Friday understand a little what I would do, I call'd him to me again,
pointed at the Fowl which was indeed a Parrot, tho' I thought it had been a Hawk, I
say pointing to the Parrot, and to my Gun, and to the Ground under the Parrot, to let
him see I would make it fall, I made him understand that I would shoot and kill that
Bird; according I fir'd and bad him look, and immediately he saw the Parrot fall, he
stood like one frighted again, notwithstanding all I had
said to him; and I found he was the more amaz'd, because he did not see me put any
Thing into the Gun; but thought that there must be some wonderful Fund of Death and
Destruction in that Thing, able to kill Man, Beast, Bird, or any Thing near, or far off; and the Astonishment this created in him was such, as could not wear off
for a long Time; and I believe, if I would have let him, he would have worshipp'd me
and my Gun: As for the Gun it self, he would not so much as touch it for several Days
after; but would speak to it, and talk to it, as if it had answer'd him, when he was by himself; which, as I afterwards learn'd of him, was to
desire it not to kill him.
Well, after his Astonishment was a little over at this, I pointed to him to run and
fetch the Bird I had shot, which he did, but stay'd some Time; for the Parrot not
being quite dead, was flutter'd away a good way off from the Place where she fell;
however, he found her, took her up, and brought her to me; and as I had perceiv'd his
Ignorance about the Gun before, I took this Advantage to
charge the Gun again, and not let him see me do it, that I might be ready for any
other Mark that might present; but nothing more offer'd at that Time; so I brought
home the Kid, and the same Evening I took the Skin off, and cut it out as well as I
could; and having a Pot for that purpose, I boil'd, or stew'd some of the Flesh, and
made some very good Broth; and after I had begun to eat some, I gave some to my Man,
who seem'd very glad of it, and lik'd it very well; but that
which was strangest to him, was, to see me eat Salt with it; he made a Sign to me,
that the Salt was not good to eat, and putting a little into his own Mouth, he seem'd
to nauseate it, and would spit and sputter at it, washing his Mouth with fresh Water
after it; on the other hand, I took some Meat in my Mouth without Salt, and I
pretended to spit and sputter for want of Salt, as fast as he had done at the Salt;
but it would not do, he would never care for
Salt with his Meat, or in his Broth; at least not a great while, and then but a very
little.
Having thus fed him with boil'd Meat and Broth, I was resolv'd to feast him the next
Day with roasting a Piece of the Kid; this I did by hanging it before the Fire, in a
String, as I had seen many People do in England, setting two Poles up, one
on each side the Fire, and one cross on the Top, and tying the String to the
Cross-stick, letting the Meat turn continually: This Friday admir'd very much; but when he came to taste the Flesh, he took so
many ways to tell me how well he lik'd it, that I could not but understand him; and
at last he told me he would never eat Man's Flesh any more, which I was very glad to
hear.
The next Day I set him to work to beating some Corn out, and sifting it in the manner
I us'd to do, as I observ'd before, and he soon understood how to do it as well as I,
especially after he had seen what the Meaning of it was, and that it was to make
Bread of; for after that I let him see me make my Bread, and bake it too, and in a
little Time Friday was able to do all the Work for me, as well as I could do
it my self.
I begun now to consider, that having two Mouths to feed, instead of one, I must
provide more Ground for my Harvest, and plant a larger Quantity of Corn, than I us'd
to do; so I mark'd out a larger Piece of Land, and began the Fence in the same Manner
as before, in which Friday not only work'd very willingly, and very hard;
but did it very chearfully, and I told him what it was for; that it was for Corn to
make more Bread, because he was now with me, and that I might have enough for him,
and my self too: He appear'd very sensible of that Part, and let me know, that he
thought I had much more Labour upon me on his
Account, than I had for my self; and that he would work the harder for me, if I would
tell him what to do.
This was the pleasantest Year of all the Life I led in this Place; Friday
began to talk pretty well, and understand the Names of almost every Thing I had
occasion to call for, and of every Place I had to send him to, and talk'd a great
deal to me; so that in short I began now to have some Use for my Tongue again, which
indeed I had very little occasion for before; that is to say, about Speech;
besides the Pleasure of talking to him, I had a singular Satisfaction in the Fellow himself; his simple unfeign'd Honesty,
appear'd to me more and more every Day, and I began really to love the Creature; and
on his Side, I believe he lov'd me more than it was possible for him ever to love any
Thing before.
I had a Mind once to try if he had any hankering Inclination to his own Country
again, and having learn'd him English so well that he could answer me almost
any Questions, I ask'd him whether the Nation that he
belong'd to never conquer'd in Battle, at which he smil'd; and said; yes, yes, we
always fight the better; that is, he meant always get the better in Fight; and so we
began the following Discourse: You always fight the better said I, How came you to be
taken Prisoner then, Friday?
Friday, My Nation beat much, for all that.
Master, How beat; if your Nation beat them, how come you to be taken?
Friday, They more many than my Nation in the Place where me was; they take
one, two, three, and me; my Nation over beat them in the yonder Place, where me no
was; there my Nation take one, two, great Thousand.
Master, But why did not your Side recover you from the Hands of your Enemies
then?
Friday, They run one, two, three, and me, and make go in the Canoe;
my Nation have no Canoe that time.
Master, Well, Friday, and What does your Nation do with the Men they take, do they carry them away, and eat them, as these
did?
Friday, Yes, my Nation eat Man's too, eat all up.
Master, Where do they carry them?
Friday, Go to other Place where they think.
Master, Do they come hither?
Friday, Yes, yes, they come hither; come other else Place.
Master, Have you been here with them?
Friday, Yes, I been here; [points to the N. W. Side of the
Island] which it seems was their Side.
By this I understood, that my Man Friday had formerly been among the
Savages, who us'd to come on Shore on the farther Part of the Island, on the same Man eating Occasions that he was now
brought for; and sometime after, when I took the Courage to carry him to that Side,
being the same I formerly mention'd, he presently knew
the Place, and told me, he was there once when they eat up twenty Men, two Women, and
one Child; he could not tell Twenty in English; but he numbred them by
laying so many Stones on a Row, and pointing to me to tell them over.
I have told this Passage, because it introduces what follows; that after I had had
this Discourse with him, I ask'd him how far it was from our Island to the Shore, and whether the Canoes were not often lost; he told
me, there was no Danger, no Canoes ever lost; but that after a little way
out to the Sea, there was a Current, and Wind, always one way in the Morning, the
other in the Afternoon.
This I understood to be no more than the Sets
of the Tide, as going out, or coming in; but I afterwards understood, it was
occasion'd by the great Draft and Reflux of the mighty River Oroonooko; in the Mouth, or the Gulph of which River, as I found afterwards, our Island lay; and this Land
which I perceiv'd to the W. and N. W. was the great Island
Trinidad, on the North Point of the Mouth of the River: I ask'd
Friday a thousand Questions about the Country, the Inhabitants, the Sea,
the Coast, and what Nation were near; he told me all he knew with the greatest
Openness imaginable; I ask'd him the Names of the several
Nations of his Sort of People; but could get no other Name
than Caribs; from whence I easily understood, that
these were the Caribbees, which our Maps place on the Part of
America, which reaches from the Mouth of the River Oroonooko to
Guiana, and onwards to St. Martha: He told me that up a great
way beyond the Moon, that was, beyond the Setting of the Moon, which must be
W. from their Country, there dwelt white bearded Men, like me; and
pointed to my great Whiskers, which I mention'd before; and that they had kill'd
much Mans, that was his Word; by all which I understood, he meant the
Spaniards, whose Cruelties in America had been spread over the
whole Countries, and was remember'd by all the Nations from Father to Son.
I enquir'd if he could tell me how I might come from this Island, and get among those
white Men; he told me, yes, yes, I might go in two Canoe; I could not
understand what he meant, or make him describe to me what he meant by two
Canoe, till at last with great Difficulty, I found he meant it must be in a
large great Boat, as big as two Canoes.
This Part of Friday's Discourse began
to relish with me very well, and from this Time I entertain'd some Hopes, that one
Time or other, I might find an Opportunity to make my Escape from this Place; and
that this poor Savage might be a Means to help me to do it.
During the long Time that Friday has now been with me, and that he began to
speak to me, and understand me, I was not wanting to lay a Foundation of religious Knowledge in his Mind; particularly I ask'd him one Time who made him? The poor
Creature did not understand me at all, but thought I had ask'd who was his Father;
but I took it by another handle, and ask'd him who made the Sea, the Ground we walk'd
on, and the Hills, and Woods; he told me it was one old Benamuckee, that liv'd beyond all: He could describe nothing of this great
Person, but that he was very old; much older he said than the Sea, or the Land; than
the Moon, or the Stars: I ask'd him then, if this old Person had made all Things, why
did not all Things worship him; he look'd very grave, and with a perfect Look of
Innocence, said, All Things do say O to him: I ask'd him if the People who
die in his Country went away any where; he said, yes, they all went to BenamuckeeThere is no historic mythological source for this deity.; then
I ask'd him whether these they eat up went thither too, he said yes.
From these Things, I began to instruct him in the Knowledge of the true God: I told
him that the great Maker of all Things liv'd up there, pointing up towards Heaven:
That he governs the World by the same Power and Providence by which he had made it:
That he was omnipotent, could do every Thing for us, give every Thing to us, take
every Thing from us; and thus by Degrees I open'd his Eyes.
He listned with great Attention, and receiv'd with Pleasure the Notion of Jesus
Christ being sent to redeem us, and of the Manner of making our Prayers to
God, and his being able to hear us, even into Heaven; he told me one Day, that if our
God could hear us up beyond the Sun, he must needs be a
greater God than their Benamuckee, who liv'd but a little way off, and yet
could not hear, till they went up to the great Mountains where he dwelt, to speak to
him; I ask'd him if ever he went thither, to speak to him; he said no, they never
went that were young Men; none went thither but the old Men, who he call'd their Oowocakee,There is no historical source for this. that is, as I made him
explain it to me, their Religious, or Clergy, and that they went to say O,
(so he called saying Prayers) and then came back, and told them what
Benamuckee said: By this I observ'd, That there is Priestcraft,
even amongst the most blinded ignorant Pagans in the World;
and the Policy of making a secret Religion, in order to
preserve the Veneration of the People to the Clergy, is not
only to be found in the Roman, but perhaps among
all Religions in the World, even among the most brutish and barbarous Savages.
I endeavour'd to clear up this Fraud, to my Man Friday, and told him, that
the Pretence of their old Men going up the Mountains, to say O to their God
Benamuckee, was a Cheat, and their bringing Word from thence what he
said, was much more so; that if they met with any Answer, or spake with any one
there, it must be with an evil Spirit: And then I entred into a long Discourse with him about the Devil, the Original of him, his
Rebellion against God, his Enmity to Man, the Reason of it, his setting himself up in
the dark Parts of the World to be Worship'd instead of God,
and as God; and the many Stratagems he made use of to delude Mankind to his Ruine; how he
had a secret access to our Passions, and to our Affections, to adapt his Snares so to
our Inclinations, as to cause us even to be our own Tempters, and to run upon our
Destruction by our own Choice.
I found it was not so easie to imprint right Notions in his
Mind about the Devil, as it was about the Being of a God. Nature assisted all my
Arguments to Evidence to him, even the Necessity of a
great first Cause and over-ruling governing Power; a secret directing Providence, and
of the Equity, and Justice, of paying Homage to him that made us, and the like. But
there appeared nothing of all this in the Notion of an evil Spirit; of his Original, his Being, his Nature, and above all of his
Inclination to do Evil, and to draw us in to do so too; and the poor Creature puzzl'd
me once in such a manner, by a Question meerly natural and innocent, that I scarce
knew what to say to him. I had been talking a great deal to him of the Power of God, his Omnipotence, his dreadful Nature to Sin, his
being a consuming Fire to the Workers of Iniquity, how, as he had made us all, he
could destroy us and all the World in a Moment; and he listen'd with great
Seriousness to me all the while.
After this, I had been telling him how the Devil was God's
Enemy in the Hearts of Men, and used all his Malice and Skill to defeat the good
Designs of Providence, and to ruine the Kingdom of Christ in the World; and the like.
Well, says Friday, but you say, God is so strong, so great, is he not much
strong, much might as the Devil? Yes, yes, says I, Friday, God is stronger
than the Devil, God is above the Devil, and therefore we pray to God to tread him
down under our Feet, and enable us to resist
his Temptations and quench his fiery Darts. But, says he again, if God
much strong, much might as the Devil, why God no kill the Devil, so make him no
more do wicked?
I was strangely surpriz'd at his Question, and after all, tho' I was now an old Man,
yet I was but a young Doctor, and ill enough quallified for a Casuist, or a Solver of
Difficulties: And at first I could not tell what to say, so I pretended not to hear
him, and ask'd him what he said? But he was too earnest for an Answer to forget his
Question; so that he repeated it in the very same broken
Words, as above. By this time I had recovered my self a little, and I said, God
will at last punish him severely; he is reserv'd for the Judgment, and is
to be cast into the Bottomless-Pit, to dwell with everlasting Fire. This did not satisfie Friday, but he returns upon
me, repeating my Words, RESERVE, AT LAST, me no underderstand; but, Why not kill
the Devil now, not kill great ago? You may as well ask me, said I,
Why God does not kill you and I, when we do wicked Things here that offend him? We
are preserv'd to repent and be pardon'd: He muses a while at this; well,
well, says he, mighty affectionately, that well; so you, I, Devil, all
wicked, all preserve, repent, God pardon all.
Here I was run down again by him to the last Degree, and it was a Testimony to me,
how the meer Notions of Nature, though they will guide reasonable Creatures to the Knowledge of a God, and of a Worship or Homage due to the supreme Being, of God as the
Consequence of our Nature; yet nothing but divine Revelation can from the Knowledge
of Jesus Christ, and of a Redemption purchas'd for
us, of a Mediator of the new Covenant, and of an Intercessor, at the Foot-stool of
God's Throne; I say, nothing but a Revelation from Heaven, can form these in the Soul, and that therefore the Gospel of our
Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ; I mean, the Word of God, and the Spirit of
God promis'd for the Guide and Sanctifier of his People, are the absolutely necessary Instructors of the Souls of Men, in the saving
Knowledge of God, and the Means of Salvation.
I therefore diverted the present Discourse between me and my
Man, rising up hastily, as upon some sudden Occasion of going out; then sending him
for something a good way off, I seriously pray'd to God that he would enable me to
instruct savingly this poor Savage, assisting by his Spirit
the Heart of the poor ignorant Creature, to receive the Light of the Knowledge of God
in Christ, reconciling him to himself, and would
guide me to speak so to him from the Word of God, as his Conscience might be
convinc'd, his Eyes open'd, and his Soul sav'd. When he came again to me, I entred
into a long Discourse with him upon the Subject of the Redemption of Man by the
Saviour of the World, and of the Doctrine of the Gospel preach'd from Heaven,
viz. of Repentance towards God, and Faith in our Blessed Lord
Jesus. I then explain'd to him, as well as I could, why our Blessed
Redeemer took not on him the Nature of Angels, but the Seed of Abraham, and
how for that Reason the fallen Angels had no Share in the Redemption; that he came
only to the lost Sheep of the House of Israel, and the like.
I had, God knows, more Sincerity than Knowledge, in
all the Methods I took for this poor Creature's Instruction, and must acknowledge
what I believe all that act upon the same Principle will find, That in laying Things
open to him, I really inform'd and instructed my self in many Things, that either I
did not know, or had not fully consider'd
before; but which occurr'd naturally to my Mind, upon my searching into them, for the
Information of this poor Savage; and I had more Affection in my Enquiry after Things
upon this Occasion, than ever I felt before; so that whether this poor wild Wretch
was the better for me, or no, I had great Reason to be thankful that ever he came to
me: My Grief set lighter upon me, my Habitation grew comfortable to me beyond
Measure; and when I reflected that in this solitary Life which I had been confin'd
to, I had not only been moved my self to look up to Heaven, and to seek to the Hand
that had brought me there; but was now to be made an Instrument under Providence to
save the Life, and for ought I knew, the Soul of a poor Savage, and bring him to the true Knowledge of Religion, and
of the Christian Doctrine, that he might know Christ Jesus, to know whom is Life
eternal. I say, when I reflected upon all these
Things, a secret Joy run through every Part of my Soul, and I frequently rejoyc'd
that ever I was brought to this Place, which I had so often thought the most dreadful
of all Afflictions that could possibly have befallen me.
In this thankful Frame I continu'd all the Remainder of my
Time, and the Conversation which employ'd the Hours between Friday and I,
was such, as made the three Years which we liv'd there together perfectly and
compleatly happy, if any such Thing as compleat Happiness can be form'd in a
sublunary State. The Savage was now a good
Christian, a much better than I; though I have reason to
hope, and bless God for it, that we were equally penitent, and comforted restor'd
Penitents; we had here the Word of God to read, and no farther off from his Spirit to
instruct, than if we had been in England.
I always apply'd my self in Reading the
Scripture, to let him know, as well as I could, the
Meaning of what I read; and he again, by his serious
Enquiries, and Questionings, made me, as I said before, a much better
Scholar in the Scripture Knowledge, than I should ever have been by my own private
meer Reading. Another thing I cannot refrain from observing
here also from Experience, in this retir'd Part of my Life,
viz. How infinite and inexpressible a Blessing
it is, that the Knowledge of God, and of the Doctrine of Salvation by Christ Jesus, is so plainly laid down in the Word of God; so easy
to be receiv'd and understood: That as the bare reading the
Scripture made me capable of understanding enough of my Duty, to carry me directly on
to the great Work of sincere Repentance for my Sins, and laying hold of a Saviour for Life and Salvation, to a stated Reformation in Practice,
and Obedience to all God's Commands, and this without any Teacher or Instructer; I mean, humane; so the same plain
Instruction sufficiently serv'd to the enlightning this
Savage Creature, and bringing him to be such a Christian, as I have known few equal
to him in my Life.
As to all the Disputes, Wranglings, Strife and Contention, which has happen'd in the
World about Religion, whether Niceties in Doctrines, or Schemes of Church Government,
they were all perfectly useless to us; as for ought I can
yet see, they have been to all the rest of the World: We had the sure Guide
to Heaven, viz. The Word of God; and we had, blessed be God,
comfortable Views of the Spirit of God teaching and
instructing us by his Word, leading us into all Truth, and making us both
willing and obedient to the Instruction of his Word; and
I cannot see the least Use that the greatest
Knowledge of the disputed Points in Religion which have made such Confusions in the
World would have been to us, if we could have obtain'd it;
but I must go on with the Historical Part of Things, and take every Part in its
order.
After Friday and I became more intimately acquainted, and that he could understand almost all I said to him, and speak
fluently, though in broken English to me; I acquainted him with my own Story, or at least so much of it as related to my coming into
the Place, how I had liv'd there, and how long. I let him into the Mystery, for such
it was to him, of Gunpowder, and Bullet, and taught him how to shoot: I gave him a
Knife, which he was wonderfully delighted with, and I made
him a Belt, with a Frog hanging to it, such as in England we wear HangersSwords in; and in the Frog, instead of a Hanger, I gave him a Hatchet,
which was not only as good a Weapon in some Cases, but much more useful upon other Occasions.
I describ'd to him the Country of Europe, and particularly England,
which I came from; how we liv'd, how we worshipp'd God, how we behav'd to one
another; and how we traded in Ships to all Parts of the World: I gave him an Account
of the Wreck which I had been on board of, and shew'd him as near as I could, the
Place where she lay; but she was all beaten in Pieces before, and gone.
I shew'd him the Ruins of our Boat, which we lost when we escap'd, and which I could
not stir with my whole Strength then; but was now fallen almost all to Pieces: Upon
seeing this Boat, Friday stood musing a great while, and said nothing; I
ask'd him what it was he study'd upon, at last says he, me see such Boat like
come to Place at my Nation.
I did not understand him a good while; but at last, when I had examin'd farther into
it, I understood by
him, that a Boat, such as that had been, came on Shore upon the Country where he
liv'd; that is, as he explain'd it, was driven thither by Stress of Weather: I
presently imagin'd, that some European Ship must have been cast away upon
their Coast, and the Boat might get loose, and drive a Shore; but was so dull, that I
never once thought of Men making escape from a Wreck thither, much less whence they
might come; so I only enquir'd after a Description of the
Boat.
Friday describ'd the Boat to me well enough; but brought me better to
understand him, when he added with some Warmth, we save
the white Mans from drown: Then I presently ask'd him, if there was any white Mans, as he call'd them, in the Boat;
yes, he said, the Boat full white Mans: I ask'd him how many; he
told upon his Fingers seventeen: I ask'd him then what become of them; he told me,
they live, they dwell at my Nation.
This put new Thoughts into my Head; for I presently imagin'd, that these might be the
Men belonging to the Ship, that was cast away in Sight of my Island, as I
now call it; and who after the Ship was struck on the Rock, and they saw her inevitably lost, had sav'd themselves in their Boat, and were
landed upon that wild Shore among the Savages.
Upon this, I enquir'd of him more critically, What was become of them? He assur'd me
they lived still there; that they had been there about four
Years; that the Savages let them alone, and gave them Victuals to live. I ask'd him,
How it came to pass they did not kill them and eat them? He said, No, they make
Brother with them; that is, as I understood him, a Truce: And then he added,
They no eat Mans but when make the War fight; that is to say, they never eat any Men but such as come to fight
with them, and are taken in Battle.
It was after this some considerable Time, that being upon the Top of the Hill, at the
East Side of the Island, from whence as I have said, I had in a clear Day
discover'd the Main, or Continent of America; Friday, the Weather being very
serene, looks very earnestly towards the Main Land, and in a kind of Surprise, falls
a jumping and dancing, and calls out to me, for I was at some Distance from him: I
ask'd him, What was the Matter? O joy! Says he, O glad! There see my
Country, there my Nation!
I observ'd an extraordinary Sense of Pleasure appear'd in
his Face, and his Eyes sparkled, and his Countenance discover'd a strange Eagerness,
as if he had a Mind to be in his own Country again; and this Observation of mine, put
a great many Thoughts into me, which made me at first not so easy about my new Man
Friday as I was before; and I made no doubt, but that if Friday
could get back to his own Nation again, he would not only forget all his Religion,
but all his Obligation to me; and would be forward enough to give his Countrymen an
Account of me, and come back perhaps with a hundred or two
of them, and make a Feast upon me, at which he might be as merry as he us'd to be
with those of his Enemies, when they were taken in War.
But I wrong'd the poor honest Creature very much, for which I was very sorry
afterwards. However as my Jealousy encreased, and held me some Weeks, I was a little
more circumspect, and not so familiar and kind to him as before; in which I was
certainly in the Wrong too, the honest grateful Creature
having no thought about it, but what consisted with the best Principles, both as a religious Christian, and as a grateful
Friend, as appeared afterwards to my full Satisfaction.
While my Jealousy of him lasted, you may be sure I was every Day pumping him to see
if he would discover any of the new Thoughts, which I suspected were in him; but I found every thing he said was so Honest, and so Innocent,
that I could find nothing to nourish my Suspicion; and in spight of all my Uneasiness
he made me at last entirely his own again, nor did he in the
least perceive that I was Uneasie, and therefore I could not
suspect him of Deceit.
One Day walking up the same Hill, but the Weather being haizy at Sea, so that we
could not see the Continent, I call'd to him, and said, Friday, do not you wish your self in your own Country, your own Nation? Yes, he said, he be much O glad to
be at his own Nation. What would you do there said I, would you turn Wild
again, eat Mens Flesh again, and be a Savage as you were before. He lookt full of
Concern, and shaking his Head said, No no, Friday tell them to live
Good, tell them to pray God, tell them to eat Corn-bread,
Cattle-flesh, Milk, no eat Man again: Why then said I to him, They will
kill you. He look'd grave at that, and then said, No, they no kill me,
they willing love learn: He meant by this, they would be willing to learn. He
added, they learn'd much of the Bearded-Mans that come in the Boat. Then I ask'd him
if he would go back to them? He smil'd at that, and told me he could not swim so far.
I told him I would make a Canoe for him. He told me, he would go, if I
would go with him. I go! says I, why they will Eat me if I come there? No,
no, says he, me make they no Eat you; me make they much Love you: He meant
he would tell them how I had kill'd his Enemies, and sav'd his Life, and so he would make them love me; then he told me as
well as he could, how kind they were to seventeen White-men, or Bearded-men, as he
call'd them, who came on Shore there in Distress.
From this time I confess I had a Mind to venture over, and see if I could possibly
joyn with these Bearded-men, who I made no doubt were Spaniards or
Portuguese; not doubting but if I could we might find some Method to
Escape from thence, being upon the Continent, and a good Company together; better
than I could from an Island 40 Miles off the Shore, and alone without Help. So after
some Days I took Friday to work again, by way of Discourse, and told him I
would give him a Boat to go back to his own Nation; and accordingly I carry'd him to
my Frigate which lay on the other Side of the Island, and having clear'd it of Water, for I always kept it sunk in the Water; I brought it out,
shewed it him, and we both went into it.
I found he was a most dextrous Fellow at managing it, would
make it go almost as swift and fast again as I could; so when he was in, I said to
him, Well now, Friday, shall we go to your Nation?
He look'd very dull at my saying so, which it seems was, because he thought the Boat
too small to go so far. I told him then I had a bigger; so the next Day I went to the
Place where the first Boat lay which I had made, but which I could not get into
Water: He said that was big enough; but then as I had taken no Care of it, and it had
lain two or three and twenty Years there, the Sun had split and dry'd it, that it was
in a manner rotten. Friday told me such a Boat would do very well, and would
carry much enough Vittle, Drink, Bread, that was his Way of Talking.